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Can you imagine if Wretched Jax and Carnival Jax could get along and become great friends? Or would the two of them fight until one died?
No, they wouldn't get along. Also, unless ive missed some lore, im pretty sure the carnival AIs cant exactly die so... wretched's got an annoying rat to deal with now /lhj
Less srs and more silly doodles below
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Indecent Exposure Pt. I: Bye Bye, Daddy
Summary: You get more than you bargained for when your father decides to leave you in the care of his four best friends, your fake Uncles, while he's on away on tour for the summer. Read Part Two!
Warnings: Mature Themes, Bucky Being A Menace, Brat!Reader, Unwanted Touching, Dad's Best Friend Themes, Older Men/Younger Women Themes, Brief Discussions of Voyeurism, Brief Mentions of Mouth Soaping, Brief Reference to Spanking and Discipline, Cursing, Minors DNI
A/N: Please heed all warnings. Part of my Indecent Exposure Series. If you'd like to be added to the tag list, please let me know.
"But Daaaad.â You whine, drawing out the word as you follow your father into the kitchen. Shoulders slumped, you canât seem to stop yourself from pouting.Â
While youâd initially made peace with the prospect of being left alone for the practically the entire summer before you planned to start your freshman year at NYU, you positively balked at the idea being left in the care of a fucking babysitter.Â
Four of them, actually.
âNo buts, pumpkin.â Your father drops his carry-on bag next to the door, on top of his other luggage. âItâs not good for you to be stuck in this big old house all by your lonesome. You even said as much just the other week.â
âYeah, wellâŚâ You trail off, pissed at the fact that youâd essentially brought this on yourself. âThat was back when you werenât even sure if you were going.â
At first, your old man had been rather skeptical at going on tour with his former bandmates. Theyâd had a couple hits back in the day, but nothing major. Even still, theyâd somehow managed to amass a bit of a cult following.Â
And so when he was offered the opportunity to open for a much larger classic rock band, he just couldnât pass it up. And you hadnât had the heart to make him either. Dreams like this seldom came true for anybody, let alone a mild-mannered pharmacist who was pushing fifty.Â
âWhy canât you at least take me with you?â
He turns to you then, heaving a sigh before pulling you into his arms. "Life on the road is no place for my little girl. Which is why Iâve asked your Uncles to check-in on you.â He presses a gentle kiss on your mop of curly hair, giving you one last squeeze before releasing you.
âAnd this is where Iâd like to point out that Iâm 18 years old, which makes me a full-fledged adult.â Wrapping your arms around your middle, you try to play it off like you donât care about him leaving so soon after your birthday.Â
But you do. While your birthday had only been last week, you two hadn't even had the chance to embark on your annual fishing trip yet.
âI know that. Of course I know that.â Heâs quick to reassure you. âAnd as a newly minted adult Iâm sure youâll be on your own some nights â the ones when Bucky canât stay and none of your other uncles are available.â
âUgh! Can you please stop calling them that?â
Little did he know that you were mere seconds away from covering your ears and letting out a frustrated scream.Â
âWell, thatâs what they are. They may not be blood, but it still counts.â Your father just shakes his head. Apparently he hadnât expected you to put up this much of a fight before his departure. âAnd while it might be true that itâs been a while since youâve seen your uncles, each one has assured me that they would be more than delighted to keep an eye out for their favorite niece.â
âDad, I donât even know them like that! At least not anymore...â
Youâre rewarded with yet another weary sigh. âThen it looks like youâll have the whole summer to get reacquainted with them then, wonât you?â His hands go to grip your shoulders, all but forcing you to look him in the eyes. âBesides, Buckâll be around. Iâm sure heâll help ease you into everything.â
Itâs impossible to stop the derisive snort that escapes the back of your throat.Â
âSweetheart, my ride is going to be here any minute nowâŚâ He tells you, making it clear that neither one of you has time for the tantrum you seem so keen on throwing. âYouâve gotta know that I only want whatâs best forââ
The two of you are interrupted by the sound of a vehicle pulling into your driveway. And while you donât recognize it, youâre almost certain that itâs too sleek and expensive to belong to any Lyft driver.Â
âSpeak of the devil!â Your father suddenly exclaims before throwing open the door and rushing down the steps. Which is fine, except for the part when he decided to drag you along with him. âBucky fuckinâ Barnes â just in the knick of time too!â
Well, there went Plan A. So much for locking up the house after your Dad was gone and refusing to answer the fucking door for anyone except the pizza delivery guy.Â
However, in spite of your annoyance and frustration, you canât help the tiny jolt of electricity that hums along your skin as you watch the dark haired man peel himself out of the driverâs seat so that he can properly greet you both. Â
âGet a look at you, old man!â Bucky chuckles as he enthusiastically brings your Dad in for a hug, lightly thumping his back as he does. âCanât believe somebody actually fucked up and told you you got to be a rockstar!â
Your uncleâs smile only broadens when he finally lays eyes on you. But itâs the way heâs looking at you that catches your attention â itâs not quite a leer â but his blatant perusal is enough to make you feel the slightest bit uncomfortable.Â
âI know!â Comes your Dadâs eager response. âThatâs why Iâm trying to get out of here before whoever signed off on this sobers up and realizes his mistake.â Both men are grinning from ear to ear when they finally take a step back.Â
And thatâs when all eyes turn to you.Â
âAnd whoâs this gorgeous young lady?â Bucky inquires, his pearly white teeth sinking into his bottom lip as he makes a quiet show of looking you over once again, this time allowing his gaze to linger just a fraction too long on your cutoff denim shorts.Â
âOh, come on now.â Good olâ Dad reaches over to grab your wrist, pulling you even closer. Which is the absolute last thing you want. âDonât tell me you donât recognize your niece.âÂ
âIs that my sweet, little Clover?â Bucky pretends to rub exaggeratedly rub his eyes while evoking your childhood nickname. âI guess it is. Except now sheâs all grown up.â Your Dad drops your wrist in time for the other man to grab your hand so that he can give you a little twirl. "Just turned 18, in fact."
âI heard. So pretty.â He hums, although the words are spoken just low enough so that only you can hear them. âYouâve got yourself a knockout for a daughter, Dale.â You resist the urge to squirm when you feel the roughened pad of his thumb lightly stroke along the ridges of your knuckles. âI wouldnât be surprised if you kept a shotgun by the door.âÂ
While you suspect that his words are meant in jest, the only person that laughs is the man who raised you.Â
âI actually keep it in the front closet. Which reminds meâŚâ You father turns to you then, pinning you with a knowing look. âNow pumpkin, I know you're not super excited about the current arrangement and all that, but Iâd appreciate it if youâd, uh, refrain from having any boys over at the house while Iâm gone.âÂ
You swiftly open your mouth to protest, only to be surprised when Bucky beats you to the punch.Â
âRoger that.â He grins down at you, the dimple in his left cheek on full display. âYour Daddy said no boys allowed, little Clover. Do we have your promise youâre gonna respect his wishes?â
Tugging your hand out his grasp, you turn your attention to your Dad, offering up a sugary sweet smile. âBut what about Peter? You actually like him, remember? Besides, heâs pretty much my best friend.â
âWellâŚâ
Because you couldnât fathom the idea of a summer without him. And you just know heâs going to relent and make an exception. That is, until Bucky decides to go and open up his mouth.Â
âYou heard your Daddy, sweetheart.â He gently admonishes you, a hint of mockery in his tone. âBesides, I donât think any of your uncles want to have to deal with strange boys wandering around the house.â
âGood man.â Your father agrees, clapping the other man on his shoulder. âAnd speaking of Andy, Ari, and Steve, this one here is a little nervous about seeing them again. I donât know why. I mean itâs been a while since everyoneâs gotten togetherâŚâ
âAww, bug.â He coos, wrapping a brawny arm around your much smaller waist. âAre you worried we donât love you anymore?â You find yourself gritting your teeth to keep from elbowing him in the kidney.Â
Why the hell did he have to make that sound soâŚsuggestive? And how come your father didn't seem to notice?Â
âNo.â You grunt, hating the man for having the nerve to smell so damned good â like spiced vanilla and cedar.Â
âBecause we most certainly do. You know, Andy was just looking at your senior picture the other day.â His large, warm hand settles just above the curve of your hip. âHe actually sent it to the group chat and none of us could believe just how much our little Clover had blossomed. Right under our noses.â
âAâawesome.â You mumble, wishing he would stop touching you so much. It did funny things to your belly, which you did not appreciate.
âIâm sure heâll tell you all about it when he gets here.âÂ
Shock has your mouth falling open, briefly leaving you almost too stunned to make a sound. And to make matters worse, your fatherâs Lyft picks that very moment to pull up behind Buckyâs sports car.Â
âWhat?â You eventually croak. Not that you receive much of a response, what with both men choosing to abandon you in favor of grabbing luggage and loading it into the driverâs trunk.Â
âAlright, pumpkin.â Your Dad calls out once theyâve got everything secured. âIâll call you from the road. I left instructions on the fridge and with Bucky. You need anything you call me, okay?âÂ
Seconds later you find yourself pulled into a bear hug. And, because you donât know when youâll see him again, you choose not to argue or struggle. You can only hug him back as if your life depends on it.Â
âBe good.â He mumbles in your hair. âListen to your uncles. It may not seem like it, but they know what's best. And you have my word that they care about you just as much as I do.âÂ
âOkay.â Is all you can muster as you fight back tears. âIâI love you.â
âYou know it.â He holds you even tighter. âTo the moon and back, plus the galaxy and beyond.â Smiling when he releases you, you watch him climb into the waiting car before giving him one last wave.Â
And then heâs gone. You watch unmoving as the car backs out of the driveway and takes off down the road in the direction of the airport. It takes a moment for you to remember that youâre alone now.
Left to your own devices for the entire fucking summer.Â
âSave those pretty tears, Clover.â You jump when you feel a hand press against the small of your back. âYouâve got us â me, Andy, Ari, and Steve â and wonât let anything bad happen to you.â Bucky whispers, his mouth hovering just above your ear.
âI donât need a fucking babysitter.â You growl, stomping towards the front door.
âFair warning, sweetheart.â He calls after you, his voice tinged with laughter as he goes to follow you inside. âYour Uncle Steve doesnât like that kind of language. And Iâm afraid Uncle Andy isnât the type to put up with that attitude either.â
âThen tell them they should keep their asses home!â You snap as you reach the stairs, taking them two at a time all the while silently praying that he doesnât follow.
âAll Iâm saying is that Iâd hate to see Stevie have to wash out that pretty little mouth out with soap.â He calls from the bottom of the stairs, no longer bothering to hide his laughter.Â
The fucking pervy bastard was enjoying this!
You slam your door with a flourish, briefly reveling in the sound it makes as it shakes the entire frame. If Bucky, or any of your so-called uncles thought you were still that same, sweet little girl you used to then they were in for one hell of a rude awakening.
Fuck! Youâre so busy fuming over your current situation that you have no idea whatâs taking place quite literally beneath your feet. For tonight, you decide that ignorance is bliss. If you got hungry later youâd just have to find something on DoorDash.
You throw yourself on your bed with a huff, punching your pillow over and again until you feel some of the rage leave your body. This summer was going to fucking blow unless you found a way to stay busy away from the house.Â
Meanwhile, Bucky has taken a seat at the bottom of the stairs. Pulling out his phone he opens the group chat he has with his buddies and proceeds to start typing. Call it intuition, but he had a feeling that he and his friends getting reacquainted with their precious little Clover was going to make for one hell of summer.
Oh yes, this was going to make for one hell of a summer indeed.
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ooooo âMaking the other person a Spotify playlist with songs that remind them of their relationship and growthâ for Lando???
thank you for requesting! hope you like this one <3
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There arenât many times you can get Lando all to yourself. His job comes with many responsibilities, as does your own. You understand the time and hard work it takes to do what he does day after day, week after week, and you like to think the two of you have found a way to balance it all. Dinners together whenever you can, texting and calling between meetings; you even have a shared calendar on your phones to keep track of your hectic schedules.Â
Racing takes precedence on most weekends, of course. Some of them youâre able to attend, but lately things have been getting busy at your workplace nowadays, which means youâve been working weekends too. Weekdays are slim pickings as well, with all of the traveling and training and things you have to get done as well.Â
With all thatâs been happening lately, you havenât been able to spend nearly enough time with Lando. Late evenings at work, long training daysâeverything seems like itâs been piling up until the only time you really get to spend with each other on days that heâs home is right before bed. And even then, it isnât long before one of you inevitably falls asleep first.Â
Which is why when you miraculously find yourself and Lando with a totally empty schedule today, free of any work related commitments for either of you, youâre over the moon. He suggests a day trip up the coast, just the two of you and the open road. Honestly, you donât even care where you go, you just want to be with him.Â
Youâd think heâd be sick of driving given what he does for a living, but he just presses a kiss to your temple, saying that driving with you is something heâd never tire of.Â
Thatâs how you end up here, sitting comfortably in the passenger seat of Landoâs Miura, fingers intertwined with his as he cruises down the coastline. Crystal clear water dotted with boats and even bluer skies on one side, beautiful scenery on the other, and the man you love sitting right next to youâwhat more could you ask for?
âLike what you see?â Landoâs teasing voice draws you out of your thoughts, and you refocus to see him still with his eyes on the winding highway ahead. But heâs grinning rather smugly, a grin that only grows bigger when you huff. âItâs alright, you can stare at me all you want. I know how sexy you think I am.âÂ
âThatâs bold. Maybe Iâm admiring the view.âÂ
âYeah, and the view is called my carved-by-the-gods side profile.âÂ
âSomeoneâs a tad self absorbed. Youâre voted top three hottest drivers on the grid one time and you start getting a big head, hm?âÂ
âI beat out Carlos, baby! Carlos fucking Sainz! Youâve seen the man, do you know how that makes me feel?âÂ
âIs there something I should be worried about, Lan? Are you going to leave me for Carlos?â
Lando snorts, aiming a brief but still effective skeptically arched brow at you. âPlease, if I was gonna leave you for Carlos, I wouldâve done it already.âÂ
âOh, cheers. Thatâs reassuring.âÂ
âHappy to help.âÂ
âCan I play some music? I need to drown out the sound of your complete and utter betrayal.â You grumble, slouching in your seat with crossed arms. Lando laughs and nods, passing you his phone. He knows youâre just being fussy for the dramatics of it all.
You scroll through his Spotify playlists in search of something that looks interesting, but one in particular instantly catches your eye. Labeled âFor my loveâ with an absurd amount of heart emojis after, you canât help but feel like maybe, just perhaps this one might be for you. Or for Carlos, but youâre ninety percent sure it's you.Â
Next to you, Lando inhales sharply through his teeth like heâs just remembered something, hand shooting out blindly. âFuck, wait, hang onââÂ
âLandoâŚâ You say, only slightly teasing. All previous betrayal is instantly forgotten. You shift so his wiggling fingers canât reach the phone, giggling a bit at the garbled noise that escapes from his mouth. Heâs obviously figured out what youâve just come across. âWhatâs this?âÂ
âYou werenât supposed to see that,â He sighs, cheeks already flushing pink. âIt was meant to be a surprise.âÂ
âYou made a playlist for me?âÂ
âWell, yeah. Itâs sort of embarrassing.â He mumbles, suddenly sounding bashful.
âOh come on, donât get all shy on me now.âÂ
âAlright, fine! At first it was for me. Just songs I thought youâd like, and Iâd listen to it all the times I was away and we couldnât talk. Or if I was nervous before a race and started spiraling. And thenâŚit just turned into songs that made me think about you. Made me think about us.âÂ
âThereâs hundreds of songs on here, how did you evenâwhen did you even start making this?âÂ
Lando swallows hard, knuckles flexing on the steering wheel.
âHonestly? The day we met. Call me a weirdo, but from the moment I saw you I knew you were it for me. Took both of us a while to get our shit together, but I never stopped believing it.â He says softly, hastening a glance over at you. He smiles and shrugs, reaching out to thread his fingers through yours once again. âAnd the songsâŚI dunno, theyâre just my way of remembering how we got here. I meant to save it for our next big anniversary, but youâve mucked it all up by being nosy, so now the catâs out of the bag!âÂ
âYouâre so fucking cute, babe,â You coo, leaning across the center console to press a smattering of kisses to the side of his heated face. âYou made a whole playlist for me and listened to it when you missed me? Thatâs the cutest thing anyoneâs ever done, you sap.âÂ
âYeah, alright. You can shut up about it now,â He grumbles, but he still looks pleased. âHave a look through it. I think Iâve got some good ones on there.âÂ
The more you scroll through the list of songs, the more you feel like your heart is about to burst out of your chest. It mixes your music taste and his, and in a way, it feels very representative of not only who you are as individuals, but who you are with each other. Â
It reads like a letter to you, to your relationship. To who you were back then and who you are now, who youâve grown into together.Â
Thereâs no doubt that in the years youâve known each other, youâve both changed. Youâve had good times and not so good ones too, but one thing thatâs always remained is each other. From friendship, to teetering on something a little more, to finally finding love with one another, Lando has been the most unwavering constant in your life. You think that deep down, it was something you already knew, even from the first time youâd met him.Â
âIâm gonna fucking cry, Lando,â You whine, emotion seeping into your words.
âWhy? Is it bad? Is it too much?â He looks worried, but he canât exactly take his eyes off the road to see why youâve had the reaction you did.
âNo, no. Itâs perfect.âÂ
His shoulders sag in relief, and the smile returns to his face. âOh. You like it?âÂ
âI love it.â You lift your joined hands, pressing a kiss to his knuckles that has him positively beaming with adoration. It goes without saying, but you truly donât think you could love a person any more than you love Lando. You donât want to, because heâs it for you.Â
âYou know what else?â He hums his piqued interest, likely expecting more praise. âCarlos can suck it. I got a playlist, what did he get? Absolutely nothing!âÂ
âFor fuckâs sake, I was kidding!âÂ
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Beca beca please please Iâm begging you write smt w cooper x shy!plus size reader. Please please pleaseđđđđđťđđťđđť
In The Now | Cooper Adams/Abbott x Plus Size F!Reader
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Synopsis: Nightly walks by the fire station is a ritual, a way to clear your mind from the bullshit in your life. The firefighters do so much for your community, why not give them a little appreciation back? Though, only one remains, and he happens to be your favorite.
Warnings: Porn with Plot, Smut, Soft!Cooper, Shy!Reader, Mentions of weight (soft belly/tummy, grabbable thighs, soft flesh, ect.), Public Sex???, Oral F!Receiving, Floor Sex, Cooper Talks You Through It (Shh its canon,)
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Rating: M
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Introvert; a typically reserved or quiet person who tends to be introspective and enjoys spending time alone. Shy; being reserved or having or showing nervousness or timidity in the company of other people. What do both have in common? You. Being shy and introverted is not a bad thing, no, in fact it is a great thing. It protects you from the horrors of the world, keeps you in line with other things in life so â you can get the full experience without the bullshit that comes with it. It is a better way to go through each day; Youâre not naĂŻve but careful. You donât leave traces where you have been, but you garner experiences. You donât remember conversations but, you remember names and faces. It is better that way; it is easier to be in the background of everyone elseâs journey than to be at the forefront. Not being seen is good, itâs safe. You know where you are and cannot be touched. Itâs better than whatever is going on locally.
Sure, Philadelphia isnât the prime location for a job change but â it was better than one season states. At least in Philly you got to see the leaves change, sun to rain to snow, every element was prevalent each day. It was a step up from what you were used to, nothing could follow you here. Your past, your regrets â they stayed away, like they deserved to. You deserved and needed a fresh start â this was the best way to do it, this ensured that you could be seen with fresh eyes, over critical ones. You didnât want to be in the spotlight, or in places where it wasnât important. You wanted a name for yourself, but one that didnât bring attention. Wallflower, that was what you wanted. Standing, listening, analyzing; You take inventory of a room and guess the life pattern for everyone, then be on your merry way. Quiet, demure, mindful.
Moving here was a dream come true â a great work opportunity that you couldnât pass on. You wouldâve been a fool to do so. Plus, a way to escape the realism of your hometown? Call it a win-win situation. It was what every reclusive person wanted; Fully remote, put up in a swanky condo across from the fire department â so you know youâd never lose power in snowstorms. It was good; Safe. It meant you were out of the public sights of the world, you could in passing say hi and move on â never commit to the names. They never mattered anyways. It was a great experience, a great road trip drive, and better yet â a dream come true to explore.
Ladder 49 in Philly is an exuberant bunch â always laughing and welcoming the neighbors in. Every Spring day they are drawing hopscotch with the kids. Every Summer they are playing basketball. Every Autumn they are carving pumpkins and delivering turkeys. Every Winter they are holding toy drives and shoveling people out. When they say they are community driven â they are not kidding. Years upon years of photos always sit in the forefront of the station, showing new and oldcomers alike how much they love giving back, how devoted they are to the community. It was the luck of the draw for you to be across from it, it was a match made in heaven. The first day you moved in was just a show of their kindness, their dedication. Especially when the fire chief came strolling over with a simple sentence: âLet me take those for you.â He didnât even stutter or miss a step as he took the box out of your arms, and carried it inside. A leader of example, considering his men were quick to grab the rest. That was your first interaction with Cooper Adams, and sure as hell hoped it wasnât going to be the last.
With the Summer cresting into Fall in Philly, shorts weather now became jeans and a sweatshirt weather. It felt better, not having to deal with chafing thighs and the constant sticky skin. The humidity was brutal this time of the year, but as it dried against you skin it felt nice. The second you could feel it on your back, your stomach, and your sides? It was AC for you. But with the Fall rolling through it just made things better. The air was crisper, the mood was starting to get that spooky feel â with Halloween on the way in. It was everything you wanted, everything you asked for. Everything that made the world feel alright again.
Your favorite things to do during this time were take late night strolls through the town, getting use to the city and seeing how places were starting to decorate. Headlamps lined the streets in Victorian era black steel, the orange glow of the lightbulbs inside caused a cozy feeling to overtake your body. It brought you solace and comfort, knowing everything would be orange and red soon â and the rain would move in sweetly. Pulling your coat tighter around your body, you wrapped your arms over your chest â enjoying the plush feel. Your boots scuffed at the newly paved sidewalk, bringing music to your ears. Laughter could be heard from around the corner, the park playground â as the smell of marijuana hung sweetly in the air. Inhaling the scent deeply, you let your eyes fall shut at the notion â swaying on your own two feet. âIf I didnât know any better, Iâd think youâre already ready for Winter!â A cheery voice chimed from beside you, causing your eyes to slowly drift open. Turning your head to your right, you saw him sitting against the firehouse wall, spraying down his helmet with cleaner as he smiled at you. Him, the one you have been pining over for months since you arrived in Philly â the one to always strike up a conversation with you. Cooper Adams, fire chief, and resident DILF.
Ever since that first day of taking your boxes in, he never passes on the opportunity to strike up a conversation with you. It was sweet, it was also the highlight of your days. His long chestnut locks always falling into his face, sweeping them away with both hands â the way his ember eyes glittered against any type of lighting sent shivers down your spine. You grew to admire the golden flecks his irises always loved to send out, sparkling like Tigerâs Eye against the sun. He was beauty and grace wrapped into one, the All-American man. Everything you could see yourself wanting, Cooper was. To you it felt silly to have such a high-school crush on a man, clearly in his forties but, the body wants what it wants. The little lines around his eyes when he laughed made your heart grow softer, the way he always admired what you were wearing made your head fill with smoke. He is ethereal, and you never seized the opportunity to embrace that light he shone so brightly.
âSshh! Donât say that too loud or else we will get an early one,â you joked, feeling your heart race as your feet started to walk towards the firehouse entrance, leaning against the brick wall beside Cooper. Staring up at you, Cooper laughed so dreamily â music to your ears. He shook with his laughter, which you admired a lot. It wasnât just a thoughtful reaction but, a mindless one. Everything was always so comical to Cooper, your talk backs and dad jokes. He admired them, and you loved the full body chuckle. Shaking his head, he slowly started to calm his laughter down as he leaned back into the steel chair, sighing out as he grabbed a rag from his side. Propping his helmet on his lap, Cooper started to wipe down the visor of soot from their last call uptown this morning, a two-alarm fire that thankfully no one was home for. Your eyes lost focus on Cooperâs face as he gripped his helmet hard â wiping in circular motions. His blue fire department shirt was rolled around the sleeves, highlighting the beautiful bulging of his biceps. It was soft yet hard; Easily bitable. You felt your mouth water at the thought, smirking inwardly at the idea of doing so.
âYouâre fun, you know that?â Internally you cocked your eyebrow, not believing that in the slightest. Sure, you could have fun but, to the outside world? No way. That wasnât reality. You were a wallflower, shy and quiet versus talkative and extroverted. No, this was only for Cooper â a side of yourself you never wouldâve thought would come out as much as it did. Feeling your cheek heat from the compliment, you shied away in yourself for a moment, locking your eyes onto the ground by Cooper booted feet, loving to see the scuffs against the leather â proving how hard he was at work. In fact, you were so into the fantasy of him calling you fun and thinking about his boots, that you wondered what the leather would feel like rubbing against your cu-
âAh, shit!â Cooper yelled out as he jumped out of his seat, causing you to jump back into reality. Stumbling backwards a bit from the scare, Cooper leaned forth to grab your arm â stopping you from falling. You didnât quite understand what was happening at first when he grabbed you, but as your body evened out to the stumble, you noticed that the dark blue of Cooperâs shirt was now navy, soaked in liquid â the cleaner he was using. The pungent smell permeated your nostrils, making them flare slightly. Cooper ground his booted feet against the concrete floor, watching you intently as you caught your breath. But you could never bring your eyes to Cooperâs face, no, instead your eyes were fixated on Cooperâs chest. His sopping shirt clinging so well to his form. He was hard in some places, but soft in all the good spots. The soft pudge of his belly to the hardened contours of his sides made your mind go wild. That flush crept down your neck to your chest â suddenly causing your coat to feel too tight around you; Too warm. His nipples pebbled beneath the wetness as a cool breeze rolled through, causing him to shudder.
âSorry about that, I hope I didnât splash you,â Cooper spoke with remorse, grimacing at the idea of getting this stuff on you. Shaking your head as you cleared your throat â you closed your eyes momentarily. âUhm, noâŚnot that I could tell. I was too busy uh,â you began as you chuckled, waving your arms dramatically to signalize your almost fall. Cracking one eye open, you caught Cooper looking at you with a longing look â his head tilted to the side as he pulled his bottom lip between his teeth. The admiration in his eye lit you on fire, from the inside out. Those beautiful autumn night irises trailed up and down your body, focusing on your baren legs, then trailing up the expanse of your torso â flashing his teeth slightly with his lip bite. You could feel your fingers starting to shake at your side, the electricity between the two of you immaculate â ready to burst at the seams.
As Cooperâs eyes slid over your face, he came to the realization that you saw him check you out, causing his eyes to go wide for a moment before relaxing. A flush of pink tinged his cheeks cutely, causing that little color to make his eyes pop more. Letting go of his lip, he trailed his tongue over the puckered surface. He was holding something back; An internal fight with himself. God, you wanted him to just say it â to put an end to the pining. The tension, the quietness, it was too much. âI was planning on it being you that got me out of my shirt, not the cleaning products.â Cooper was nonchalant with how he spoke out, leaning against the lockers to the left of the firetruck. He used the tip of his elbow to click the garage switch â those giant doors starting to close now, putting the city away for the night so it was only you two. You were happy he did that, considering how loud the garage doors were going down, it masked the small moan you let out at his words.
You were in shock to say the least, not expecting sweet, delicate Cooper to say such a thing. I mean it was obvious you both have been playing the will they, wonât they card for months but â you thought it may have just been all in your head. âExcuse me?â You said quietly, keeping your eyes fixated on the concrete floor. You wouldnât be able to control yourself if you looked up â your shy demeanor would fall since it was now just the two of you. There was a deeper side of yourself that was questioning all of this â if it was real, if it was in your head. Itâs a fantasy to you, Cooper interested in you â a recently divorced man, bringing him back to his glory days. It wasnât self-doubt or insecurity stopping you; You know you are beautiful, sexy, and hot â but you were afraid this was all a dream. A dream brought on by a fever or a daydream while youâre at work. But as you peered back up to meet Cooperâs attentive gaze, you knew this was real. âHoney, I wasnât born yesterday.â
Cooper spoke so plainly, like nothing else in the world mattered within that moment. Only you did, only this moment did. âI could see it, still see it actually.â He used the rag in his hand to motion to your face in a circle, licking around the inside of his lip as he tried to find the next words. Slowly the gap between the two of you started to close, the air growing thicker and thicker as his body took up the empty space. The gentle pace at which he was going spoke measures, it was delicious â he was inevitable. âYour eyes speak the words you mouth will not.â Cooper brought his clean hand up to caress your cheek, rubbing his thumb over your soft skin. You couldnât help but to lean in, letting the warmth of his palm envelop you. âThatâs��very waxing poet of you.â Your words came out like it was never a question at all or have any hesitancy behind your words. They were true, cute, and most of all â funny.
The genuine belly laugh you got from Cooper caught you off guard - getting you off into a giggle fit. Hearing him let his true self out within that laugh made everything feel okay â the heavy sexual tension was blooming with free-spirited energy and such wholesome qualities; It made you feel so good. Bowing to you, he blew you air kisses as he slicked his hair back, nudging you with his shoulder. âThank you,â he chortled, running a hand over his five oâclock shadow. The facial hair looked so good on him; Small specks of grey littered the edges, whilst his temple held all the rest. Grey looked so good on him; the color made him youthful in a way. âYou know, I did major in poetry at school.â That was a shock to you; You never saw Cooper as the writer type but â more of an engineering background. The new tidbit of information made you question everything.
âDid you now?â You asked politely, crossing your arms over your chest. Biting his lip in your direction, Cooper leaned his arm directly above your head, looking down at you. Your eyes trailed up the inseam of his arm, seeing the light-colored veins under his skin, mixed with the intoxicating smell of his cologne. Your knees trembled the slightest bit as he stood over you, examining your face with precision. His gaze was intense, shifting from hazel to black almost immediately â his pupils taking up all the color. As he went to nod his head, he changed at the last second to a shake. âNo, I went to a trade school but hey â I still dabble in a bit of Shakespeare.â He shrugged, doing the shrug smile with it. Rolling your eyes, you set your vision to the calendar hanging up on the other side of the fire station, trying to calm your heart rate from the proximity of Cooper.
He could tell your heart was racing, that your spine was growing tingling with emotion. To help quell the racing you were feeling, Cooper brought his hand back to your face, caressing your cheek as his lips were only a few inches from yours. âNo, but seriously, though. I see the way you look at me.â He was so matter of fact with it, he wasnât skating around anything anymore. He knew that he needed to speak the truth, to get across to you, because this would be the only chance he had while the guys were all playing pool downtown. âI donât mean to be forward but, it feels good.â You made Cooper feel good, a feeling everyone deserves to have. You felt the pinprick of tears in the corner of your eyes as you smiled up at him, nudging your chin out for him to touch your lips. Cooper stayed where he was, not moving an inch, causing you to grow wanton. âFeeling wanted again.â
Deep seeded emotion found its way into his eyes, the glimmer of light reflecting off showcased the unshed tears he was holding back. With the way his Adamâs apple bobbed, you knew he was close to crying. But Cooper was not going to show that â no, instead he hissed as he pulled back, clearing his throat. A whimper slipped through his parted lips, which in turn caused you to clench your bare thighs together, swallowing down hard at the sound. You tried to be inconspicuous, so Cooper didnât see; You were thankful his eyes were turned down. âOkay, yeah this is starting to burn,â he snickered out, grabbing at the end of his t-shirt with expert precision. Cooper whipped his shirt off quickly, small bits of chemical hitting the floor as it was removed. Your eyes went wide at the sight in front of you â showing off all the hard and soft parts of Cooperâs torso you saw earlier. This time his skin was pinkened by the exposure to the cleaner, but it didnât take away from him at all. The happy trail leading right to his belt buckle; His chest hair spread across him in the sexiest way.
Cooper grabbed a clean rag from his locker and doused it with a water bottle, groaning as the burning got more intense. The way the liquid was about to glide over his abs, made your eyes vibrate. You felt your demeanor slipping at an alarming rate, knowing you were about to cross a line you wouldnât come back from. âDo you want me to hose you down?â Your joke was a tight delivery, considering you couldnât stop watching Cooper run the wet towel down his stomach, soaking up any bits of the chemicals. You felt your eyes waver heavily as your arousal grew, which caused you to stare at Cooper. His own eyes were obsidian, black around all edges â a man pained with arousal. Smirking in such a sinister way, he nodded at you â flicking the wet cloth in your direction. âDepends, you going to show me what you have hiding under that coat?â
That was it for you â you knew you were never coming back. Cooper Adams metaphorically saw what you had underneath, that lacy red number you bought a while ago. You had nowhere to wear it, and no one to wear it for. But you didnât care â it made you feel sexy, enticing, plus it was a little incentive for Cooper in hindsight. His red iPhone gave away his favorite color, and tonight he happened to be all alone. It wasnât planned in the slightest but, you were hoping. When you saw Cooper sitting alone tonight, you hoped no one else was there. After an hour and no one, you knew it was your time to make the call. Twisting side to side in your spot, you moved forward into Cooperâs space, giving your best innocent eyes you could muster as Cooper placed his hand on your hip, smoothing the other down your arm. âYouâre not as sneaky as you might think, love.â The whispered tone in which he spoke to you made your body shudder under his touch; His lips pressed sweetly to the shell of your ear, letting his plush skin rest easily against you. He could feel the tremor in your body as his lips laid a peaceful kiss to your ear, moaning slightly into you. âI wasnât-â you managed to start but, alas gave up halfway through.
âOh you were, donât be shy, darling.â His tone shifted from calm to desperate very quick â a little tease at the end to sweeten the deal. The hand that rested against your hip scooted around to your lower back, running a finger up and down your spine. The other hand resting against your arm snaked to the back of your neck, rubbing at the nape. Quickly you were pulled flush against Cooper, feeling his bulging jeans press firmly against your stomach, causing your breath to waver. His lips only inches from yours; If you tilted your head up, you would be able to just feel him and every dream he could give you. âYou were hoping that tonight, of all nights, would be the time you finally got a taste of me.â He read you like a book, because this is exactly what it was. What it all looked like, it was exactly what you needed.
Cooper let both of his hands trail over your clothed body, bringing them around to your front. Each finger admired the curves on you, the soft and supple skin hiding beneath. All he could think about doing was sinking his teeth in and leaving his mark on you. The beige trench coat you wore was adorned in front by the belt â to which you had tied into a bow. Thick, calloused fingers made their way to the simple knot, gently tugging on the longer end, teasing you. Cooperâs eyes remained on your front; mouth ajar whilst the soft fabric started to sway with the tension. You had half a mind to pull yourself back, forcing him to undo it quicker but â where was the fun in that? Cooper wouldnât have it either, no, he would make your life a living hell if you did that. This was all about the chase, never the end â but you knew it was going to be worth it.
As you were about to speak, the last of the knot fell out in front of you, leaving just the first loop around. Cooperâs agile fingers worked diligently to undo it, letting the belt fall to your side, brushing past your exposed thighs. Taking in the sight of you fully clothed, Cooper took a deep breath as he let his left-hand swing back your coat, now being able to see the glory underneath. The teddy lingerie you were wearing didnât leave much to the imagination, in fact it gave Cooper the eyeful he had been dying for since day one. You caught his eye, being so adorable and shy, he knew he had to have you. Letting out a low wolf whistle, he took in the gorgeous sight in front of him. Breasts were uncovered due to the structure of the lingerie but held up just nicely due to the underwiring. A keyhole slit sat against the front of your stomach, highlighting its softened nature. Cooper though was drawn to the open slit between your legs where it would be covered, growing harder by the second knowing your cunt has been free this whole night.
âWell, youâd be right,â Cooper stated huskily, rubbing his thumb against the side of your breast. You gasped at the soft touch, shivering under his finger as the cold air of the firehouse nipped at your exposed skin. Everything in you broke, that small thin thread that had been holding you together â completely unraveled. Cooper didnât waste another second as he leaned forth to capture your neck between his lips, greedily biting at your supple flesh. The moan that ripped from your throat caused Cooper to grow feral; Your back pushed against the lockers next to the firetruck, the cold in perfect contrast with your heated skin. Your hands tangled in Cooperâs soft hair, tugging at the root for him to move his lips upward. You could feel the heat of his bites against your neck, knowing youâd be wearing his mark for days.
Once your lips finally hit Cooperâs, everything you had been holding back on came to fruition. It was unlike anything you had experienced within a kiss. It wasnât all lips, teeth, and spit like you were used to, it was primal yet possessive. It reminded of the first rainfall of Summer; The air slightly too thick as it crests, skies turning grey at the drop of a hat. But through all that muck and heat you feel it â the cold, crisp drops of rain against your bated skin, absorbing into you â becoming one. The smell around you amplifying the sensation; Goosebumps rising against your flesh as you cool from the inside out. Safe, youâre safe. Youâre okay. Youâre at peace. It wasnât like a traditional kiss, it felt more. Cooper mustâve felt it too because his hands pushed you further against his lips, caressing your neck as the fingers of his left hand squeezed your breast lovingly.
He was a man on a mission, a man intoxicated by your touch, how you felt, and everything that encompassed you. He wanted to get drunk off you, and swim in that loving pool of your soul, and never surface again. For the last few months, he felt so unloved, unwanted, embarrassed because of how Rachel treated him. It made him feel insecure, like he wasnât worthy of that kind of love. But that flew right out the window the second he got you in his hands, knowing that you werenât going to leave â that you were going to be forever to him. It made you feel lightheaded the amount of passion Cooper was exuding towards you â like you were his lifeline in this cruel world. You brought your leg up around Cooperâs hip to get him further, wanting to feel the full, covered length of him Not wanting to tease you any longer, Cooper grabbed at your baren thigh and hiked it up higher, making sure to spread your pussy enough to feel the cold breeze.
âBut I need to taste you first.â He finally spoke again, making you forget his earlier sentence. The thought of Cooperâs mouth on your cunt was enough to make you cry â you needed it bad; you needed him biblically. Nodding against his lips at his words, you placed one of your hands on his shoulder, wrapping your arm around him. Cooper grabbed at the plushness of your thigh, placing it gently onto the bench to your side as he maintained eye contact. Not once in his slow descent down did he ever look away â always keeping his eyes on you, watching how you shivered with delight. His thick fingers ran down your skin like he was starving â hungry for you and only you, bringing a part of his life back he thought was long gone.
As Cooper came face to face with your wet cunt, the reservations he had about going too fast slipped away â he was like a man starved, your folds were the only thing he needed to survive. Cooperâs mouth was only mere inches away from your cunt, his hot breath fanning over your soaked lips. Wasting not a single moment more, Cooper dove into your sweet cunt like a man starved, hungrily lapping at your puffy folds. You screamed out in pure bliss at the feeling, his tongue working your clit in harsh circles, using his two longest fingers to circle your entrance, never did he attempt to push them inside of you. It was only a mere distraction for the fact that he was sucking your clit as if it was a hard candy.
The harsh clash of his lips and the slight grazing of his teeth sent you into an overdrive. So many feelings were flooding through your body, as if ice water had been tossed all over you. It was a pure feeling nonetheless, something so brilliant and rough - you didn't want to give it up. You brought your hands up to rake through Cooperâs locks, yanking harshly at the root as your nails dug into his scalp. The growl he let out into your cunt was feral, yet animalistic. In this moment you both were not humans, but two animals in the jungle, fucking like the world was going to end. âGod, you taste so fucking good.â
There was nothing soft or human-like about this, it was pure primal. Cooperâs tongue lapped and flicked over your clit like water, his eyes watching yours as your face turned up in pleasure, wails of pure bliss exiting your mouth. Cooper took you by surprise when he shoved three of his long, thick digits into the cavern of your wet cunt - plowing them in and out of you with wreck less abandon. You were not moaning anymore, you were fully screaming in ecstasy over the brutal fucking you were getting. âIâm here baby, no need for tears,â Tears fell down from your eyes with ease pass of his fingers over that spongy spot - spurring your orgasm on like it was nothing. âYouâre safe. Fuck, youâre so beautiful. Come on princess, you can give it to me.â
It's then that your body jolted off of the lockers with a wail of pleasure, neck tightening as you tried too hard to remain in control. âThatâs my good fucking girl, youâre squeezing the shit out of me.â Cooperâs brutal pace of his fingers and tongue did not let up, not until you were screaming the safe word. Just then he got a great idea; His fingers kept moving at a rapid speed but his mouth was replaced with his other hand - using them entire pad of his palm to rub your clit quicker. He had a better use for his mouth, placing it on the apex of your thigh, and clamping his teeth harshly around the skin. Not hard enough to break it but, enough to make a welt and bruise form. It was sexy, you've never seen a man like this. âYou make me insane, you know that? I am fucking mad for you.â Cooperâs grunts - the sensation of pain mixed with pleasure as your orgasm never faded, instead only growing stronger. The flex of your lower belly came in tune with the vice-like grip of your cunt, your hands twisted smacked hard against the lockers behind you, eyes rolling into the back of your head. It was then, the floodgates broke.
âDonât stop, donât stop, donât stop!â You screamed out, a new sensation to your orgasm came forth, sending you into a spiral of the unknown. It felt like a bubble burst deep within you, enough to make you scream. "Thatâs it babydoll, just let go." Cooper huskily let out, letting his hands work in tandem with each other. The rapid movements on your clit and g-spot made you sob into the open air, your orgasm causing your entire body to be jelly-like. âThatâs a good girl, youâre so perfect. Youâre everything to me.â Your brain was nonexistent, all you could hear was the sloppy wet sound of your cunt being wrung out, and Cooperâs primal growls. Looking down at Cooper, you watched as the thickness of his fingers disappearing inside of your cunt, your orgasm soaking not just his hands, but his chest and stomach - eyes black as the sky above. There were so many things you wanted to say, but could not get them out - you were too far gone to speak. Cooper saw that you were twitching aimlessly, and took it as a sign to spot. Abruptly pulling his hands from your core, Cooper shoved his fingers into his mouth, sloppily sucking them clean as you watched with fervor.
You were a mess, one you knew you werenât going to be coming back from anytime soon. It was too much â everything that you had been wanting played out, and yet still so much more needed to be said. âCoop! Why are you still here, my dude!â The young voice brought you out of your high, causing your eyes to focus back in on Cooperâs face â the front of his chest soaked with your essence. The gentle laugh emanating from the back of the firehouse made you shy away, feeling you turn in on yourself. Cooper didnât get what was happening at first, not until the heavy bootsteps started to come towards you, making him scramble up on cracking knees. âShit!â He let out in a whisper, the silent scream obvious as he wasted no time to grab your jacket â holding it closed on you as the footsteps haltered. âOh hey ma-â The young firefighter started, looking up from his phone at the same time. What he was met with, was the image of Cooperâs front pressed against you, your face heating with arousal and nerves as you buried it into Cooperâs neck, smelling a hard days work on his skin. Cooper flashed his coworker a taut smile, waving with his freehand, hoping he wouldnât say anything. âOh my god did you get laid?!â He yelled out, smacking the back of his phone against his hand as you erupted into a fit of laughter. You shook in Cooperâs arms as he laughed out loud as well, realizing there was no point of hiding it now. Looking up at Cooper, you watched as he slowly nodded towards his coworker, a few unruly strands of hair falling into his face.
Without missing a beat, the firefighter came over and smacked Cooper on his bare shoulders, going to his locker directly next to you and grabbing out his backpack. âCooper, youâre my fucking hero dude!â He yelled as he ran out through the side entrance, waving off his fire chief, leaving you both alone again. The giggle fit going through the both of you made for a fun way to decompress after having the best orgasm of your life. No man had ever made you cum so hard â so precisely as well. It was like Cooper took you apart, and rebuilt you over and over; Each wave being harder than the last. Cooper took a deep breath in as he pressed his heated forehead to yours, the flush on his cheeks working its way back. âLetâs finish this at my house. Riley and Logan are staying with their mom this weekend.â You werenât going to pass on this opportunity â especially now that you learned the names of his kids. It was a weird feeling, for both of you. Cooper never disclosed information about his kids to anyone â only those who he deemed important. He knew you were, and were going to be in his life for a while. He could already tell by the way you carried yourself - they were going to love you as much as he could.
Nodding your head against Cooper, you pecked him gently on the lips â lingering for a moment and just focusing on the feeling. âIâm down, let me pack a bag.â The snicker Cooper omitted at your sentence made you perk up, cocking an eyebrow in his direction. Running his warm fingers over your cheeks, he grasped your chin firmly, yet soft â peering down into your eyes. âOh sweetheart, thatâs cute,â he began, biting at his bottom lip. The swirls of colors in your eyes caused his to ignite, flecks of reds and golds flitting around in his irises. His lips grazed your lips as he smirked, licking at you while he continued. âYouâre not going to need anything when I am done with you.â Cooper whispered sensually, causing your cunt to pulsate. A weekend without clothes, Cooper between your thighs â was the best way to ring in the fall.
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Why Does Will Byers Bring His Painting? (To the Airport and On Their Road-Trip)
I think it's so interesting that Will decided to paint the DnD party as a gift for Mike.
Since he brought the painting with him to the airport, we know that Will was definitely NEVER going to confess his feelings to Mike since he has very much resigned himself to the idea that Mike is straight and is in love with El (and El, Jonathan, and Argyle are also there with him so we can safely assume that he had never meant for his painting to be given in a romantic light).
Rather, Will brings the painting to the airport as a surprise for Mike in the hopes of reconciling their friendship.
Will, most likely, had intended the painting to be a friendly gift for Mike and it wouldn't be out of the ordinary, considering that Will has given Mike plenty of his artwork in the past (shown by Mike's binder of Will's drawings in S1 and how some are put up in his basement).
We know that they left on good terms at the end of S3 when the Byers move away, with a heartfelt conversation that Will would always stay with their original party and a good-bye hug. However, we also know that their contacting each other lessened as the months passed, as revealed by their fight in Rink O' Mania.
But I'm getting too far ahead of myself. Let's go back to the airport reunion before Rink O' Mania happened.
With the previous information now at our disposal, we are in the know that Will and Mike's last few interactions before their airport reunion have been few and far in-between. We don't really have a clue on how their phone calls went but it seems that they were still on good terms, considering Will's very happy expression on his face as he waits for Mike to arrive. But again, we know that Will is aware that their contact has been dwindling when he confronts Mike about it later on in the skating rink.
With this awareness, I believe that Will wanted to make sure that their friendship is still intact, even after the little communication they've had since the Byers move to California. That their strong friendship will continue to exist even if they were separated.
His answer to repairing their friendship was going to be his DnD painting. This painting must have taken a while to complete, a small signifier showing how long and often Will has thought about this. It is no coincidence that he chose the DnD party as his subject for his painting since their last in-person interaction is when Mike asks whether Will is going to join a new party and Will replies that that's not possible. By painting their DnD party, Will is basically referring back to that interaction and expressing to Mike that he didn't forget about them and that he never will, even after all this time and distance.
Which is why it's heartbreaking when Mike rejects Will's hug at the airport.
Since Mike is acting cold towards him, Will believes that Mike may not actually be receptive to his painting and his message behind it, so he (understandably) opts to not give the painting to him, referring to it as simply "just a painting". If Mike hadn't apologized to Will after their Rink O' Mania fight, I think that Will would have hidden that painting away where it will gather dust and never see the light of day.
Now, what is very interesting is that Will chooses to bring his painting again, this time on their road trip to get El back. But you may ask: Mike and Will have already reconciled their friendship when they have their heart-to-heart in Will's room so what else would be the reason to bring it?
Because now that he is assured in knowing that Mike has actually been wanting to reconcile with Will, expressing to him that Hawkins isn't the same without Will and that Mike felt like he lost him, Will deems it safe to bring it again. After all, judging by El's letter to Mike that Will has been working on it for weeks, Will wants to make it clear to Mike that even though Mike initiated their reconciliation, Will isn't passive in their friendship. Will is not someone who initiates so he shows in his own way that he does care. This painting proves that he's been thinking about them ALL THIS TIME. This friendship is just as important to him as it is to Mike.
However, as the road trip goes on, Will sees that Mike is worried and stressed about El and whether she really needs him through their heart-to-heart at the junkyard. Will probably thought that it would be insensitive to give him that painting now when it seems clear that Mike is in emotional turmoil about El and that he doesn't have much room to think about anything else. Again, he was NEVER going to confess his feelings with the painting. At this point in the road trip, he has already offered much relationship advice to Mike about El so we know he is supporting Mike and El's relationship.
Will had meant to use his painting to reconcile their friendship. Instead, he uses his painting to repair Mike's relationship with El.
After all, they have already technically reconciled their friendship, so Mike doesn't need the painting as more reassurance for that, right?
'What Mike needs is to know that he will always be needed and that he is so, so important to not just El but to the whole party. He is the heart, he's always been. I can't help much but this, I can do.'
So, Will resolves himself to be the initiator this time, giving Mike his painting on the basis that 'El had commissioned him' so that Mike can understand the inherent self-worth he has and how much he has impacted Will by making him feel better for being different. He not only expresses these feelings but his love for Mike under the guise of El's, knowing that he is helping Mike and El reconcile and that they will be stronger than ever once they do.
He knows that there is nothing to be gained from confessing his feelings. But by actually saying his feelings for Mike out loud to the very same person, Will has given these feelings corporeal form. Now, another person knows (to an extent) about his true feelings, and Will cannot take them back. And by acknowledging his love for Mike, he also has to acknowledge, by association, that Mike will never reciprocate back because Mike is in love with El and even if he wasn't, Will would never be the recipient of Mike's love. Of course, Will has already known this but expressing out loud to the person you are in love with feels final. Finished.
It is at this point that Will isn't only actively supporting Mike and El's relationship. This is Will Byers fully giving up.
But now, his lie about his painting is up in the air.
I'd guess that in the final season, Will is never going to confess his feelings and that he resolves to hide them. But just like how Mike initiates many of their moments together, I believe Mike will confront Will about this and bring Will's feelings to light, sooner or later. And I think that Will Byers is going to be in for a big surprise.
Edit: Forgot to mention, the throw-away line in the van scene where Will talks about going to Las Vegas and playing DnD and Nintendo for the rest of their lives is a call-back to the rain fight where Will said that they could just play games in Mike's basement for the rest of their lives. In both cases, playing games for the rest of their lives is a metaphor for Will's wish to spend the rest of their life together and to grow old together. So the fact that Will lies about his DnD painting for Mike and El's relationship could symbolize him giving up that dream.
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⢠word count: 37.8k total (22.7k & 15.1k) ⢠genre: sci-fi/science fantasy au, soulmate au, alien!jungwoo, human!reader, slow burn, fluff and angst ⢠warnings: blood/injury mentions, a couple needle/injection mentions, if u get secondhand embarrassment this one might hurt in places ⢠extra info: this is the second part of a two-part fic, you need to read the first part to know whatâs going on! this was released in two parts bc of tumblrâs 1000-block limit that was put in place to hurt me personally :)) ⢠authorâs note: and hereâs part two! ⢠part one
âWhat did I say before, hm? Finders keepers,â you declared, grabbing his other hand. âYouâre not going to die as long as I have something to say about it.â
The screen of your phone lit up from where it sat on the dashboard of Jungwooâs spaceship, and you immediately grabbed it. It was Donghyuck, and at this point, you wouldâve taken your bestie âSPAM LIKELYâ to get you out of here.
âHey, itâs Hyuck, you got it here?â You asked Jungwoo, already on your feet.
âYes, Iâll be okay,â Jungwoo confirmed, eyes momentarily leaving the screen to meet yours.
You clambered out of the hatch with haste, taking off into the trees. Hastily sending Donghyuck a text that youâd call him back in a minute, you practically bolted back up the cliffside to get to the road before doing just that.
Hyuck picked up before it could even ring once, not wasting any time, âHey, howâs our pet alien?â
âHe has a name,â you retorted, still out of breath.
âHe doesnât seem to mind when I call him that.â
âHe probably doesnât understand how derogatory it could be. His language might not have a direct equivalent for the concept.â
âYeah, whatever, how is he?â
âFine. All of his wounds have healed.â
Your friendâs tone immediately shifted. âYou sound weird. Whatâs going on?â
âNothing!â You insisted.
âY/N.â
âPromise not to tell anyone?â
âSure.â
And so after explaining your situation to Donghyuck to the best of your ability, you waited with bated breath for his response.
âOh my God, heâs going to lay his eggs in you,â he gasped.
âHyuck! Gross!â You hissed, half-ready to hang up right then.
âIâve seen enough alien movies to know where this is going.â
âOr watched too much weird porn.â
âYou didnât laugh at my joke, clearly youâre in crisis, sorry.â His apology sounded sincere.
You sighed, staring down into the trees below you that you knew contained a spaceship and spaceman that werenât from here, that didnât belong here. âI mean, heâs still fixing his ship to leaveâŚâ
âWhat if he plans on abducting you and taking you with him?â
âStop it!â You scolded him again. âJungwoo wouldnât do that.â
âYou seriously think heâll just leave his mate behind?â
âYou are way too comfortable saying that word.â
âThis is not about my nighttime proclivities.â
âIf I told him to, yeah, I think he would. Heâs been super respectful, all things considered.â
âOkay⌠whateverâŚâ
You were worried. Jungwoo had continued fixing his ship, but with each passing day, you swore he was looking worse again. He said his wounds had completely healed inside and out, but the pallor of his skin didnât look right, he was moving slower again, and he didnât eat as much at meals. You took a risk and took him there during the day today, not wanting to risk drawing out his stay on Earth any longer than necessary.
Just getting him down to the ship today was perilous, as he tripped going down the last of the hillside. A rock had cut his arm, thankfully not very deep, but the sight of the deep blue blood did nothing to calm your anxious mind. He let you take a second to use a first aid kit in the ship on him, but then was right back to business as usual, fixing his ship.
âHowâs it coming along?â You asked, hovering over him worriedly as he sat on the floor, working on a panel under the control console.
âItâs almost done,â he informed you quietly.
âJungwoo, you donât look okay.â
âIâm fine.â
âIs it the hydrogen? Or something else that you canât get on Earth?â You went to press the back of your hand to his forehead. It was sticky with sweat, but simultaneously cold and clammy. âShit, dude, you feel awful.â
âIâmâIâll be fine.â
âAre you sure?â
âYes, I just need to get back to-to Galaria.â
âOkay, yeah,â you nodded. âLetâs get you back. You said itâs almost done. What else do you need?â
âOne of your friends is a mechanic?â
âYeah, Yuta. He fixes cars.â You were slightly alarmed that he apparently couldnât remember which one.
Jungwoo held out a long, thin black tube to you. âCould you ask him if he has something like this? Twice as long?â
âOf course! I'll go right now!â You took the tube from him. âYou stay right here. Rest, okay?â
He nodded, leaning against the panel and shutting his eyes.
You ran into Yutaâs auto shop, skidding to a stop and nearly crashing into a bench and toolbox, drawing the attention of everyone in the shop. Every head whipped over to look at you, and Yuta pushed himself out from under a truck on the far side of the shop.
âYuta!â You dashed over to him, ignoring the attempts at conversation from his coworkers as you ran by them.
âOff-limits, assholes!â Yuta yelled back at them before focusing on you again, grabbing a rag to wipe his hands off. âY/N, what are you doing here?â
âItâs Jungwoo, he needs something like this, but double the length.â You held the tube out to him. âDo you have anything like it? Iâll pay for it.â
Yuta inspected it with a furrowed brow, and you dropped your voice even lower as the sounds of the auto shop rose again.
âPlease, heâs-heâs really not doing well. I donât know how much longer he can be here, Yuta. Something about Earth, itâs not good for him. Iâm really worried.â
âYeah, I would be if I were you.â Yuta handed the tube back to you, then crossed his arms over his chest. âI gave him a part just like that two days ago. He said it was the last piece he needed.â
âWhat?!â Your heart fell to the pit of your stomach.
âI gave him a new brake hose two days ago. Unless he blew it up again, this isnât it.â
âIâve got to go.â You took off towards the door of the garage. âBye, Yuta! Thanks!â
âSee you around!â
Something wasnât right. You could feel it in the pit of your stomach as you looked down at the brake hose in your hands. You could feel it in the deep rumble of the pavement under your feet as you ran down the shoulder of the highway back towards the ship. You could feel it in your lungs as you sucked in air that smelled oddly smoky. There was no caution in your movements as you took the familiar path down into the trees. Sirens followed behind you from all directions, converging on the same place as you. But you had gotten there before them.
The ship pulsated with an energy you had never seen before, no longer dull dark metal, but thrumming with power, colorful bursts of light jumping from panel to panel. The reactors at the back that you had watched Jungwoo rebuild with his own two hands roared to life.
No friends to grab you and hold you back now. It was only you.
You lunged for the button that you knew would extend the ladder, throwing the hose to the ground so you could have two free hands to scramble up the side of the ship. At the cockpit, you held onto the top rung of the ladder as the ship jerked and lifted off the ground. You desperately hit the other button to open the glass hatch, dropping into the cockpit and pulling the dome shut with you.
Jungwoo was crumpled in a heap on the ground in front of the controls, not even in a seat. Thankfully, he took a small, shallow breath. The ship accelerated, throwing the both of you across the cockpit. You swore as your head impacted with the wall, and Jungwoo grunted as he hit another panel.
âWhat the hell is your problem, Jungwoo?â You chastised him as you rolled him over. âYou tell me youâve imprinted on me, then send me off on a wild goose chase so that you can leave without saying goodbye? And then you fucking pass out?â
âY/N?â He mumbled, slowly blinking a couple times as he looked up at you. âThatâs⌠you?â
âYes, you dumbass,â you scoffed, pulling his head onto your lap as you were truly just relieved to see his eyes open again. âNow come on, donât fall asleep on me again.â
âMm⌠yes⌠itâll be nice⌠I think⌠to die in your arms.â
âChrist, youâre so dramatic,â you rolled your eyes to not give away how fast your heart was beating, how sweaty your palms were, or that your hands were shaking with nerves. âYouâre not going to die. You hear me? It looks like youâve already put in directions back home, right? To Galaria? Please tell me this thing has autopilot.â
âYes. Provided⌠there are no⌠unexpected emergenciesâŚâ He took several uneven, short breaths. âThe ship⌠will take care of itâŚâ
âAwesome. How often are there unexpected emergencies in intergalactic travel?â
Jungwoo was out cold.
You hung your head, letting out a deep sigh. âCool. Great. Nice one, Y/N. Stuck on a spaceship that you donât know how to fly. In space. With a half-dead alien. Stellar life choices, as always.â
You had no clue how much time had passed since youâd left Earth. There were no clocksâat least not ones that you could readâin Jungwooâs ship, and your spaceman stayed knocked out, never coming close to consciousness. You got hungry at some point, but you couldnât find any food, or least anything that you would risk eating this early. Maybe if it really felt dire. You hadnât stocked Jungwoo up with supplies yet, you thought you had more time. Was he really planning on leaving like that?
A pleasant dinging came over the speakers of the ship eventually, reminding you of the sound that played over plane intercoms when an announcement was made. A computerized voice said something, but you realized you couldnât understand it. You couldnât make out a single word or syllable. It must be speaking Galarii. Nothing was flashing red, hopefully it wasnât anything that required your assistance.
It felt like the ship was slowing down. You held onto Jungwooâs lifeless body tightly to brace the two of you. He was still warm, and you took a small comfort in that.
With another jerk and cacophonous rattle, the ship touched down. You were pretty sure. The hum of the reactors died down, and it felt like the ship had finally stopped. Jungwoo let out a weak sound of pain in your arms, and you were on your feet.
You slammed your hand against the button to open the hatch with none of the grace that youâd seen Jungwoo use dozens of times. Tugging the transcoder off his neck, you put it on yourself before wedging your shoulder under his, planting your foot on a seat cushion, and heaving upwards with as much force as you could. Either the gravity on Galaria was different, you were having an adrenaline rush, or both, as Jungwooâs body actually moved with you. You jerked both of you up onto the ladder, yelling in between deep breaths.
âHelp!â Shove. âHelp us!â Heave. âHelp! Somebody!â Push. âHelp!â
After the next jump, your head poked out of the cockpit. Immediately, you were met with winds that whipped your hair around and chilled you to the bone. You took as deep of a breath that you could, the frosty air feeling like knives in your lungs, to let out another cry, âHelp!â
The lilac sky was barely visible through the snow that flurried around your face, sticking to your skin and hair. Two figures appeared through the snowstorm, approaching the spaceship, and you readjusted your hold on Jungwoo to lean his weight back on you to free up one arm to wave at them fervently.
âOver here!â You screamed. âHelp us! Please!â
Jungwoo coughed, blue blood dribbling out of his mouth.
âOh godâŚâ You cupped his cerulean-stained cheek, panic flooding your heart as you saw the two figures stop in their tracks.
Heaving the two of you over the side in the quickest way you knew to get down, you slid down the ship, the fresh snow that had piled up breaking your fall about as well as Donghyuck had before. The impact rattled up your feet and knees, and you swore under your breath as you definitely heard something pop that had never popped before. Wrapping Jungwooâs arm around your shoulders, you started dragging him towards the two figures.
âHey!â You yelled out at them, glaring against the snow and wind. Tears streamed down your face as the wind battered your eyes, and your teeth were already chattering. âWhat the hell are you doing? Heâs fucking dying! Help him!â
This finally spurred them into moving again, the figures rushing towards you once more. As they got closer, you could see that they were human-likeâGalarii, presumably. They were bundled up for the weather, goggles and cloth masks obscuring much of their faces from you, but as they reached to take Jungwoo from you, a sudden fear seized you, and you jerked back from them at the last second, tightening your hold on him.
They must have been able to guess what spooked you, as one lifted up his goggles and pulled down his mask to let you see his face as he addressed you.
âIâm Kun. Thatâs my aide, Dejun,â he indicated to himself, then to the other Galarii. âIâm Jungwooâs brother. Please.â
You looked between them for a moment, then nodded. They moved to each take one of his arms and loop it around their shoulders. You stayed close as they trudged through the snowstorm with him, your worried eyes staying on Jungwoo. Your feet were entirely numb, and you didnât register when one of the caught on something under the snow until you were already catapulting forward face-first. Your hands were tucked under your arms, and you couldnât get them out fast enough to break your fall. Kun thankfully had faster reflexes than you, and managed to catch you by the arm, leaving you suspended above the snowbank for a perilous moment. He jerked you back until you got your feet under you again, and you mumbled out a thank you that was muted by the winds. Looking over your shoulder, your knees nearly gave out again when you saw the trail of blue drops that Jungwoo was leaving behind.
Kun once again grabbed your arm, and you looked at him inquisitively, coming to a stop as they did. You were in front of a cliffside by the ocean, which was in fact a cotton candy pink, no buildings in sight. The sea spray stung your eyes, made them water up, and you did your best to cover them without entirely obscuring your vision.
Dejun approached the rock wall as Kun took on all of Jungwooâs weight. You heard a faint groan, and you werenât sure which of them it came from, but you moved to take over where Dejun had just been. Jungwoo was no longer warm.
Dejun touched his own pendant to part of the stone, and you swore you saw something glow, but that couldâve been the refraction of light off the waves into your pupils, you couldnât be sure. An opening formed in the cliffside, and Dejun ushered the three of you in. As soon as you stepped in, it didnât feel like you were underground, or inside a cliff. It just seemed like you were indoors. Sure, it was dim, but pleasantly so, like it was evening. It was also warm, which you were glad for. You readjusted your hold on Jungwoo, pressing your hand against his chest for some stability, the right side of his chest, desperately hoping that maybe you could feel his heartbeat finally. You couldnât.
Dejun didnât request to take Jungwoo back from you though his hands hovered around you uncertainly, as if he were about to. You werenât sure if you wouldâve let him this time. Instead, he simply led the way through the sprawling home you had found yourself in. You didnât pay attention much to your surroundings, only enough to make sure you werenât going to trip while you carried Jungwoo. Finally, you made it to a bedroom of some kind, and Kun motioned for you to put him down on the bed there.
Kun took off some of his outer layers, letting you see his face again for the first time since he found the two of you at the ship. Dejun reentered the roomâyou didnât realize he had leftâalso no longer in his thick parka and carrying what must be a first aid kit, handing it off to Kun.
âWhatâs your name?â Kun asked, his eyes focused on the materials in his hands.
At first, you couldnât talk, your throat too dry from the cold air outside. You desperately swallowed and coughed, then hoarsely said, âY/N.â
Dejun poured you a glass of something from a jug in the corner, and you looked it over. It looked like water to you, and you remembered that Jungwoo didnât seem put off by what water looked like on Earth. You took a tentative sip. Tasted like nothing. It soothed your raw throat a little bit, and you drank some more.
âMy nameâs Y/N,â you reiterated, then faltered as you looked at Jungwoo. âIâm⌠Jungwooâs friend. He crashed on Earth, we were helping him get back. But then he started getting like this. You can help him, right?â
Kun gently tilted his brotherâs head back and forth, the prevalent frown on his features only deepening. âDejun, some help?â
The aide came over, and the two of them lifted Jungwooâs shirt up over his head. You gasped when you saw some bruising on his back and side, presumably from when he hit the wall when you took off from Earth. But the two Galarii didnât focus on that. Their attention was on his shoulders instead, having a hushed conversation between themselves.
âIs his shoulder okay?â You asked. âIs it broken or something?â
âHis joint is fine,â Dejun reassured you.
âOh, good.â
âY/N,â he said your name quietly, eyes focused on your leg. âYouâre bleeding. I think.â
You looked down at your still-numb extremities, registering for the first time that you had apparently been cut by something outside. Bright red dripped down the side of your left leg, and you held back the instinct to touch it in disbelief.
âOh. Sorry.â You apologized, as you noticed a spot on the floor. âUhm, do you have a band-aid?â
âFollow me, weâll get it cleaned up and give you some new clothes.â
You looked at Jungwoo anxiously, where Kun was still tending to him. âIâm fine.â
âHeâll still be here, Y/N,â Kun promised. âIâm sure my brother would want us to take care of his friend too.â
Reluctantly, you went with Dejun into an adjoining room. After getting your cut washed out and a bandage applied, he fetched you some warmer clothes.
âThanks, Dejun.â You wrapped your arms around yourself. âCan I go back?â
âSure. Iâll bring you some food.â
Stepping back into the room, you saw Kun cleaning up Jungwooâs face and chest where his blood had begun drying.
âCan I help?â You offered tentatively.
Kun waved you over. âHis head keeps lolling around. Can you keep him still?â
âOf course.â You sat on the corner of the bed, gently rearranging Jungwoo to cradle the back of his head with both your hands in your lap. Brushing some of his hair from his face, you took comfort in watching the shallow but steady rise and fall of his chest. âIs that better?â
âYeah, thanks.â
âHis iridophores donât look right.â You stated, able to see the reflective patches on his cheeks and shoulders from this angle. âThatâs what youâre worried about, right?â
Kun nodded. âYes.â
âTheyâre⌠dull.â You kept your hands where they were. The realization did nothing to soothe you. âWhat does that mean?â
âI canât say.â
âWhat can it mean?â You asked insistently, eye boring holes into the top of Kunâs head as he was bent over focusing rather intently on one spot. âOn Earth, one symptom can mean a lot of things. What can dull iridophores be a symptom of?â
âWe wonât know anything until he wakes up,â Kun reiterated, soaking and wringing out the washcloth one final time. His eyes met yours, his own iridophores glinting in the lights. âPlease, I donât want to speculate before then.â
âFine. Okay,â you relented for now.
The Galariiâs gaze fell to the pendant around your neck. âThatâs Jungwooâs transcoder.â
You looked down at it as well. âYeah. I figured I needed it more than him right now. You know, consideringâŚâ
âHas he explained to you how it works?â
âTelepathy. Which he told me is apparently very scientific to you all, and definitely not witchcraft,â you snorted.
Dejun entered, a plate of food in his hand. Kun nodded towards it for you. âEat.â
You sighed, pressing your hand to Jungwooâs cheek once more. He wasnât ice cold anymore, but still felt clammy to the touch. Maneuvering his head back to the pillow, you moved over to the table where Dejun had set the food for you. It all seemed food-like, and if your attention wasnât so focused on your spaceman, you were sure you would be much more enthralled by eating alien food right now. But you could barely even taste it as you wolfed down a few bites, then a few more when Kun was still carefully watching you. When he seemed satisfied that you were fed, you pushed the plate away.
âFull,â you mumbled. âThank you.â
Dejun and Kun exchanged a look, but didnât say anything.
âDo you know when heâll wake up?â You asked. âDonât you guys have like, doctors or something? Healers? I donât know, any sort of healthcare?â
âHis iridophores⌠doctors canât help with that,â Kun explained, obviously choosing his words very carefully. âWe have to see if Jungwoo will pull through on his own.â
âThatâs it?!â You spat back, wide-eyed. Maybe your tone was a bit harsh, but you couldnât believe that they apparently didnât even need a real doctor to examine him to give a diagnosis like that.
âY/Nââ
âBut heâsâHe was fine just a few days agoâŚâ You stared at him in disbelief. âWe got ice creamâŚâ
âIâll have Dejun make a room up for you, Y/N,â Kun said, gently patting your shoulder as they moved towards the exit.
âKun.â You grabbed his arm before he got too far. He turned around to look at you inquisitively. âIâm sorry. Heâs your brother, this must be painful for you too. Really, Iâm so sorry.â
He offered a melancholy smile, nodding. âThank you.â
You couldnât sleep that night, kept up thinking about Jungwoo. Finally, after too much restless tossing and turning, you got out of bed. Wandering down the halls of whatever cave house you were in, you turned your phone on. Of course you didnât have service inside a cliff in another galaxy. Coming to a stop in some sort of open living space, you sat down onto something that you were going to call a loveseat, which overlooked a small pool of water that seemed to glow on its own. You stared at your zero bars, thought about Jungwoo dying, being on a planet in a galaxy far away from your friends and family, and for possibly the first time in your entire life, felt so lonely you could cry.
Pulling your knees to your chest, you buried your face in them, feeling so small and wanting nothing more than someone bigger than you to come in and make everything okay again. You dialed Johnnyâs contact on your phone, just to hear the dial tone as the call didnât connect, then dropped and hung up on its own.
You got the feeling that somebody else was there, and turned around towards the entrance. It was Kun, and he ducked his head sheepishly.
âYou couldnât sleep either?â He surmised.
âNo.â You scooted to one end of the seat, offering up the empty space for him to join you.
âI can alter your device, to communicate with Earth,â he offered, gesturing to your phone, the screen of which was still lit up in your hand.
âYou think so?â You asked hopefully.
âYes. It will keep my mind busy, too.â
You placed it in his waiting palm. âThank you!â
He looked at the glowing pond in front of the two of you. âDo you have places like this on Earth?â
âKind of?â You said. âI think? Maybe? Is it some kind of uh, bioluminescence? Some bacteria or something that glow?â
Kun smiled. âYes, exactly.â
âCool. Funny, we have pink oceans too. Like, our whole ocean isnât pink, but thereâs small lakes and stuff that are pink like yours.â
âWhat color are your oceans, then?â He tilted his head curiously.
âBlue, like our sky,â you informed him with a grin. âOr, sometimes a greenish blue.â
âA blue skyâŚâ He muttered, clearly trying to picture that. âIâm sure that fascinated Jungwoo.â
âHey.â You looked at him inquisitively. âIs it really true that you donât know whoâs older?â
Kun chuckled. âItâs different on Earth, then?â
âVery.â
âYes, Galarii children arenât raised being called the older or younger child. Most families have their children very close together, so unless you remember your sibling being born, you typically wonât know which of you is older.â
âAnd school isnât organized by age either.â
âNo.â
âHuh.â
âDo you have a sibling?â
âAn older brother, kind of,â you said fondly. âThatâs who I was trying to call.â
Kun furrowed his brow. âHeâs âkind ofâ older, or âkind ofâ your brother?â
ââKind ofâ my brother.â You laughed. âDefinitely older. We know that on Earth. And even if we didnât, he remembers me being born, soâŚâ
âAh, youâve known him for a while?â
âFriends for my whole life, yeah. He always knows what to do. Which is usually pretty annoying, but this time, I really need that.â
The Galarii with you nodded in understanding. âI donât know everything, but I will do my best to let you speak with him.â
Kun rose to his feet.
âKun.â You stopped him from leaving. âWhen humans are in comas, people say that they can still hear you. Is Jungwoo like that right now?â
âI think it will benefit him for you to spend time with him,â he agreed. âIâll bring you your communicator once itâs ready. You should try to sleep tonight, Y/N.â
You offered him a smile. âThank you, Kun. For everything.â
âThank you for bringing him home.â
When you woke up, you couldnât be sure if it was morning, but it was definitely brighter in the hallway outside your room. You were sure they had the lights set to mimic whatever the rhythm of Galarian days were like.
Jungwoo looked the same as when you left him yesterday, which was both comforting and disconcerting. He hadnât gotten any worse overnight, but he wasnât getting better. You pulled up a chair next to the bed, wringing your hands over your lap.
Feeling a little silly as you looked around the otherwise empty room, you said quietly, âUh, hey, JungwooâŚâ
He didnât stir, and you poked your tongue against the inside of your cheek as you contemplated continuing. Eventually, you did. âI donât⌠know what to say. My grandpa died when I was seven and when my mom took me to his headstone after, I never knew what I was supposed to say to it. Not that youâre dead, obviously⌠I-I was kind of relieved when I got older and my mom stopped taking me with her to visit him. I think thatâs bad. But it felt like I always had to pretend to be as sad as her, which didnât feel right to her.â
You readjusted how the covers settled on Jungwoo. âI wish you were awake, so I could ask you what sort of funeral traditions you have on Galaria, or if your grandparents are alive, or about your mom. I guess I could ask Kun that kind of stuff, but it wouldnât be the same. I-I want to know about you.â
Time passed like that, you having a one-sided conversation with Jungwoo. Dejun sometimes stopped in to bring you meals and check on Jungwoo. After your second meal of the day, Kun entered the room, holding your phone out towards you. It looked the exact same as before, and you went to pocket it.
âItâs fine, Kun, donât worry aboutââ
âTry it,â he urged you.
âWait, you fixed it?â You took it back out, looking down at the screen. It looked normal, except you realized that that now it indicated that you had full bars. Honestly, you were expecting some kind of alien technology to be appended to it, and for the endeavor to take much longer. âThat was fast.â
You once again tried to call Johnny, entirely unsure and uncaring of what time it was on Earth. This time, it rang.
âY/N?!â His voice was a mixture of disbelief and fear when he picked up. You gave Kun a thumbs-up and darted from the room to properly take the call.
âHey, JohnnyâŚâ You were already braced for the scolding of a lifetime, certain that he was well aware of where you were. Somehow, he always knew. Who knew how long you have been gone from home at this point.
âY/NâŚâ He took a deep breath. âJust come home safe.â
âI will, I will!â You promised hurriedly.
âI sprinkled into conversation with your parents your destination bachelorette trip already. So when you get back, youâve got to figure out which one of your friends is getting married.â
Not if, when.
âThank you, thank you.â
âPut Jungwoo on, I need to talk to him,â he demanded sternly.
Your throat nearly closed up as you thought of the scene you had just left, Jungwoo still passed out, his iridophores fading, untreatable even by Galarii doctors. âI canât, heâs-heâs really bad. I donât know whatâI donât know.â
âHey, Y/N, itâs okay. Deep breaths with me now, alright, kid?â Johnnyâs tone immediately softened, and he led you through a few deep breaths over the call. Once he seemed satisfied that you were a little calmer, he continued with the same soothing voice, âHeâll be alright. Heâs back where he belongs, where people who know how to treat him can treat him. Heâll be fine.â
Tears spilled over your cheeks as you shook your head desperately. âThey canât, John. They canât treat him. HeâsâHeâll either get better or he wonât.â
âWhat?!â He asked incredulously. âHeâs not a lame horse that needs to be put down. Who told you that? Put them on the phone.â
âIââ You sniffed and wiped your eyes. âWhy do you care so much?â
Johnny sighed again, lowering his voice. âLook. You are stranded God fucking knows where. And as far as Iâm concerned, Jungwoo is the only alien there that is going to want to get you home. So he canât fucking die.â
You shuffled back into the room, thankfully spotting Kun still in there. âDo you have a transcoder?â
âYes, is there something wrong with yours? I can understand you just fine.â
âNo, uhm, Johnny wants to talk to you.â You indicated to your phone.
Kun raised his eyebrows, gesturing to himself. âYour brother wishes to speak with me?â
âYeah. Heâs a⌠doctor,â you half-fibbed. âHe helped take care of Jungwoo when he crashed before. He wants to know how heâs doing. Will it work over the phone? The transcoder?â
Kun gestured for you to wait, then left the room for a moment, returning with a necklace similar to yours around his neck. The pendant was of a similar construction, but a slightly different shape and angles.
You quickly informed Johnny, âOkay, uhm, this is Kun, Jungwooâs brother.â
The Galarii accepted the phone, and you helped him hold it correctly before he stepped out to take the call like you had. You kept your ears peeled for the worst, hoping Johnny stayed on his best behavior.
âJungwoo, I hate this,â you kept talking to your spaceman in the meantime. âI hate not being able to do anything for you. I hate just having to wait, feeling useless.â
After some time, you heard footsteps outside the room, and quieted down before Kun reentered, holding your phone out to you.
âSo⌠what did you guys talk about?â You asked hopefully.
âThere may be one more thing we can try for Jungwoo,â Kun said, and you immediately got to your feet.
âWell letâs do it!â
He held out a hand to calm you. âItâll have to wait until nighttime, Iâm afraid.â
âWhat? What isâ?â
âIn the meantime, Johnny did mention that human bodies donât naturally make the same painkillers that Galarii do. I apologize for not being aware of that.â Kun bowed his head apologetically. âAre you in any pain?â
âItâs fine.â
âHe said you would do that as well, and to ask again. Are you certain you are not in pain? You cut your leg yesterday.â
You sighed, refraining from rolling your eyes at the man who really was just trying to be kind. âFine. My head hurts a little, and my leg. And sort of everything.â
âCome with me, I can prepare you an injection. Johnny explained proper dosage and administration for humans.â
Reluctantly, you left and followed Kun to another room in the house. It appeared to be another bedroom, and he gestured for you to take a seat at a small desk. Papers were in neat stacks, and you looked around with both interest and eagerness to get this over with so you could get back to Jungwoo.
âIs this your room?â You asked as Kun pulled up a chair and opened a first aid kit of some kind.
âYes.â
âIs that Jungwooâs room that you have him in?â You watched him roll up your sleeve to wipe down your arm first. âDoes he live with you?â
âWhen heâs on Galaria, yes.â Kun then brought out a small, clear bottle and syringe that looked remarkably like the ones back on Earth. âHis ship is more-so his home.â
âHis actual ship, right? The one he took this time was yours.â
The Galarii filled the syringe with a very small amount of medicine. âYes. He doesnât spend enough time here to necessitate having his own place.â
âSo did you finish your paperwork?â
He nodded to the stacks on the desk next to you. âDoes it look like I did?â
You laughed, and he reached for your upper arm. âJust let me know when youâre going to do it. My friend Yuta wanted to be a piercer in high school before he was a mechanic, so I have a lot of practice being stuck.â
âI already did it,â Kun informed you, holding a small piece of gauze to the site.
You looked down in disbelief. âSeriously?â And sure enough, there was an empty syringe on the table too. âDamn, I didnât feel a thing. Youâre good.â
Kun took the gauze off the injection site, a small drop of red blood on it. âYou know, has anybody ever said that is a very alarming color?â
âI think thatâs the point,â you chuckled. âTo get your attention.â
âI seeâŚâ
âSo whatâs the other thing to help Jungwoo?â
âI have some work to get done before it.â He gestured to the papers again with a remorseful look. âHow about you sit with him for now? Iâll let you know once we can get started.â
You bit your tongue to not take your frustration at the situation out on your host. âAlright. Thanks, Kun.â
Back in Jungwooâs room, you froze when you were greeted by two big brown eyes blinking at you from the bed. Jungwoo seemed equally in shock as he rubbed his eyes, squinting at you uncertainly.
âHey, youâre awake,â you breathed out in relief, feet finally coming unstuck so you could dart over to his bedside.
âY/N?â He groaned and tried to push himself up into a sitting position.
âEasy, easy,â you murmured, urging him back down.
âThatâs⌠really you?â
You offered him a smile, hoping he couldnât tell how nervous you were. âYeah. Crazy dĂŠjĂ vu, huh?â
Jungwoo looked down at his own hands. âIâm alive?â
âYeah, you are. It was uhm⌠kind of scary for a while there,â you admitted quietly, taking his hand. Putting some pep into your tone, you added, âBut I told you, remember? I said you werenât going to die.â
âI thought I was hallucinating and dying,â he deadpanned.
âWhen? On the ship? You couldâve been, I donât know. What did you see?â
âYou. I thought I was hallucinating when I saw you.â
âOh. No, Iâm real.â
His mouth was set into a hard line as he asked, âWhy are you here?â
âBecause your shipâs autopilot worked and didnât crash us into the ocean,â you teased.
But he didnât even smile. âWhatâŚ? Why would you do that?â
The smile dropped from your face as you turned confused. âBecause I didnât want you to die? Why are you⌠pissed at me? Is that it? Youâre pissed?â
All the happiness that was bubbling in your chest had been soured with the unexpectedly hostile reaction youâd received from Jungwoo.
âYouâve never been in spaceâ Iââ He took a deep breath, once again trying to push himself up and succeeding this time as you didnât stop him. You dropped his hand, crossing your arms over your chest as you watched him carefully, still concerned with how weak heâd be after not eating or drinking for so long. âWhat if the ship had crashed? Exploded? What if it flew at speeds unsafe for humans? What if my ship didnât protect you against radiation deadly to humans because it was built for Galarii? What if Galarii had much longer lifespans than humans and something that was a short trip for me was longer than your entire life? What if we made it here and you couldnât breathe our air? What ifââ
 âNone of that happened,â you insisted.
âThere were any billions of things that could have gone wrong, that you didnât know and youââ
âThey didnât,â you reiterated emphatically.
âWhat if they did? Because of a choice you made for me?â
You rolled your eyes and stood up, putting some distance between the two of you as you felt anger start simmering under your skin. âIt wasnât really a choice. It was⌠I donât know, I just did it. But it was fine, so just stop, alright?â
âWhy did you come with me?â Jungwoo asked knowingly.
âWhy did you try to leave me like that?â You shot back.
He suddenly couldnât look you in the eye. âI was dying, I had to get back home.â
âI know, I was trying to help you get back home,â you scoffed. âI mean, why did you trick me into going to ask Yuta for a part that you already had, so that you could leave me without saying goodbye? I was ready to let you go, Jungwooââ
âBecause hearing you say that wouldâve actually killed me!â His chest heaved after his outburst, his eyes were a watery red as he continued, âAnd you⌠that wouldâve hurt you. And I couldnât stick around just to selfishly enjoy another moment of your time if it meant doing that to you. I figured the confusion wouldnât have been as bad as watching me die.â
The two of you stared at each other for several tense, choking seconds as his words hung in the air. You clenched your jaw, chewing on your next words, ruminating on them, before you swallowed them back down, sharp and bitter.
âI need to take a walk, because if I stay in here, Iâm going to say something nasty that I donât mean,â you spat out instead.
Kun found you by the bioluminescent pond again, a normal-looking water feature by day. You were crouched by the waterâs edge, listlessly watching the water lap at the cold stone floor you were sitting on.
âJungwooâs awake,â Kun said, standing just behind and to your right side.
âYeah.â You swallowed. âYou heard us fighting, Iâm guessing.â
âI didnât hear what was said, only his voice. The only way I could get him to stay in bed was by promising that I would check on you.â
âJungwooâs been out for a while, he should get something to eat, and drinkââ
âDejun is getting him food and water now.â
âGood,â you croaked, wiping at a tear that had collected at the corner of your eye. âGod damn itâŚâ
 Kun sat down beside you. âYouâre more than his friend, arenât you?â
âOh, I guess. I donât know.â You picked at your fingernails to avoid looking at him. âHe⌠you knowâŚâ
âImprinted? On you?â The Galariiâs voice betrayed his awe.
âYeah. I know itâs a big deal, like the big deal for you guys⌠but I donât do that, soâŚâ
âItâs been awkward.â
âThatâs one word for it.â
âDo you have a⌠partner on your planet?â He asked sympathetically.
âOh, no, itâs not that bad, thankfully,â you sniffled and laughed. âItâs not that I donât like Jungwoo, or that I canât see myself, you know⌠falling in love with him or whatever. It just feels like Iâm at Point A and heâs already at Point X waiting for me to catch up. Like thereâs this huge gap.â
âHeâs not in love with you, if that helps,â Kun informed you.
You stared at him blankly. âHuh?â
âAh, exactly what I thought. Jungwoo didnât explain imprinting very well.â Kun nodded to himself. âItâs not⌠instant infatuation, or love, or anything like that. Youâre aware, in the back of your mind, that theoretically anybody in the universe could be the person you spend the rest of your life with, right? There may be near infinite numbers of people that you could be attracted to? Hypothetically?â
âI havenât really thought of it like that, but I guess, yeah.â Without Donghyuck here unhelpfully joking about eggs, you found the conversation much easier to process. Or maybe you were just becoming desensitized to the idea, you couldnât tell.
âJungwoo doesnât feel that endlessness anymore. His infinity is just you now. Heâs not in love with you, because he doesnât know you very well, but he knows that the only person he could ever fall in love with for the rest of his life is you.â
âSo Iâm at Point A and heâs at like, Point G, not Point X.â
âIf your analogy is translating correctly, yes.â
You chewed on your bottom lip, mind turning over one part of his explanation. ââCould.â You used the word could, unless the transcoder is being liberal with nuance here.â
âWell, yes. I donât think this is getting muddied in translation. Itâs not definite that heâs going to fall in love with you.â He tilted his head. âI think thatâs what is making you anxious, right? Feeling as though you have no choice, something has already plotted your life for you?â
You nodded. âYeah⌠I think it brings some people peace, doesnât it? On my planet, a lot of people have a god of some kind that they think has a divine plan for them and their life. That⌠freaks me the fuck out.â You let out a breathy, nervous chuckle, wringing your hands. âIâve never liked feeling trapped.â
âYou could leave the planet. If Jungwoo knew it was your choice to leave him, I donât think he would follow you. He would let you go,â Kun offered. âWe have more ships. I would go with you, personally guarantee your safety.â
âDo Galarii have religion?â You avoided answering his question, the intensity of his gaze, looking up at whatever was creating false light in the cavern, unable to pinpoint its exact origin past the hazy glow above you. âJungwoo never mentioned any sort of religious figure, or prayed or anything when he was injured⌠Thatâs kind of when humans wouldâve. Prayed for their God to give them strength.â
He took your conversation shift in stride, âWe have enduring superstitions, traditions, but no sort of organized religion, no.â
âSo this imprinting, itâs not any sort of divine plan, or divine will? To you all? It just⌠is?â
âOne of the superstitions we do have is that of the finderâs intuition.â
âWhatâs that?â
âIf youâve found something, whether you realize it or not, you found it for a reason.â
âJungwoo said something kind of like that about imprinting,â you recalled. âHe said that humans choose their partners, but Galarii find them.â
âYes. So for him to have been in that ship in the first place, which was not his, so far from home, and crashed due to circumstances outside of his control, on your planet, only to meet you, and it just happens that he imprints on youâŚâ
âI found him.â You let out a choked laugh, covering your face at the insanity of it all. Of course Jungwoo had no reason to doubt why he had imprinted on you. You practically told him it was meant to be without even realizing it.
âIâm sorry?â Kun obviously had no context as for why you were laughing.
âI found his ship after he crashed and pulled him out of it. I found him,â you were still laughing as you explained, wiping at a stray tear that eked out. You didnât know if it was from humor or misery at this point. âI literally told him âfinders keepersâ talking about why he was staying at my apartment.â
His eyebrows shot up. âOhâŚâ
âWhy was Jungwoo⌠so bad? When I brought him back?â You still needed some kind of answer. âYou made it sound like you werenât going to be able to help him at all.â
âDo you want to leave?â
âNo.â You answered immediately. It was the same thing that made you get into his ship when it was taking off. Not imprinting, and not love⌠yet.
âI thought he was dying of a failed imprint,â Kun answered without hesitation.
âHe can die from that?! And you were going to just let me leave?! Not just that, personally escort me out of the galaxy?! Heâs your brother!â You shot to your feet, once again in utter disbelief at the conversation you were having.
âI never believed that you wanted to leave,â Kun replied simply. âI understand this is not entirely fair to you. But I do believe that you should understand the gravity of your situation. Again, he seems to be fine now.â
You ran a hand through your hair. âI meanâWhat the hell?! If we were to even like, be together in the future, if we had a fight he could die?! Thatâs fucking crazy!â
âNo,â he reassured you. âThe initial phases of an imprint are the rockiest. If it doesnât take, a Galarii can die.â
âWhat causes it to⌠not⌠take?â
âEmotional turmoil, physical distance from the person they imprinted on, stress, any number of things.â
âBut heâs fine now? You said heâs fine now?â You double-checked.
âYes.â
âSo it⌠took?â
âI believe so.â
âOkay, good.â You let out a sigh of relief.
Kun looked conflicted as he added, âI have a confession.â
You blinked at him. ââŚWhat now?â
âThe injection I gave you, it wasnât just for you,â he admitted. âI of course didnât want you to be in pain, but for Galarii that have imprinted on non-Galarii, itâs been known for their physiology to sometimes mimic their non-Galarii partners. Johnny described to me how Jungwoo healed while on Earth and reacted differently to substances than he would have on Galaria. More human-like, from my understanding. And when he returned with a humanâŚâ
âThat made you suspect that he had imprinted on me,â you finished. âBut you injected me, not JungwooâAnd Jungwoo hates needles, and always knows where I am, so you thought he wouldâve sensed me being in danger in his coma and woken up to protect me? Is that even how this thing works?â
âItâs not exact, what Jungwoo can sense⌠I doubt if I even injected you now, that he would know. Just, the feeling that something wasnât right. An instinctual need to check on you.â Kun rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly, his ears flushing red. âI wasnât sure if he had told you, and if I was wrong about the imprint, that wouldâve beenââ
âA horrible situation for all of us to be in, yeah, I understand.â You stared out at the water, thinking about how the one that you were in didnât seem much better in that moment.
âYou two have both been through a lot. Iâm sure youâll come to understand each other.â The Galarii stood up. âIâm going to check on my brother. Take your time, Y/N.â
âY/N?â Dejun found you by the water again later in the day. He was carrying a tray of food, meaning that it must be dinnertime already. You hadnât budged from your spot after your conversation with Kun earlier, thinking way too much about everything.
âDejun, hey.â You held your chin up with the palm of your hand, still staring out at the water. âNobodyâs looking for me, are they?â
You didnât specify who would be looking for you.
The aide approached, handing you a plate of food. âJungwoo asked if youâre alright.â
âI wanted to give him and Kun time alone,â you fibbed. âYou know, theyâre brothers, itâs been a while since theyâve seen each other.â
âKun had state matters to attend to, he took his dinner to his room.â
âOf course, right.â You nodded. âDejun, can I ask you something? And feel free to tell me if itâs way too personal by Galarii standards.â
He arched an eyebrow curiously, but acquiesced nevertheless. âSure.â
âAre you⌠Have you⌠imprinted on someone?â
He smiled just the tiniest bit, and shook his head. âNo, not yet.â
âOkay, thanks.â
With that, Dejun nodded his head politely and took leave of the room. You could only eat a couple bites of the food before you let out a deep sigh and stood up. You found your way back to Jungwooâs room easily, knocking at the open doorway hesitantly. He was sitting at the table eating, and you were happy to see that he was well enough to get out of bed.
Jungwoo looked over from his food, sitting up straighter when he saw that it was you. âY/N.â
âHey.â You gestured to the table with your full plate of food. âMind if I join you?â
âOf course not.â He motioned to the chair across from him hurriedly.
You sat down, studying him under the lights as he went back to eating. âYou look a lot better. Your iridophores⌠You look better.â
âThanks.â He wiped his mouth. âIâm sorry for getting so upset earlier. I couldâve expressed my concerns in a more⌠productive way.â
âYou just woke up from a coma, itâs understandable you werenât all there,â you replied graciously. âThank you.â
âThank you for making sure I got back safe,â he said strongly, putting a hand on your forearm. âKun told me what he knows, and I believe Iâd be dead without you. Their sensors recognized that something that wasnât Galarii had landed on the planet without permission, so they went out to investigate and found us. We landed in a snowstorm, and I was unconscious. If you werenât with me, not only would they not have found us at all, but I wouldâve frozen to death out there.â
âI was why you were dying in the first place, though,â you pointed out. He seemed to be at a loss for words, and you added, âYou should have told me, Jungwoo. Back on Earth, you shouldâve told me what was going on.â
âYouâre right. You kept talking about wanting me to leave with good memories of Earth, I wanted to do the same, leave you with only good memories of me.â
âIf you had really left me like that, I wouldâve been worried sick for the rest of my life not knowing what happened to you,â you told him harshly. âAnd now that I know that you apparently were doing that knowing that you were just going to die⌠I donât get it. I donât get you, and Iâm really trying to.â
âIâm sorry. I was wrong. Youâre not so⌠careless. I donât know how I could have ever thought that.â
You took another bite of food, listening to the sounds of both your breaths in the quiet air. âCould you hear me? When you were out? I-I was talking to you, I couldnât do anything else, and itâs supposed to help humans who are in comas, soâŚâ
âNothing in particular, at least not that I can remember now.â Jungwoo shook his head, but there was still a pleased smile on his face. âBut I donât doubt that having you nearby helped.â
âSo you also donât know why you woke up?â You asked tepidly. âIt wasnât a⌠choice somehow?â
âI remember being on the ship on Earth with you, and then I woke up here. Everything in between⌠I donât recall.â
âThatâs okay.â You both had finished your meals, and you stood up from the table. âI should let you rest some more.â
Jungwoo surprisingly agreed to this, the exhaustion visible in his features. âI wish we could talk moreâŚâ
âTomorrow,â you promised, offering your hand out for him to take. âWe can eat breakfast together again.â
He stood up on shaky feet, and you shuffled back over to the bed with him, helping him back under the covers.
âCould you sit with me? Until I go to sleep?â He requested, gently grasping your hand.
âOf course.â You sat down on the edge of the bed, brushing a few stray pieces of hair out of his eyes.
âYour hands are even colder on Galaria, I think,â he commented, smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
âWell shit, maybe itâs the frozen tundra outside,â you retorted.
âI⌠donât mindâŚâ he hummed, his eyes fluttering shut.
âSleep well, Jungwoo,â you murmured, stroking your thumb over the back of his hand.
You ate breakfast with Jungwoo as promised, happy to take part in this one little thing with him again.
âHow are you feeling?â You asked, sitting with him at the table. He was already there with two places set when you entered.
âBetter than yesterday, not as good as tomorrow,â he told you brightly. âHow did you sleep?â
âGood, good.â You continued watching him carefully as he ate. âYou really feel better?â
âYes, I do.â
âThen do you think⌠do you think it took?â You pushed some food around on your plate awkwardly. âWould you even know that?â
Jungwoo set his utensil down, easing back in his chair slowly. âYes, I think it took. How does that make you feel?â
âIâm happy youâre okay,â you answered honestly. âThe rest⌠Like I said, Iâm trying to understand you, but I just donât get it.â
âAsk me anything youâd like. Please.â
âI mean, doesnât it seem unfair? That Iâm apparently your soulmate, but youâre not mine?â
âUnfair to who? You or me?â
You faltered. âWhat?â
âI do understand how this would seem unfair to youâThat I know that youâre my soulmate, but you donât have that certainty about me,â he shook his head sorrowfully. âYes, that must be terrible.â
âNo, I meant unfair to you. Youâre stuck with me. You donât get a choice. But I do, I donât have that sort of obligation to you,â you pointed out, shifting forward in your chair. âDoesnât that make you⌠anxious?â
âAh, I get it now.â Jungwoo nodded, a thoughtful look on his face as he too sat up. âGalarii find, humans pick. I wouldnât want to take that choice away from you. I⌠understand now, how important it is to you. So, if you do pick me, thatâll be the happiest day of my life. And every day after that that you wake up and pick me again, will be the new happiest day of my life.â
He held his hand out on the tabletop between the two of you, palm up, a soft smile on his face as he looked at you. Not urging, not impatient. You knew he would withdraw it if you turned away.
âYouâre reallyâŚâ You kept looking between him and his hand, keeping your tone curious. âFinding was good enough for you?â
âGood enough?â He chuckled, not derisively but fondly. âIt was even better than I imagined.â
âYou were half-dead, when I pulled you out of that ship,â you reminded him.
âYeah, I was.â
âGalarii find, humans pick,â you repeated. âJust like you wouldnât want to take my choice away from me, it would be wrong to force a choice like that onto you⌠But isnât inaction just as much of a decision?â
Jungwooâs smile only grew. âIf it is, itâs one that I already made. I hope you can respect that, just as Iâll respect whatever you choose to do.â
You placed your hand atop his, offering him a hesitant smile. âThis is me choosing to try this out. Does that make sense?â
âYes.â He squeezed your hand gently. âThank you. Once Iâm better Iâll take you home and take you on real dates there. I promise.â
âSo Galarii date too? I thought you guys wouldâve just gone straight to moving in,â you joked, taking a bite of your food.
âNo. I watched movies with Taeyong and Doyoung,â he explained. âGalarii spend quality time with their mate, yes, but the concept of going on âdatesâ like humans to figure out if youâre compatible⌠we donât have anything quite like that.â
âOf course those two took you to some sappy romantic movies,â you snickered. âI donât need any big romantic public gestures, Jungwoo. Falling out of the sky and almost dying twice was plenty, I swear.â
âYour friends all said something similar.â
âThey were giving you tips on how to flirt with me?â
âYes. It seemed they were aware that I cared for you in some wayâŚâ
You burst out laughing, covering your face in embarrassment. âOh God, Iâm so sorry about them. Forget everything they said, whatever it was.â
âSo, carnations arenât your favorite flower?â
âHold on, thatâs real advice, who told you that?â
âTaeyong.â
âOkay, you can trust whatever Taeyong told you, and probably Doyoung, and maybe Jaehyun,â you counted them off on your fingers. âBut forget everything that anybody else told you.â
âI will,â he agreed with a chuckle. âSome of it didnât seem like very sound advice anyway.â
A couple days later, and Jungwoo was well enough to leave his room finally. The two of you walked around the house arm in arm, chatting about this or that.
âThis is the longest Iâve been on Galaria in quite some time,â he mused.
âKun said that you donât stay for very long, so you donât have your own place,â you said. âDonât you get lonely? Not being around your friends or family?â
âHave you seen either of us have any visitors while youâve been here? Aside from Dejun?â
âWell, no.â
âWe donât see other Galarii much during snow season,â he explained. âItâs less lonely out doing runs, actually. Interacting with customers, going to markets, busy cities⌠crash-landing on planets and being pulled from the wreckage by a beautiful human and her friends.â
âSmooth,â you giggled, bumping your shoulder into his as he smiled down at you. âBut seriously, you guys donât have tunnels connecting your homes or something?â
âGalariaâs crust is very thin compared to other rocky planets. We wouldnât have the depth to build an elaborate system like that. At least not a very efficient one. Any transport that happens needs to be on the surface.â
âHow do you all communicate during snow season then? Do you have phones too?â
âWe have similar communication devices, yes.â
âHow long is snow season?â
âApproximately half a Galarian year.â
You looked up at him curiously. âSo what do you call the other half of the year, then?â
âWe have two more seasons: Snowmelt, and newgreen.â
âI think I can guess what happens in each of thoseâŚâ You joked.
âDo tell.â
âI think the snow melts, and then new green stuff grows.â
He chuckled fondly. âThatâs the basics, yes.â
âBut do you not have something between newgreen and snow season? Like a-a fall of some kind?â You were having a hard time wrapping your head around it. âWe have four seasons for the most part: Spring, everything grows, kind of like newgreen I think; then in summer, it gets hotter but pretty much everything stays alive; then in fall it starts getter colder and things start dying off; then we have winter, and everything is dead or hibernating. Then itâs spring again and everything starts all over.â
Jungwoo listened with interest to your explanation before answering. âSnow season comes very rapidly each year. All the plants freeze at once in the first blizzard. Thereâs no time for a gradual decay like youâve described.â
Your eyes widened. âAre you able to predict when the first blizzard is? Do you have like, meteorologists or something?â
âYes, weâre able to narrow it down rather precisely and prepare.â
âAnd do most Galarii live alone like Kun?â You asked quietly. âI feel like if I was going to be stuck underground for half the year, unable to visit anybody, I might live with more than just one or two people.â
Jungwoo put a finger over his mouth, then nodded towards his room that the two of you had unwittingly looped back around to. He shut the door behind you, and you sat at the table together before he continued with your conversation, âDo you remember how I said my brother is controversial, not for any policies, but for something in his personal life?â
It felt like a lifetime ago, the first conversation you ever had. You nodded. âYes.â
âKun is very dedicated to his job.â
âIâve noticed.â
âHe doesnât take many breaks, or attend social functions that are not required by his job, or, as youâve pointed out, live with anybody except his aide and me, sometimes. Galarii typically do live in larger social centers during snow season. Thereâre no tunnels connecting these niches to each other, like I said before, but some can fit up to twenty or thirty people.â
âAnd you, Kun, and Dejun just have your own house,â you reiterated. âHow would that make him so controversial that somebody would want to kill him?â
âSome Galarii see him as isolationist. Refusing to allow opportunities to find things. They believe it reflects poorly on his ability to lead.â
Your face screwed up with confusion. âBut if youâre looking to find something, thatâs no longer serendipity, thatâs choice. Thatâs action. I thought the whole point was the inaction. Of you finding something when you werenât looking?â
âGalarii have different interpretations of finderâs intuition, and what it means to âfindâ something,â he sighed. âItâs a very small minority that see this as a flaw of his, but those that do feel very strongly about it.â
âStrong enough to try to kill him?â You felt like you were losing your mind trying to comprehend this.
âApparently.â
You pinched the bridge of your nose before giving up. âYou know what? Humans have definitely killed for much less; I donât have any ground to stand on here.â
âThat reminds meâI believe Iâll be well enough to take you home in two more days. Iâm excited to show you my ship.â
âReally?â You focused him with a doubtful gaze. âI donât want you pushing yourself for my sake, Jungwoo. I can wait.â
âThank you. I assure you Iâm being sincere. If Iâm not at my best, that can pose a hazard to your safety.â
You sighed and put your head on his shoulder. âWhile I wish the reasons were a little more concerned for your wellbeing too, I appreciate the honesty.â
Jungwoo gently rested his head against yours. âThank you.â
âFor what?â
âWanting me to live,â he said softly. âWhen you found me on Earth, when you brought me back to Galaria⌠Thank you.â
You picked your head back up to look at him incredulously. âWhat? Why would I want anything else? Why would I want you to die?â
âItâs very rare for Galarii to imprint on other species. And those who do, there havenât been very many that takeâŚâ
âThey died?â
âYes.â He looked down at his hands, fidgeting with the material over his lap. âItâs even a common subject of Galarian stories. Itâs⌠tragically romantic, to die so your mate can be happy with whoever theyâre really in love with.â
You could feel the deep frown on your face as you listened to this. âBut those are just stories. Characters live or die to explore narrative themes and emotions and societal concepts, not to be an example for real life.â
Jungwoo chuckled lightly, tracing a fingertip over one of the lines on your forehead, encouraging you to relax your face again. âThatâs why Iâm thanking you. You chose a different fate for me than the one I had accepted.â
âWhat did I say before, hm? Finders keepers,â you declared, grabbing his other hand. âYouâre not going to die as long as I have something to say about it.â
âImmortality here I come,â he joked, caressing your cheek with the back of his fingers, then even lower, your jawline, your neck, until he picked up the transcoder from where it rested on your chest. He stared at it in wonder, as if it wasnât his own piece of technology.
âYou donât mind, right?â You looked down at the pendant as well. âThat I took your transcoder? I figured it would be easier for me to wear one than expect everyone else toâŚâ
âNo, of course not.â He dropped the jewelry again. âIâm just⌠very happy that it works for you.â
âWhy wouldnât it?â
âThey have to be specially made for the Galarii who is going to wear it. Galarii canât borrow each otherâs transcoders.â
âDoes it have something to do with the telepathy?â
âYes.â He nodded. âIâve never seen someone be able to wear someone elseâs transcoder successfully.â
âNot even Galarii that imprint on each other?â You asked curiously, habitually gracing your own fingertips over the device.
âNo, not even then.â
âMaybe itâs a human thing.â
âMaybe,â Jungwoo hummed noncommittally.
Two Galarian days later, and you and Jungwoo were ready to go back to Earth.
âThank you so much, Kun,â you hugged your host goodbye. âPlease stay safe.â
He looked confused as he released you from the hug. âArenât I supposed to be telling you that?â
You patted his arm. âI mean it.â
âVery well,â he relented with a smile. âThank you, and the same for you.â
After you and Dejun had exchanged your goodbyes, you saw that Kun and Jungwoo were still embracing, and stood off to the side to wait patiently. Kun seemed to be half-hugging and half-lecturing Jungwoo, cuffing him by the ear to pull him down to his height as he spoke on and on seriously, and Jungwoo nodded or gave a joking whine every so often.
âKunâs older,â you leaned over to whisper to Dejun.
âYouâre guessing?â The aide whispered back.
âYou can call it a hunch, yeah.â
Finally, Kun let Jungwoo go, and he straightened up, fixing his clothes with the help of his brother. You and Jungwoo didnât have very much in terms of luggage to takeâJungwoo kept his personal belongings on his ship, and you came with nothing but your clothes and your phone. Kun and Dejun had given you more appropriate outer layers for the tundra outside, as well as food and supplies for the flight back to Earth, but really your only souvenir was your now extraterrestrially-modified cellphone.
âReady?â Jungwoo asked you, carrying the small knapsack of supplies on his back.
You pulled your goggles down over your face and gave him the best thumbs-up you could with the thick gloves you had on. âReady!â
You caught just a glimpse of his eyes crinkling with a smile before he too put his goggles on. Jungwoo clasped your hand as Dejun reached out towards the smooth face of the front door. This time you were able to properly see as he touched his necklace to a small panel that reminded you of the buttons on their spaceships, and a small yellow glow emanated from where they connected. Then, the door slid aside, into the cavern wall. You and Jungwoo stepped out together, the door shutting silently behind you.
Keeping a tight hold to Jungwooâs hand and arm, you followed him through the snow that had continued building up. There was none actively falling now, giving you a much clearer view of the lilac expanse above. Despite the sameness of the landscape, Jungwoo seemed to know exactly where he was going. You didnât realize you had arrived anywhere specific until Jungwoo suddenly stopped at one specific hill, brushing aside some snow on a post. You couldnât read the writing on it, but he seemed satisfied, pulling it down. A small hatch opened in the snow in front of you, and he quickly ushered you over to it. Gesturing for you to wait a moment, he dropped the pack down first, then climbed down after it. From the bottom, he waved you down. You slowly started lowering yourself down as well, Jungwoo waiting right there for you.
Buried under who knows how much snow, your eyes had to acclimate to the darkness again. You had found yourself in the rear of Jungwooâs ship, and he closed the hatch back up after you before pulling you towards the cockpit at the front. It was a two-seater like the one that he had borrowed from Kun, but you could immediately tell there was a lot more of a personal touch to this one. It was sleeker, the controls looking newer than the other, and you saw the occasional knickknack, notepad, or even piece of clothing strewn about the cockpit. He moved a jacket that had been hanging off the co-pilot seat then gestured to it for you.
You sat down as Jungwoo started preparing the ship for takeoff, still thinking about the mounds of snow atop you. Taking your goggles and mask off like he had, you asked, âWhat about all the snow?â
âThe energy generated from the shipâs reactors melts it by the time we take off,â he explained, continuing to flip switches and push buttons.
âWow.â You watched him work with a practiced ease and focus.
Finally, he turned back around to you, leaning in close as he dug around in the seat for your seatbelt. He grinned as he buckled it up and tightened it for you. âCanât forgetâPrecious cargo.â
You just shook your head and smiled as he laughed and sat in his own seat. After getting himself situated, you two were ready for takeoff.
Jungwoo looked over at you, offering his hand out to you. âReady?â
You grabbed it, squeezing it tightly as you nodded. âReady.â
âLetâs go!â He cheered, joyfully slamming his hand down on a button. A countdown started on the monitors and from the speakers, and this time you could understand the announcement. It counted down from 10, and on 1, the reactors changed from a thrum to a full-on blast, and like when you took off from Earth, the ground lurched out from under you again. You couldnât pinpoint the exact moment when you left Galaria, though, only when the reactors cooled back down to a hum.
You looked back over to Jungwoo expectantly. He unbuckled himself, a bright grin on his face. âWeâre out of Galarian space.â
âCool,â you breathed out, looking around the ship with wide eyes.
The Galarii started unbuckling you as well, pulling you to your feet. âCome on, Iâve got to show you around my ship!â
Maybe it was because you were in a different ship, maybe it was because you were no longer fearing for Jungwooâs life, you couldnât be sure, but the trip back to Earth felt a lot shorter than the trip to Galaria. This time, you directed Jungwoo to land on Johnnyâs family farm just outside the city. Johnnyâs parents were older and no longer kept livestock in one of the barns on the property, making it the perfect place to hide Jungwooâs ship while it was there.
It was nighttime when you arrived, and Jungwoo effortlessly landed in the far-off field that you had been to many times when visiting Johnnyâs grandparents growing up. He maneuvered into the open barn, and you were buzzing with excitement as he powered down the ship.
This time, he let you exit the hatch first, and you looked around eagerly, immediately spotting your two friends by the now-closed doors. You waved to Johnny and Jaehyun, sliding off the side of the ship to land easily on both feet.
âJohnny!â You exclaimed, throwing your arms around him first.
âY/N, oh my God,â Johnny breathed out, crushing you to him so tightly the air was knocked from your lungs. âGod damn it, kid, donât do that again. Okay?â
âOkay, okay,â you coughed out your agreement, rubbing his back reassuringly.
âYouâre late, you know that?â He continued scolding you even as he cradled the back of your head. âYou said five days, weâve been waiting here for two more days. I tried to call.â
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry, I tried to guess as best I could. The days must be more different than I thought,â you mumbled into his shirt. âMy phone died when we were coming back. Iâm sorry for worrying you. Thank you for waiting, John. Thank you.â
When he finally let you go, you were grabbed in a bear hug by Jaehyun. âIâm glad youâre okay, Y/N. We both are.â
âThanks, Jae,â you let out a sigh of relief at being able to breathe a little better. âI missed you guys.â
âHow are you doing, Jungwoo?â Jaehyun turned to the Galarii next. âJohnny said it sounded pretty bad, but youâre looking alright to me.â
Jungwoo nodded, the transcoder now dangling from his neck. âIâm healed now. Thank you, Jaehyun.â
âGood to hear, dude.â Jaehyun hugged him too. âGood to hear.â
âThanks, Jungwoo.â Johnny offered his hand out for Jungwoo to shake. âIâm glad you pulled through. Really.â
âWhat did you tell your parents?â You asked Johnny nervously. âAbout the barn?â
âI said one of my friends was going to keep a boat here for a few days. Their knees arenât good enough to come all the way out here, they wonât come looking.â He then looked at you pointedly, âYou should make an appearance, Y/N. While youâre here.â
âAre they up now?â
He looked at his watch. âYeah. Your parents are actually over right now.â
You grimaced. âReally?â
âReally.â
âSo I get back from my destination bachelorette trip that I didnât bother telling them about and have enough time to help move a boat into storage but not see my parentsâDaughter of the year,â you muttered regretfully.
âYou did this to yourself, kid.â Johnny patted you on the head.
âI know, I know.â
Entering the Suhsâ living room where your parents were playing a game of cards, you went around to give everyone hellos, your parents first, then Johnnyâs. Jungwoo was introduced as a friend of Johnny and Jaehyunâs, and lingered in the darkness by the doorway. Jaehyun had provided him a ballcap to help hide his iridophores in the shadows as much as he could as you tried to keep your conversations with your families short and quaint.
âWhen did you get back, Y/N?â Your mom asked.
âEarlier todayâItâs been crazy, sorry I didnât text you, Mom,â you immediately apologized, kissing her head quickly.
âWe picked Y/N up from the airport and got distracted with the boat,â Jaehyun rescued you, flashing a charmingly dimpled smile at the parents. âOur bad, sorry, Mrs. Y/L/N.â
âWho is getting married?â
âUhm, Chaeyoung.â You quickly picked a friend that you had met in college to guarantee that your mom didnât know their parents and therefore wouldnât try to congratulate anybody behind your back.
She nodded. âAhhâŚâ
âWhose boat did you say it was, Johnny?â Mr. Suh questioned his son next. âItâs not Yutaâs, is it?â
âOh, heâs been talking about getting one since high school, hasnât he?â Johnnyâs mom laughed.
âYep, itâs his,â Johnny nodded along.
Your dad appraised the four of you. âAnd he couldnât even help you all?â
âWell, itâs mine too,â Jaehyun once again came in for the save. âWe went in halfsies on it after my promotion. He was busy tonight, so I just went ahead and moved it.â
âJungwoo, isnât it?â Mr. Suh called out to the Galarii.
âYes, sir.â He hastily gave a polite bow, fidgeting with the ballcap under the older manâs gaze.
âHow did you get roped into their three-ring circus?â
âYes, itâs better to stay out of the line of fire, especially where our kids are concerned,â your dad chuckled.
âI donât mind helping, really,â Jungwoo replied, gaze hesitantly skittering over to you. You gave him an encouraging smile.
Johnnyâs mom patted your cheek then. âIâm sure our Y/N must be tired after that trip. Weâll let you all go.â
âThank you, Auntie,â you said appreciatively, giving her a kiss on the cheek as well as you tried to escape with the other guys.
Before you could fully retreat from the room, however, your mom caught your hand. The two mothers exchanged a look as they gestured for you to stoop down to their level. You obliged.
âKeep an eye on that new one, sweetie,â Mrs. Suh rather obviously pointed to Jungwoo even as she whispered.
âHe couldnât take his eyes off you this whole time,â your mom added, just as hushed as her friend.
âGoodbye, Auntie.â you purposefully ignored their statements, giving them final hugs and kisses goodbye. âGoodbye, Mom.â
As the four of you walked from the front door to Johnnyâs waiting car far down the dirt driveway, Jungwoo sidled up to you.
âMay I uh⌠May I know what that was about?â He asked quietly. âWhen they pointed at me?â
You giggled, stopping to pull on his shoulder and bring his ear down to you. âThey were warning me about you. Said you couldnât take your eyes off me.â
Jungwoo chuckled breathily. âAn acute observation.â
âThey said I should keep an eye on you.â
âThat makes me sound dangerous.â
âWellââ
âHey!â Johnny called out from the end of the drive, standing at his car and spinning his keys around his finger. âAre you done?â
âIâve got class tomorrow!â Jaehyun added, though the teasing was apparent in his tone.
âComing!â You chirped back, starting down the driveway again.
Johnny easily navigated back to your apartment, drumming his thumbs on the steering wheel to the melody playing over his speakers. He finally broke the peaceful quiet in the car as your building was approaching.
âSo how long are my parents going to be housing the boat?â He asked dryly.
âOh, uhm,â you and Jungwoo looked at each other uncertainly. âIâm not sure yet. A few days, maybe more. Is that okay?â
âThatâs fine. Just let me know when heâs going back.â
âRight. Yeah.â
He put the car in park and got out to give you one more hug on the sidewalk in front of your building. Your friend let out a deep breath with you still in his arms. âIâm really glad youâre back, Y/N. Iâm serious.â
âI know, John,â you replied, hugging him back. âThank you.â
Waving to Jaehyun through the window, you and Jungwoo headed inside. Thankfully, you hadnât missed your rent payment while you were gone, so you still had an apartment to go back to. Looking at the day on your phone, you realized that youâd normally have work tomorrow.
âI wonder if Iâve been fired,â you snickered to yourself, closing your front door behind Jungwoo. He looked back at you, clearly worried, but you waved his concern off. âI hated that job anyway.â
The Galarii peered out past your curtains at the full moon in the sky. âItâs late. You should get some rest.â
âIâm not tired,â you admitted. âI think Galarian days are longer or something.â
âDo you remember what you were going to say? In the driveway at Johnnyâs parentsâ home?â
âHm? Oh, when you were asking me about what our moms said?â You stretched your arms above your head. âYou were confused because they made your interest in me sound dangerous. You almost died because of it, why are you confused about that?â
âI understand how it can be dangerous to me, but that doesnât happen to you.â He stepped closer to you, cocking his head in confusion.
You sat down on your couch, gesturing for him to sit with you. âTo humans, it still can be. Falling in love with the wrong person, exposing yourself like that. It can get you hurt, physically or emotionally. Sometimes theyâre a bad person, or sometimes youâre both good people with the right intentions, but it still goes wrong.â
Jungwooâs eyes widened. âAnd you still choose to do this? Over and over?â
âYes, we do,â you laughed. âWhat other choice do we have?â
In the late afternoon, after you and Jungwoo had finally woken up and eaten breakfast, you went out for a walk at the seaside. Taking a deep breath in, you reveled in the feeling of the warm rays of sun on your skin again.
âLook at that blue sky,â you beamed up appreciatively. âActually, I think Iâm just happy to see any sky again.â
âReally?â Jungwoo prompted you.
âAfter being underground for so long? Yeah, being in a wide-open space feels good.â You did a big spin with your arms open. The beach was relatively empty in the middle of the week with most everyone at work. âDonât get me wrong, it was cool to see where youâre from.â
âI like it here too,â he agreed with a smile as you returned to his side, lacing your fingers with his.
âThe guys want to get dinner later, by the way,â you informed him. âTheyâre also happy youâre not dead.â
âThatâs kind of them.â
Up ahead was a familiar area of damaged palm trees and brush, slowly beginning to grow back. You pointed to it with a grin, âLook, itâs where we met.â
Jungwoo squinted against the sun, looking at the foliage with interest. âIt is?â
âYep. Looks a bit different in the daytime, huh? And without a spaceship in it?â
âAnd I donât think we ever approached it from this side.â
âAnd thereâs no cops.â You pointed out a nearby firepit as you passed it. âThatâs where we were all hanging out when you crashed. We thought you were a shooting star at first. Hyuck told everyone to make a wish.â
âIs that a human custom?â
âSuperstition, yeah. Youâre supposed to make a wish on a shooting star.â
âWhat did you wish for?â
You grinned. âIf you tell, your wish isnât going to come true.â
âAh, I see. My apologies.â
âBut mine already came true, so thereâs no harm in saying, I think.â
Jungwoo looked at you curiously as you continued.
âI wished for something interesting to happen,â you admitted with a knowing smirk. âAnd the interesting things havenât stopped since.â
He burst into laughter, halting your leisurely stroll as he clutched his stomach. âS-Seriously?â
âSeriously.â You began listing them off on your fingers, âAlien spaceship crashing right next to us, alien inside spaceship being almost dead, alien declaring Iâm his soulmate, alien almost dying again, going to alienâs home planet to keep him from dying, alien getting better and taking me back to Earth. Been pretty interesting.â
He was still laughing, squatting down to try to compose himself.
âSo maybe it wasnât an assassination attempt that made you crash,â you said humorously. âMaybe it was my super powerful wish.â
âBut-But I was already crashing when you made that wish,â he pointed out through giggles. âYou used my-my crashing spaceship to make your wish.â
âAh, technicalities.â
Jungwoo stood up on shaky feet, and you offered him your hand to steady him. âIâm starting to think that human choice is a more powerful force than gravity.â
âReally?â
âOr at least your choices.â
You sighed, grabbing his face with two hands to look him in the eye. âJungwoo, you canât just say shit like that.â
âWhy not?��� He asked, eyes carefully watching your expression.
âBecause you just called me a cosmic force and thatâs definitely the most romantic thing anybodyâs ever said to me.â
âWhatâs wrong with that?â
âBecause it makes me want to kiss you stupid on this public beach.â
His breaths trembled in the space between you. âThereâs nobody here.â
âYou make some good points.â You wrapped your arms around his neck, stopping before your lips met. âJungwoo.â
âHm?â His hands had settled on your waist, where they had been when you were dancing together.
âIs this okay? Can I kiss you?â
He swallowed, his eyes on yours as he hurriedly nodded. âYes.â
You didnât need to be told twice, slotting your mouths together finally. Jungwoo let out a hum of delight in the back of his throat, the curl at the corner of his lip apparent. His smile only continued to grow with each passing moment as you made good on your promise, bringing a hand around to cup his cheek.
When you dropped back onto flat feet again, he was standing there with a dazed, content smile on his face. His iridophores were no longer just glinting in the sun, they were fully pulsing with a soft, glowing light from under his skin, like a little heartbeat. You reached a hand up towards his cheek, and he stayed still as you traced over them in fascination. After a few moments, the glow faded away, and they were back to their normal reflective state.
âWhat was that?â You whispered breathlessly. âAre you okayââ
âIâm great,â he promised, taking one of your hands and kissing the back of it. âTheyâll do that sometimes. When Iâm really happy.â
âGod, okay,â you relaxed. âIt was like I really did have a fallen star in my hands.â
âIf you say something romantic back, does that mean I get to kiss you stupid?â
âThis is a concerning precedent Iâve set, isnât it?â
âItâd only be fair.â He pouted.
You looked around, finding the beach still vacant of other patrons. âAlright, alright.â
After getting dinner with your friends, you and Jungwoo declined any rides offered, taking the long way back to your apartment.
âThe guys were happy to hang out with you again,â you said brightly.
âYes, it was nice to see them all,â Jungwoo replied.
âI canât believe Hyuck asked you if you had tentacles though, honestly,â you shook your head. âHe needs to keep that between him and incognito mode.â
âI take it he wasnât being scientifically rigorous?â
You snorted, âNo.â
You looked up at the navy blue sky, dotted with so few stars.
âWhat does the night sky look like on Galaria?â You asked Jungwoo. âI didnât see it while we were there.â
âMany more stars,â he answered quietly. âI think because we donât have any permanent light fixtures on our surface.â
âAh, no light pollution. Must be nice.â
âIt is.â
There was a comfortable lull in conversation, cars passing by and the distant sounds of city life continuing around you.
âYou said once that you wouldnât be happy behind a desk now that you knew that aliens existed,â Jungwoo recalled. âSince youâve been to space and have come back home⌠Do you feel the same? Do you want to stay here?â
You tilted your head back and forth as you thought, still looking up at the stars. Finally, you answered, âWhile I was on Galaria, I needed to come home, to make sure everyone knew I was okay. And now that Iâve done that, I keep thinking about what we couldâve done on that trip if you hadnât been, you know, dying.â
His voice was guarded as he prompted, âSo youâŚâ
âSo if youâre asking me to come with you, Jungwoo, the answer is yes.â You looked over at him knowingly.
âOh!â His iridophores were glowing again as he wrapped his arms around you tightly, vibrating with energy. âThereâs so many places I can take you! Youâll love Irwon, and the lagoons in Til-Wyn, and I need to check that the Nightbringerâs Festival hasnât happened yet!â
âSounds like a date,â you grinned, hugging him back. âSeveral, actually.â
âAnd weâll come back to Earth whenever you want. Say the word, and weâll come right back for you to stay and see your loved ones for as long as you wish.â
âThank you.â You took his hands as he let you go, catching his eye to tell him sincerely, âAnd I want to learn Galarii, too. So we can actually communicate, without one of us wearing your transcoder. Even if I speak with a silly human accent because Iâm missing a flap or whatever.â
On top of the pulsing iridophores, you saw Jungwooâs eyes get misty, a tear spilling over on one cheek as he was absolutely beaming down at you.
âJungwoo are you crying?â You asked in disbelief, wiping at it with your thumb as another fell from his other eye.
âI think I am, yes,â he nodded, feeling at his damp undereyes.
âTears of joy, I hope?â You continued dabbing at his cheeks as you tried to comfort him through his apparently bewildering situation.
âDo humans do that?â
âSometimes, yeah.â
He smiled and nodded. âThen yes, that must be it.â
âOh God, come here.â You pulled him back into your arms. âSeriously, what am I going to do with you?â
He sniffled, then supplemented, âKeep me?â
You giggled and pressed a kiss to cheek, right on his glowing iridophores. âI guess so. Finders keepers, after all.â
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How Y'all met/their first reaction to you
Billy Loomis  -Movie: Ghost face
The two of you actually met through Stu, at first the two of you were just casual around each other but deep down Billy had this feeling about you he couldnât get out of his headâŚIt was almost addicting. Soon in his free time heâll watch you from afar, staring at you with hearts in his eyes. He was going to get you one way or another. He would leave small gifts at your door, flowers, some jewelry, stuffed animals, Anything to please you.
Stu Matcher -Movie: Ghost face
The two of you met on the first day of school. You have just moved to Woodsboro and Stu was your trusted buddy to show you around school and town! The both of you both had the same humor so you both became close despite Billyâs disapproval (Heâs Jelly) It barely been a month and Stu was head over heels for you and was willing to do Anything to make you his permanently. Like Billy he brought you gifts 24/7, anything you wanted or wished for was bought just for you and only you.
Mark Hoffman -Movie: Saw
You were driving home in your boyfriend's car late one night, everything was going fine but there was a strange car following you. Getting a little uncomfortable you drove to the Police station and sheepishly went inside, hoping you could just hide out there for a while. Mark, being the one of the only cops in the station, asked why you were there, as you explained he looked at the car you drove and realized it was the same car of Jigsaw's latest victim. He gave you a cup of water and went to call off Amanda, telling her about how it was the wrong person and to go to your boyfriendâs apartment. But there was just something about you that made him feelâŚWarm. He needed to know more of youâŚNo not more⌠All of you. He put cameras in your house and would watch you for Hours.
Bo Sinclair -Movie: House of wax
You and your âFriendsâ were on a road trip, it was meant to be peaceful and fun but as you took a sip of your bottle of water you started to feel light headed⌠A few hours later you woke up on the side of a road, your clothes were ripped and you were covered with bruises. Sitting up you looked around to see yourself at a gas station, it seemed empty. Suddenly you heard someone yell at you, asking you why on earth you were laying on the ground of their gas station. Looking around you looked at the man, he was a dirty blonde and pretty dirty, as if he was working on a car, roughly 6 '2 and nicely fit. He gave you a helping hand before waiting for you to explain WHY you were at his gas station just laying on the ground. You still dazed and explained your situation, as you talked you saw how his face changed from disgust at your âFriendsâ to pity. Feeling kind he offered a place to stay for a while and in return you helped around, but in the back of his mind he knew that he was never going to let you Leave as he fully set on claiming you as his⌠Permanently.
Vincent Sinclair -Movie: House of wax
(Same situation as Bo But instead on bo liking you he just pityâs you)
As Bo leads you to an empty bedroom He mentions how sometimes his brother would come around and stay in the bedroom next to yours. A few days passed of you staying with Bo but something was oddâŚYou never saw Boâs brotherâs, mainly the one who slept in the room next to yours⌠You asked Bo about it but he just brushed you off saying it was normal but offered to bring you to him. It was a brief meeting but for Vincent it was forever, He just couldnât just take his eyes off you! You were the perfect art piece, He would watch you for hours, taking notes and drawing you 24/7 until he ran out of paper.
Lester Sinclair -Movie: House of wax
(Same situation as Bo But instead on bo liking you he just pityâs you)
As Bo showed you around, the two of you encountered the youngest brother of the Sinclairâs. Quickly Lester got amused and offered to take you off Boâs hands and drive you around as he was bored. As the two of you drove around, y'all made light conversation, happily talking and cracking jokes but before long Lester realized he had to get back to work on the road :(, feeling a little confected he decided to take you with him as a make up road trip for you! (This one is sweet and not crazy XD)
Brahms heelshire -Movie: The boy
It was pretty simple, you had just moved and needed a place to stay for the time being until you had saved enough money for a house of your own. The many kind people of the town told you to live in the old manor and fix it up and in return they will bring food and stuff as thanks. For the first day you saw a list of rules, thinking nothing of it you followed them as you went along you day, the rules werenât hard or anything so it wasnât much of a problem butâŚYou wouldnât help but constantly feeling eyes on youâŚAs if Somebody was watching you through the walls. (Yaâll donât really meet until later on during first impressions đ
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Thomas Hewitt -Movie: Texas chainsaw massacre
After a few years of saving money you finally were able to move! It took a few months to get a company to do it but they made your home in the middle of state Texas and in front of a pretty white house, After a few days a nice lady knocked on your door with a pie in hand, the two of you talked as you ate the pie together, she talked about a guy named Thomas. After she left around 7pm you finally got really to bed, never realizing the Man who was watching you through the windowâŚAlthough you didnât know Thomas or who he looked like, Thomas knew you and adored how you looked in your cute little pajamas.
Michael Myers -Movie: Halloween
You had just moved right next to the Myerâs house, you didnât know much about it cause whenever you asked people they never gave a straight answerâŚOdd. But you didnât have time to poke any further as it was almost halloween! You happily got your new house all decorated and stocked up on a lot of candy days in advance. Then the day finally came. Filled with joy you happily passed out candy and small toys until you had one piece left. Looking around you saw a tall man in a blue jumpsuit and a white mask standing in front of the Myerâs house, you slightly questioned his costume choice but didnât think too much of it as you waved him over. He took a few minutes to come over but when he did you happily gave him the last piece of candy saying how lucky he is before saying good night and going back inside. Later that night as you slept you never knew about that same man Standing in the corner of your room watching you as he fell deeper in love with this âKindâ person.
The end! Please tell me if you want more and have a wonderful, horny day :D
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on a mission with 141, you and ghost are forced to act as a fake couple to gather intel on an important political figure. when he comes out without his mask on and ends up kissing you, there comes a point where neither of you can handle holding back anymore
i'm back from my break for now :) i'm sorry if this isn't that great but i tried so that's all that matters
word count: 2.8k
warnings: semi-public sex, cumming inside, unprotected sex, reader w/ vagina (who uses she/her pronouns to be safe), pussy eating
the whole group has convened inside of a hotel room across from where this big scandal will be occurring. thereâs a politician who has made plots with a terrorist group and youâve been ordered to partner up with one of the many men of 141 to act as a couple to gain entry and find your way inside to get evidence.
soap was the initial choice, but he is well-known within the ranks of this terrorist group as heâs been apart of raids involving them before. actually, all of 141 has. however, a conclusion came about when price suggested that ghost join and participate.
and here you are now, putting on a dress all too formal for you, with a dramatic face of makeup and hair curled loosely. youâre nervous to fuck this mission up as you tuck a gun into the holster you have around your thigh, knife placed safely in the smaller addition.
youâve done infiltrating before, but this is on a whole other level. your body is tense as you finally make your way back into the room with the rest of 141. âokay, i think iâm ready. how are we gonna do this?â your voice is shaky with nerves, but gaz places his hand on you and gives you a warm smile.
âweâre going to be right with you. just say the code word and weâll be there.â
âyeah, and ghost is with you too. heâll take great care of you.â
you nod at the men in the room, inhaling deeply and eventually making your way across the roads and to the grand building. itâs a museum that has a ballroom on the lower floor, used for special occasions such as this one.
you have no idea where ghost is and itâs making you worried sick, standing in this line with one of your fake tickets for entry. you find yourself tapping your foot to the ground repeatedly, an action that has a couple in front of you glaring and scoffing at the noise.
you stop, feeling embarrassed that youâre drawing attention to yourself. ânervous?â you hear a voice behind you, recognizing it as ghostâs. when you turn around, your mouth goes agape and you freeze up at the sight of this foreign man.
a suit that matches in color to yours, gelled hair, and such a handsome face. youâre in awe of the fact that ghost even had a face behind the mask, especially one so handsome.
âsimon.â you say softly, holding out your arm for him to grasp onto.
he does, strong arm gripping yours tightly as he pulls your body close to his own. âremember, love, we need to look official. weâre married tonight.â his lips, oh his lips, are right next to your ear as he whispers to you.
your face feels as though flames may burst over your skin as you breathe deeply, nodding at him and facing towards the entrance again. the lineâs moved forward a bit, so you opt to continue following until youâre nearing the security guards.
not much time passes before youâre handing your invitation cards over, and your eyes quickly pass over a tattoo on one of the guardsâ forearm. the guards are apart of the terror group, you realize from the familiar symbol pressed in red ink.
when you notice that the guardâs noticed you look, you opt to pass off your staring by leaning into ghostâs arm with a giggle. ââm so excited to be here tonight.â you fake a little slur, noticing the guardâs stiff demeanor go lax as he motions to two of you through.
you even opt to trip a little over your heels to ensure that he thinks youâre already tipsy, which seems to work as the two of you finally walk through the entrance.
âyou saw that too, right?â you ask him quietly, pulling him into a hall.
simon nods, âwe have to let them know that the security is involved like we thought.â
he presses down on the small button on his suit, speaking lowly into it. âthe security is also apart of the terror group. tread carefully once backup is needed.â
you hear footsteps approach and push into his body a little, nerves bubbling up. when a random staff member comes in, he wraps his arm around you and smiles at the worker. âiâm afraid my wife and i are a little confused, weâre trying to join the party.â he says.
the staff person leads the two of you out to the main ballroom, adorned with seating and what looks to be a dancefloor. you arenât shocked by the classical music playing rather loudly, announcing your fake names with simon for the person to help find your seating arrangements.
once youâre seated, the most boring part begins. more people show up, and then the man youâre investigating does an announcement. it happens to be some bullshit about how he wants nothing more than to help the community. after this, itâs time to finally do some snooping around.
âwe should stay together.â simon says, and you nod at him.
as you begin walking around the space of the building, you opt to have some conversation. âwhatâs this guy up to exactly?â you ask your superior.
âtrafficking.â
âoh, guns? drugs?â
âneither, actually. children.â
you decide that asking anymore questions may be pointless as you find a room that has several others inside admiring artworks. âshould we look here?â you ask, looking up at him.
he glances down at you with a nod. âcould be something useful.â
unfortunately, thereâs no evidence of anything suspicious inside of that room. you keep looking around together in different rooms for anything thatâs suspicious: a lot of the terrorist members, large groups of people acting shady, anything. but thereâs no luck yet.
you start feeling off though, like someone may be following you. you think simon can feel it too with the way his walking becomes more rushed and careful.
âfollow my lead. please understand that what iâm going to do is for the sake of the mission.â his voice is soft as he mumbles, leading you into a distant bathroom and shutting the door without locking it.
you look up at him curiously, head tilting the slightest. âwhat are we doing?â you ask, eyes anxiously looking into his.
he pushes you against a wall, lips immediately crashing into yours in a deep kiss with his hands pulling yours to hook around his neck. you freeze for a moment before reciprocating his touch, leaning into it and even letting out a small moan at the feeling.
his body is pressed into yours, teeth knocking against yours for a moment before moving more comfortably. you canât tell if this is even for the mission anymore with the way his tongue is invading your mouth and just how hard you can feel him getting in his pants.
however enjoyable this may be for the both of you, itâs cut short.
the door bursts open and you both pull away rather hesitantly, seeing two of the security from earlier backing away from the doorway. âiâm sorry, do you mind? weâre busy in here.â simon says in an annoyed tone, watching the two men sheepishly walk away and close the door.
your breathing is heavy and you feel dizzy as you look at him, seeing an emotion in his eyes that can only be lust. you gulp and try to do anything to look away from him and focus on the mission at hand, but when his hand pulls your chin up to keep your eyes on him you couldnât give less of a fuck about anything else.
âwe need to-â
âno. just shut up.â he says before leaning down and kissing you once more. his movements become more feverish as his hands run down your body, caressing your waist and squeezing at your hips.
his lips are downright addictive, leaving a yearning inside of you that youâre certain can never be satiated. one of his hands reaches to the side and you hear the lock on the door click before itâs wrapping around your throat.
you sigh against his lips and finally give into it all, a certain thrill rising up and making you even more desperate as you whine against his lips. his thigh presses in between your thighs and it makes you gasp, which is when he takes the chance to let his tongue enter your mouth.
his lips begin moving down your jaw to your neck and he bites at your throat before heâs playing with the bottom of your dress and pulling the fabric up and showing off your cute little panties.
âyou can be quiet, yeah?â he asks, and you bite your lip and nod.
he props you up onto the counter, dress lifted, before getting down onto his knees and letting his fingers brush against your panties. the small amount of stimulation has you closing your eyes tightly, sucking in a deep breath.
his thumb brushes against your clit through your panties before firmly caressing the area. you throw your head back, whispering out the word âpleaseâ to him.
he reaches towards the top of your panties and pulls them down, also opting to remove the holster that holds your gun and knife. when your panties are fully removed, he stares at your glistening pussy like itâs a meal ready for him to eat.
âbeautiful.â he mutters, face leaning down closer. when he presses a kiss against your clit you mewl out, clasping a hand over your mouth and clenching your eyes shut tightly.
his hands reach down and pull your lower lips open, tongue reaching out and circling against your clit in repeated motions. your head is spinning, body beginning to grow sweatier and pleasure rising through your lower half.
his lips eventually suckle around your clit and you find yourself gasping out, free hand reaching and pulling at his soft hair. you know youâre probably fucking up the style he did, but donât care with the way he plays with your pussy.
as his movements continue, never faltering, you can feel your orgasm grow quickly. the music plays distantly behind the door but you can barely hear it over the wet noises his mouth makes against your pussy and your own quiet moans.
his assault feels never ending, sparks igniting up your spine and sending goosebumps across your body as you reach your high. you try hard not to cry out, biting down on your lower lip so hard that blood is drawn and your eyes are rolling back from both the pleasure and the pain.
âthere ya go. good girl.â he says lowly, lightly rubbing on your clit with his thumb until your hips are twitching and trying to back away from him due to the overstimulation.
he finally lifts himself up and leans towards you, capturing your lips with his own once more intensely. you moan against his lips when his hips grind into your bare thighs, opening your knees to invite him in for more.
heâs quick to undo the belt on his trousers, quickly tossing it aside and then finally releasing his cock from his pants. you find yourself looking down at it and biting your bottom lip.
you should be working right now, but instead youâre about to do something that could get the both of you into so much trouble. any logic or reason is thrown out of the window when the tip of his dick rubs against you, slick sounds filling your ears as you look at him with the utmost want in your eyes.
âyou ready?â
âplease.â
his lidded eyes gaze at you lazily as he pushes just the tip in, searching your face for any discomfort or pain. your mouth falls open loosely as you sigh at the feeling of how big he is.
as he pushes inside of you, he lets out a soft moan, âfuck, you feel so good.â
you just know that his moaning will now be one of your most favorite sounds. he keeps pushing in, and eventually, bottoms out with his pelvis brushing against you.
you feel so full and already exhausted, but thereâs a buzz thatâs bubbling up within you that has you so ready for more. his breathing is so heavy in your ear as he leans into you, lips pressing against your own gently.
gentle for just a moment, before it becomes more needy and forced. thatâs when his hips pick up movement, and youâre reeling away from his lips and pressing against him at the heaviness of his movements inside of you.
âoh my fuck.â you whimper out in a high-pitched tone, teeth gnawing down on your bottom lip once more as your pussy throbs against him.
his thrusts start going harder and more urgently in a manner that has clapping echo against the walls of the bathroom. you can tell he wants to finish this fast, to get back to what youâre both supposed to be doing.
âgonna make this quick. i can take my time with you another day.â he says in a rushed tone, voice cracking a little as he picks up his pace even more.
one of his hands reaches out and grasps at your throat, squeezing just enough to have you wheeze out a moan. you find yourself lightheaded and in a dizzy haze that makes his cock feel even better than before.
your hands grip onto the arm latched out in front of you, eyes shutting and biting down on your bottom lip through struggled breaths as he continues his assault on your pussy.
you can already feel an orgasm brushing up on you from the friction against your clit, which only worsens as he leans closer to thrust at a different angle.Â
âyâdoing so good, yeah?â he says in a gruff tone, going faster and faster.
you feel like youâre going to cum in any moment with the way his thrusts angle so heâs rubbing on your clit, and your toes curl once it hits you for the second time of the night.
you cry out, wheezing when his hand tightens its grip on your throat. you feel like you might pass out as it hits hard, simonâs thrusts becoming somehow inhuman as he moans out quietly.
eventually his hips stutter and heâs cumming inside of you head leaning down and resting on your shoulder as he keeps thrusting with small grunts and groans escaping his mouth.Â
both of you are breathing heavily as you sit there for a moment, him pulling out and quickly fixing himself. he helps you regain some composure silently, eyes continuously finding your own with a certain glint to them.
âwe shouldnât have done this.â you whisper to him.
âbut we did. letâs get this over with. quickly.â
you follow him out of the room after you both fix up your hair and clothing to look the same as before. you donât know it but your makeup is smudged in a way that makes it obvious to those around you that you were up to something in that bathroom.
it doesnât take long before you find yourself in a room with two guards knocked out cold, and youâre helping ghost with looking through some important documents that show what the politician has really been up to behind the scenes.
after just a few minutes, you and ghost have to call for the rest of 141 to come inside for backup. itâs hard to not make all of the citizens panic when gunshots end up fired, but eventually youâre all packed into a room and finding out that this location is holding a group of individuals who would be traded for money for this politician.
itâs a long and tiring mission with a hopeful conclusion. the politician ends up arrested and you help the local police with rescuing and assisting many of these children with getting to a local area where they will be reunited with their families.
you feel like you will die of embarrassment when soap drops the news of ghost accidentally turning his mic to communicate with the team on during your lovely adventure, and specifically while he was fucking you in the bathroom.
neither of you get into trouble due to the success of the mission, but price sternly warns the both of you (mostly ghost) that if this ever happens again you will both be forced to clean every surface of the base using only a toothbrush for each of you.
despite everything, you and ghost reach a different level of intimacy on a free night. and you make sure itâs not in a bathroom surrounded by people who might kill you if they know what youâre up to.
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thought of a cute eddie and roan request!! since itâs almost summer time they go to the pool or beach?? roans having a blast
thank you!! dad!eddie takes you and his baby for a trip to the beach (lake)!! this is when they haven't been together as long and roan is younger!! dad eddie x fem!reader âĽď¸ 3k
Eddie's daughter is nearly five years old, about 3ft 5in, and weighs less than fifty pounds. She has slightly chubby cheeks, a huge smile, and she has never been this excited in her life.Â
"I swear I've taken her on vacation before," Eddie says, his eyes moving between the road, the side of your face, and Roan's joyous expression in the rear view mirror almost frantically.Â
You push your sunglasses up your nose. "I believe you. I've seen the photos, Edward."Â
He snorts. "You know that's not my name."Â
"But it makes derision much funnier to call you something formal."
"You usually go with Munson."Â
"I'm feeling festive today, it's such a good day."Â
Roan agrees from the back with a small shout.Â
You turn in your seat before Eddie can, eyes creased with affection when you see her again. Roan is in her best summer dress with her hair braided back out of her face, ending before her ears so her curls can take centre stage. She's got her delicate blue cardigan on, and a sandwich in her hands. You've been trying to break the long drive into smaller bits for her with snacks and songs, and it's worked thus far.Â
"Do you want another sandwich, baby?" you ask, clicking open the the tupperware in your lap. "We've only got PB and J left, Eds. Can I give her that? I don't wanna ruin her dress."Â
"If she wants it," he says, shrugging. His expression is cut short as he turns the wheel sharply to the side. "Woah! Sorry, ladies, I almost missed the turn. What a loser."
You tear Roan's sandwich into a smaller one and hand it back through the seats. "Try not to get it on your dress, princess, it's so pretty," you plead.Â
"I won't," she says. As soon as you hand her the sandwich she drops it on her skirts. She's just old enough to understand what's happened, and giggles like she thinks she's about to be told off.Â
You've seen Eddie do it enough times. Roan drops a crust or spills a drink and Eddie pretends to be cross, eyebrows drawn together in an unconvincing glare. "Roan," he always says, and if he can reach he chucks her under the chin with his knuckle, "how dare you. You know accidents aren't allowed."Â
It warms your heart that her reaction to a potential chastisement is laughter.Â
Roan has firmly passed baby stage: she doesn't look like a big baby, she looks like a very small child, with deceptively long arms and legs. She waves one leg toward you and says in her high-pitched, sometimes illegible voice, "My shoe's coming off."Â
Her shoe isn't coming off, but the buckle around her ankle has come undone.Â
"Oh no," you dote, leaning through the two front seats of Eddie's car to help. "What happened? You're too happy, babe, all your dancing must've wiggled the buckle free."
"I'm too happy," she agrees, "we're going to the beach now."Â
"We're nearly there," Eddie says.Â
Indiana Beach is an amusement park on Lake Shafer ninety miles away from Indianapolis, which is a good eighty miles from Hawkins. If you were to draw this journey on a map, it would look like the hands of a clock at three thirty, or a 'Y' without one of its eyes. With Eddie's cautious driving but not much traffic, it had taken you guys nearly three hours from the time you set off from his trailer at seven in the morning to now. It's an aching amount of time to confine a child, and Roan hasn't slept a wink, so her happy attitude is miraculous and perhaps precarious.Â
Which is to say, you smother her in love and hope it will keep her from becoming too agitated. You and Eddie have already discussed the possibilities of her behaviour â if she started a screaming crying tantrum as she sometimes does, Eddie would pull over and you'd climb in the back. If your company didn't help, he'd pull over again and you'd take a break wherever you were. If she still didn't improve, you'd think about going home. The point of the trip is for Roan to have fun.
You can see the Galaxi from a mile away, a huge curling roller coaster on the Indiana Beach pier. Eddie starts grinning, really smiling, the kind you don't get to see very often. He smiled like that when he asked you to be his girlfriend outside of the Hawk movie theatre, and he smiled worse when you told him you loved him for the first time, your hand pressed against his chest and your face hiding in the crook of his neck.Â
"Ro!" he says loudly, turning onto a side street in search of the parking lot, "look, baby! Can you see the lake? The beach? It's so sunny, oh my goodness."Â
His hand reaches across for you. He squeezes your leg roughly, and it aches in the best way, fingertips digging into the soft inside of your thigh. You can't help laughing, pleasantly startled by his obvious joy.Â
Roan starts talking and you're sorry but you're not an expert in her warbling yet, not when she's speaking a mile a minute. You catch "beach," and "sunshine," and "daddy!" but that's about it.Â
He drives into a ticket parking lot a fifteen minute walk from the pier and finds a space with ease. You quickly undo your belt and get out, stretching your arms behind your back and leaning forward to roll your neck out. You're sore from all the back and forth, attention split between Eddie and Roan for the last three hours.Â
Eddie gets out on the other side, and he should get Roan's stroller first, but it was never going to happen. He opens Roan's door and the excited stream of chatter increases between the both of them. You come around the back of the car and watch him pull her out of her car seat, fussing over her skirts and her hair and her tiny shoes. He makes one of those heaving dad groans when he picks her up, one arm skewed under her butt and the other behind her back. It's more hug than carry.Â
"Hey, baby," he says, "how's that? Is it nice to be out of the car?" His hand moves to her legs. "Should we do some walking and stretching?"Â
He rubs her legs.Â
"Daddy, it's sunny, it's likeâ like with Uncle Wayne, when'd he says that the sunshine is out to play," she says, her hands moving from her chest and into the air above her head like a burst. "It's not messing around!"Â
You laugh, your heart melted to a wet goo. Eddie gives you an eyeful, as if to say, Yeah, I made her, that's my kid, and I know she's the cutest thing on God's green earth, thank you very much for noticing.Â
"It's not," he agrees, putting her down on the ground. You stand a little ways away, knowing she won't run into traffic but worried anyhow.Â
Eddie holds one of her hands and Roan puts the other one back in the air, stretching up big and tall. Eddie strokes a hair behind her ear, and his thumb lingers affectionately on her cheek.Â
"Will you wear your hat?" he asks.Â
"Do you have a hat?"Â
"Uh, no, daddy doesn't have one," he says.Â
"But I do!" you butt in.
They turn to look at you. You open the trunk, digging through your packed bags to find the sunhat you'd brought with you. You pop it on your head and turn to smile at them. "See? So you wear yours and we'll be matching."Â
Roan doesn't hesitate to crowd your legs. You grab her hat from her 'baby' bag and place it carefully on her head. It hides her beautiful hairdo, but it'll keep her safe from the heat. She looks you in the face and grins.Â
"Beautiful," you compliment.Â
Eddie doesn't look quite as summer ready as you both. His hair is down, shiny clean but unlikely to stay that way considering the heat. He's wearing blue denim rather than black, something he'd spoken of with horror but more than pulls off, and a black Motorhead t-shirt. There's one chain around his neck that he never takes off, but besides that he's sans jewellery.Â
"Roan," he says, "we're gonna walk to the pier to stretch our legs, but you have to hold hands. And you can sit down in the stroller when they're tired again." She nods hurriedly at the idea that she'll be free for a while. "Okay. Alright."Â
Eddie gets her stroller out and unfolds it, putting her baby bag in the seat. You rake your fingers through the ends of Roan's hair while you wait, the sun warming the back of your neck already.Â
Eddie locks the car, and the three of you start toward the pier. Roan holds your hand and Eddie pushes the stroller out of the parking lot and onto the sidewalk that leads to the pier.Â
The smell of salt tickles your nose. Roan's hand flutters in yours like a hummingbird, excited gasps breaching her lips when you pass an ice cream stand bragging rainbow cotton candy bigger than her head, kaleidoscope gelato, Popsicles in cherry red, raspberry blue and lime green. Her eyes widen at the sight of huge diamond kites, yellow rubber dinghies, surfboards and wetsuits dripping water down sandy ankles.Â
You know Eddie's been saving. He confessed, when you'd brought up your concern one night, that he wants her to have everything.Â
What's going on? you'd asked, frowning at his bedraggled face after another late shift. You knew Wayne had been picking Roan up from daycare to let him keep working, and it just hadn't been like Eddie to do that. You can tell me anything.
You'd been expecting, regrettably, money troubles. The Munson's aren't rich but they've never been hurting for money since you met, and all these extra hours has you assuming the worst.Â
Eddie rubbed a tired eye. I just want her to have everything. I don't want to say no. Not even once. When we go on vacation, I want her to point at things and I want her to know how it feels to be able to have them without a fight.Â
Admirable, a tinsy bit silly. Of course he wants that, isn't that what everyone wants for their children? Admirable, because he wanted it and he worked for it, and he saved up enough to bring Roan here and spoil her within an inch of her life. Silly, because Roan doesn't ask for much. She does ask for stuff, of course, but she's not gonna beg him for a two hundred dollar professional kite, or state of the art arm floaties. But just because you think it's a little silly doesn't mean you aren't incredibly in love with him, impressed by and proud of his efforts.Â
He wants to get Roan everything. And so they start with shaved ice.Â
It's the second stand you see, just off of the pier with a long, long line. Eddie scoops her up off of the floor so she can see the different flavour combinations, and it's no surprise when she chooses all the pinks and red. Strawberry, cherry, and pink lemonade. The cone is bigger than her hands and costs a ridiculous seven dollars.Â
The small smile on Eddie's lips when he can crack out a crisp twenty dollar bill and hand it over makes you smile, too. It's satisfying. All that hard work was worth it for this moment.Â
And the moment after. Eddie takes the snow cone and Roan audibly sighs.Â
"Oh, my gosh," she says.Â
You laugh. Eddie looks at you from over his shoulder and beams.Â
Roan wants to do everything, as Eddie predicted. She plays arcade games she's too short for, hoisted up on his knee or in your arms, face screwed in concentration every time, and though the controls escape her she loves hitting the big red button and watching the claw come down.Â
But she also wants stuff money can't buy. She wants Eddie to hug her when the clown walks past because he's big and bright and a little scary. She wants kisses when they stand at the side of the pier to look at the lake, blue and clear as an ocean, and drops some of her own against Eddie's sweaty cheek when she's been loved up. She wants you both to swing her by the hand when you're walking down the ramp to the beach, which is difficult but not impossible with the stroller in Eddie's other hand.Â
She wants to get ice cream, and a slurpee despite her half eaten snow cone. She wants soft pretzels and churros and a hotdog with extra onions. She wants a surfboard, and you dissuade Eddie from getting her one of the proper ones in favour of a floatie.Â
She wants you to put the finishing touches on her crumbly sand castles, and to cuddle in your lap when Eddie makes her drink from a cold bottle of water. When you've been sat in the sun so long that your brain is jellified and you have more sand in your shoes than sock, she springs up from her stomach where she'd been kicking her little feet drawing smiley faces in the sand and demands you take her down to the waterfront. You leave your towels on and the stroller further up the bank and pray for the best, and Eddie peels out of his t-shirt and rolls up his pants a couple of feet from the water. Eddie pulls her sandy dress off to reveal the swimming costume she'd been wearing underneath, a bright yellow costume with a skirt, not too tight to hurt, and bends down at the waist to talk to her as they wait for the water to rush in. You encourage armbands over her elbows.Â
"It's gonna be cold, Ro, so we have to run in! Are you ready?"Â
"I'm super ready!" she says, squeezing his hand and squaring her shoulders.Â
You secure her bands and take her other hand into your right hand, your shoes in your left, bracing yourself for the shock.Â
You run in full pelt and screaming with joy. Roan's voice turns into a stream of "oh my god oh my gosh daddy pick me up'd it's too cold oh my gosh," as the water covers your calves and her waist. Eddie immediately leans down to pick her up, out of choices and surprised by her loud aversion. Water stains him from knee to navel.Â
"It's not that bad, babe," he says, though he meets your gaze over her head and mock glares at your shaking head. It's freezing. "We just have to get used to it. Ready?"Â
He doesn't let her get ready. He doesn't let you get ready. He grabs your wrist and pulls you with him, fighting the cold as the gentle lake tide laps at your waists.Â
"Eddie, our pants!" you protest. You'd brought spare clothes in case of any accidents. This is decidedly not an accident.Â
"Please, sweetheart, just come in," he says.Â
He should legally be prevented from saying please and sweetheart in the same sentence. You submerge yourself to the waist as he wanted and stand there in the water, the taste of river water heavy on your lips now, splashes of cold wetting higher up your chest. It's close to intolerable, the only saving grace the heavy heat of the sunshine above you.
"How's that, Roanie?" he asks.
He's clearly having a blast. His eyes are brighter than the sun dappling that kisses the waves.Â
"It feels squishy," you say, adjusting your footing in the sandy bottom of the lake.Â
"This is so FUN!" Roan shouts, letting go of Eddie's neck to put her hands in the water. She splashes the surface and soaks Eddie's t-shirt to the neck in the process.Â
You almost fall over trying to find his waist in the blue. You wrap and arm around Roan and Eddie wraps and arm around you, the three of you much too deep in the lake and with no plans of turning around just yet.Â
"This is so fun," he says, kissing her cheek, kissing yours. "We should do this every year."Â
You smile at his chest.Â
You hadn't realised, yet, that he wanted you every year. Roan babbles her agreements, talking about her snow cone and the sunshine and her floatie. She stops suddenly.Â
Eddie rubs her shoulder, water shining across her pale skin. "What, babe?"Â
"Daddy, where's my floatie?"Â
You head back up the beach to find it. Her stroller and your towels have been left alone, but the floatie must've been too tempting.Â
Eddie, without complaint, goes to buy another.Â
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Fic preview for DMC friends. Takes place post DMC5, Dante and Sparda centric, and is very much unfinished. This is only the first 2200 words of a currently 3400 word also unfinished fic, but I thought it would be fun to share the beginning before I lose all steam!
The seal shatters.
Sparda lets out a sputtering breath, falling to the floor.Â
Finally, finally, he is free.
Everything exists in a haze, the lingering remnants of the spell which had captured him locking away memory and reason, the length of his capture, the method by which it was achieved, and the purpose of it sitting outside the distance he can reach, but it matters not. He is free. He is free. Escape is within his grasp.
Energy spills forth from the fragmented bindings that once held him, the remains of his prison disintegrating around him as whatever magic had kept them in place finally, ultimately, fails. His hands shake as he raises them, the light of a magic circle flickering at his feet until it too dissipates, an unknown length of time having sapped enough of Spardaâs strength that heâs unable to make out anything but the presence of a blurry glow before he is left in total darkness. Shudders wrack his too-thin frame as a power exceeding his own barely-there energy cowers at its touch. For a brief moment, the glow beneath him roars to life, a screech grating against his eardrums as a dying seal attempts to draw strength from the leylines crossing under this place.Â
Yet the hum of the circle quickly dies. The world around him goes silent. Power flows back into the earth and away from this place, leaving it empty and cold.Â
There is no presence but his own. Whoever had sealed him is gone, the air still and stale and unnervingly empty.Â
It matters not. The method of his entrapment has failed. Whether it is a temporary failure or permanent one he does not know. He cannot risk being captured- siphoned from? Perhaps? His body is weak, his flesh sallow, his head pounding, and the demonic energy which heâd always retained to at least some extent since heâd sealed the vast majority of his power along with the Demon World is near absent, the faintest of faint threads of it so meager as to perhaps be naught more than a memory- and thus cannot stay to investigate. Whoever caught him- by whichever means they caught him- he has not the strength to pursue.Â
Nor does he have the true desire for it. For now, drained as he is, all he wants is to hide and sleep. To nest and recover. To lie undisturbed for an age as his strength returns and the world moves on without him or his power. He canât afford to lose any more. Not with the way his body trembles and his chest aches in a way it has not in millennia, demonic senses dulled to the point theyâre unable to supplement the failing human hearing and vision this form possesses.Â
The world is muffled and blurred. He feels numb. He is not safe. He cannot remain where he is. He needs to find shelter. He must escape.
As he emerges from the cave in which heâd been trapped, something in the distance calls out to him.Â
A remnant of his power. A familiar energy. A Beacon.
Safety. Security. Recovery. Health.
He stumbles forth.Â
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Sparda cannot say how long he walks for.Â
Weak as his body feels, drained as he is compared to the state in which he should be, he is nonetheless more durable than a human, and his steps continue past a setting and rising sun, the number of which heâs too dazed to count, aware of the difference in the light, but not able to truly process or remember enough of the passage of time or even the motions of his own flesh to be certain of the count.
He passes by human settlements. Through one or two. Along a road with rushing vehicles which for a miracle do not hit him. Whispers and shouts fade out of his memory, unnecessary to the purpose of his trip. The rush of air from a giant mass of steel narrowly missing him doesnât shake him; normally were he to be hit, it would cause minor damage at most. He has not the energy to consider what excess damage might be caused were he to be hit in his current state.Â
In time he enters a city, the buildings looming over him tall and unfamiliar. He does not care for places like this. With his wings unavailable to him, he feels trapped.
Yet it is in the city that the Beacon lies.Â
And so he stumbles forth, step by step, strength fading, his trip having drained him of what little of his energy reserves remained after his capture.
He will reach it. The Beacon. Safety. Security. A place to recover. A place of his power. A relic heâd imbued or an old hideaway of his, he thinks through the haze that has enveloped him. Something precious to him. Essential. Unbelievably strong in his weakened state.Â
It will protect him as he recovers. If he can merely latch onto it- reclaim the power he imbued it with and take it into himself to heal his wounds and restore his lost power- he will be able to return to a state in which his body is not failing him, in which he feels himself and not a mere ghost, in which memory and reason are more than just dreams, and so pursue it he will until his legs fail him.
He reaches a building.
He pushes over the door.
The Beacon is inside.
As the last of his strength leaves him, he hears a shout, feels a familiar brush of power, and then knows no more as the realm of unconsciousness lays down its claim and a blackness different to that which heâd been trapped in for so, so long settles around him.
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Twice does consciousness brush against Sparda before he wakes. The first is to the rumbling of a human voice, low and indiscernible through the static of the void in which Sparda resides, viscous and heavy and unwelcome to the idea of wakefulness. He makes out no words before sleep claims him once more. To his tired ears, the voice is little more than colorful sound. The second is to a brush of energy so like his own, yet- tainted, somehow, or rather different, the quality or morality or justification for it indeterminate through the fog of sleep, not nearly as heavy as before yet thick enough still to keep him downed. Despite the difference between the energy that brushes over him and the energy slowly building in his own core, there is something that feels right to it, as if the energy was meant to morph, meant to change, meant to turn into something no longer Spardaâs but its new owner's own. The realization takes much out of him, and with it does Sparda drift off once more.
When he finally does wake, itâs to the thrum of a machine, mechanical and uneven, as if the thing is struggling to stay on. He is warm- truly warm, a warmth that not only sits in the air and blankets his body, but bubbles in his core, the chill that pervaded every inch of his being during his imprisonment replaced by a sense of calm and welcome. He is healing. Slowly, but assuredly. Though his trek may have drained the last of his energy reserves, they will replenish themselves with time. Especially now that he's found himself-
His eyes, having struggled not to close as the lull of sleep tried to claim him even as wakefulness fought its way forth, snap open. Realization washes over him.
This place feels familiar, yes.Â
But he has never been here before. And it is most certainly not his domain. It quite distinctly bears the claim of another.Â
âMorning, Sunshine.â
Sparda's breath catches in his throat. He's sitting up at this point, left hand clinging to the bed while his right clenches the sheets that have bunched at his waist. A wave of dizziness washes over him; his strength yet wanes, and the quick movement nearly overwhelmed him.Â
The one who spoke is to his left. Sparda's vision struggles to focus on the speaker- on the Beacon, that thing that feels so much like him yet a thing all its own, that thing which is in fact a conscious being, he now realizes, and that another being absorbed and converted his power so readily sits leaden in the pit of his stomach- as he blinks the dizziness away.
The Beacon does not Speak as Sparda's vision clears. They merely wait. It is an uneasy few seconds.
When his sight returns to the level at which it should be while he's in human form, Spqrda is dealt yet another mental blow.
âYou-â
The face that greets him is yet another unfamiliar familiar thing. For it is very much like his own.
âIt's been a while, huh?â
Sparda is left speechless. No words arise.
For before him-
Is kin.Â
And the memories which had lied out of his grasp since his capture and through his escape emerge from the cave in which they'd nested, heavy and hearty and leaving him aching for all he has lost for he has no kin in the human world save his sons, and if this is his son- or, he prays it is not the case, for if it were true it would mean he'd been gone even longer, but if this man is perhaps a descendant of one of his sons- then he has been gone far, far longer than he'd meant to leave for. The Beacon- his kin, his son, he thinks, but which one, which one- stares.
âHow about we start with an introduction?â his kinsman asks, tilting the chair he's sitting in until its back clicks against the wall. âYou go first.â
âYou are-âÂ
Sparda cuts himself off again. He has lived for millennia, seen ages be born, live, and die, and the few weeks he was conscious between leaving his beloved wife and children were not long enough to forget his boys and their personalities. If this is one of his sons, then confusing him for the other will goâŚquite badly. If he's to pick a name, he must be correct.
But which one is it? Which child of his is this, if either?Â
He knows now why the Beacon's energy felt so familiar; it was his own, though a generation or more removed, and demonic families tend to share energy signatures to at least some degree. Vergil and Dante had been young when he'd left and their energy signatures had been close enough to his own, as well as near indistinguishable from one another. Certainly not different enough for him to identify which was which when only one was in front of him; it had frustrated him immensely, so used to identifying demons and even humans by their weak signatures, but Eva had lain the blame on the boysâ being twins. Normally demonic littermates felt different, but the boys were half human, and that would certainly impact their development. When next to each other there was the slightest of differences that let Sparda know the two were in fact two and not one, but he'd never been able to put the difference to words. The energy he feels coming from the man sitting before him now is different still. Yet is that because he is a different being, or because his energy has changed with ageâŚ?
The man clicks his tongue. âMm mm mmm, I said you go first, not me. That means you say who you are, then I say who I am. I'd say that's a worthy payment for me lugging you up here and cleaning you up after you collapsed on my doorstep unannounced.âÂ
Sparda looks down at what parts of his body aren't covered by the sheets. A soft, black, button up shirt covers him from collar to just above the wrist. Pulling the sheets a few inches to the side to see his waist reveals matching pants. When thinking about it, he can feel the sheet rub against his ankles. He was not wearing this outfit during his imprisonment. It's tight in the shoulders and thighs. A tolerable but imperfect fit.Â
âI thank you for your aid,â Sparda says, finally able to find the words for a full sentence. He lifts his head, staring at his savior to look for something that will give him the confirmation he needs. âI apologize for my sudden intrusion. I was in a poor state and had headed toward the nearest familiar thing. It seems to be stored here.â Or to live here, rather. But until Sparda is sure of the identity of his savior, he dare not risk more than is strictly necessary. After all- though he should only have one set of kin in the human world, born from his chosen mate and the love of his life, that is not to say he does not have kin elsewhere, and if the man before him is descended from him instead-
The man whistles. âNow really? Pretty much everything in this jointâs something either I or a trusted friend brought in, so if it was yours, I'm sorry to say it, but I think you lost your claim a long time ago.â Something dark drifts across his expression, smiling curling just the slightest bit inwards. Bitter. âIf you wanted to keep it, you shouldn't have left it behind.â
(tbc)
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the 11x04 (baby) car sex scene (with feelings) that was missing from our brotherlovers for the bottom!sam enjoyers out there On AO3
Itâs not like itâs the first time it happens. Itâs just the first time in a long time â maybe years and years? â, and maybe itâs the first time happening in the front seat. All crowded, tight and hot. Samâs having the most difficult time out of the two, with his long limbs, trying to fit where he canât, his shoulders hunched, while his brother sits back with a big old smirk. Those are rare nowadays.Â
That last time, so long ago, Dean was oh, so pissed. It was not uncommon for Dean to be pissed, really, it was like saying he had green eyes. Just a fact of life. But it stuck out that time because with all the arguing they did when Sam came back from Stanford, they went through a period of silence. A silence louder than all the pranks, yelling and old school rock. And then, that night, right before that last time, Dean was yelling again. Hoarser than ever. It sounded a lot like John, actually. But for that time, Sam was not yelling back. He snapped back less and less since they were joined byâ some angels, was it? Then, it happened all fast and angry in the backseat.Â
âLet me ease it up for ya,â Dean says with that casual humor of his, but the rough edge to his voice is anything but. Sam probably notices it. The kid spent so much of his years just staring at his left, he can draw that profile with eyes closed. He knows everything about his big brother, every line to his face, every tone to his voice, no doubt.
Dean opens the door to the driverâs seat, and pushes his seat back, as Sam steps one foot to the ground, at some dirty desert road, and readjusts himself on top. He stops for a second, hesitates, his eyes suddenly serious in contrast to Deanâs crowâs feet. Some things never change, even with all the years, the messes, the fights. They always come back to their roots, and Sam gotta worry while Dean gotta divert.
âWhat, thinking about Piper?â
Sam huffs, âShut up.â
âShe really released something in you, huh? Or rather, you did on herââ
âShe didnât do anything, Iââ Sam takes a breath. âI was thinking about this for a while.â
âWere you now?â Deanâs hands are anxious where Sam canât see them. His fingers seem eager to grab at Samâs hips, but they just dance around, grazing at the shirt. âWith all that talk about settling down, finding yourself a girl?â
âExactly.â
âWell, Iâll be damned.â
âShut up.â
They both smile at each other, and itâs obviously a release of some sort, a big relief, even though their lips donât stretch as wide anymore, not for years. The new normal for them is fairly contained smiles and exchanged looks, but thereâs little moments that resemble, just lightly, what they let pass. But this ainât a little moment. Itâs a pretty defining one, it seems.
âYou can touch me, you know,â Sam whispers when his smile fades. Deanâs anxious fingers find their way to Samâs hips, now almost shy.
âItâs been a while. More than a while.â
âI know.â
âDonât wanna hurt you.â
âLetâs worry about that after we make sure you can get it up.â
Dean Winchester was never one to receive teasing lightly. Now, he grabs Sam with intent, his fingers digging and finding their way underneath the shirt. And he yanks. The space is minimal already, but he does so Sam slides in his lap, even if just a little, making both of them groan. âThe day I canât get it up is the day Iâm a dead man.â
Sam laughs and his cheeks get flushed. This doesnât happen often or at all. It surely didnât with the girlâ Piper? Yeah, for that, he was laid back, confident. Right here, with the blush, the trembling fingers, and quivering breath, Sam seems like a different person.Â
He stretches his arm to the backseat, laying his weight completely on Dean, who grunts, âYeah, donât mind me.â Sam finds his backpack, an old thing heâs been carrying sinceâ since forever, really, probably also carrying the stains of every road trip. Maybe theyâre souvenirs.Â
âYâknow, I donât need a blanket,â Dean says by his brotherâs ear and Sam shivers, landing a shove at his shoulder as he comes back to his position, with some small plastic bottle in hand.Â
Deanâs hands reach further inside Samâs shirt. âSam Winchester, ladies and gentlemen.â
âI knew you wouldnât be prepared.â
âWell, think again,â Dean says, smug, as he reaches down, under the seat and comes up with a plastic container of his own.Â
Sam looks at it, wary. âHow long has that been in there?â
âWell, how long you got yours?â
âMineâs brand new!â
âI donât believe that for a second, weâre using mine.â
âNo, weâre not.â Sam tries fetching it, but Dean shoves his hand back. âCâmon, dude.â
âIf you want a piece of this, weâre using mine.â
Sam sighs. âFine,â he says and Deanâs smile grows bigger for a second, until Sam backs away, supporting himself at the open door to get up.
âHey, hey, hey.â Dean tugs at Samâs belt until heâs back in his lap. He lifts his plastic bottle in Samâs face and then throws it out the door. With his smile back, he takes Samâs own little bottle, opening up the cap. âRide it, cowboy.â
âGod,â Sam says between amused and disappointed. Itâs a combination often used concerning Dean.Â
Sam drops his forehead to Deanâs shoulder and they breathe together for a little while. Both of them trying to calm each otherâs nerves, it seems, without saying anything. They rely a lot on not saying anything, some form of otherly communication. But this time, at least, it appears to do the trick. Sam has his hand by Deanâs shoulder, as Dean soothes his brotherâs back with gentle fingers.Â
âYou know,â Dean says after a few minutes, voice tight. âI didnât think you would ever want to do this.â
Samâs body tenses, just slightly, and Deanâs fingers press harder against his back. âYeah,â Sam whispers.Â
âYou sure?â
âI am.â
Dean turns his face, kissing Samâs temple and they both exhale together, closing their eyes. Their movements are slow, deliberate, completely new to them. They share their breaths, slide their noses together, tease at kissing. They take their time. Up until their lips actually touch, and Deanâs pushing forward, pressing his hands firmly, opening up his mouth. Sam follows along, his fingers running through Deanâs hair, pressing close and undulating his hips.Â
Dean groans into their kiss, âAh fuck.â
They donât take their time after that.Â
Samâs pants are by the floor outside, Deanâs are by his knees, constricting his movements. Theyâre out of their jackets and shirts, only the dark t-shirts left, the one Samâs wearing folded up to his chest, where Deanâs not leaving an inch of skin untouched.Â
They rock together, clinging to each other, sharing sweat, spit and sounds and leaving all the evidence in the seats. Dean grunts where Sam whimpers, he moans where his brother gasps, and they swallow the noises with haste.Â
It goes for such a long time, the sky changes and the cold breeze intensifies. Thereâs little moments of rest, when Sam loses the strength in his thighs and they just collapse into each other, their chests pressed together, fighting for air, just like now.Â
Dean cradles Samâs face, moving his hair out of their faces. âUp for another one, Sammy?â
âHow the hell are you still standing?â Sam sounds out of breath.
âI told you, gotta be a dead man first.â
âJustâ give me a minute.â
Dean reaches for the glove compartment. âHold up, I got something to get you in the mood again.â He finds a tape and puts it on, while Sam just rests his head against his, eyes closed. He must be so tired, he doesnât even complain about the awkward position.Â
And then Dean turns up the volume. The song is one Dean, as a kid, blasted all the time, bobbing his head and singing the lyrics all wrong, next to a smiling John and a fed up Sammy.Â
Born To Be Wild by Steppenwolf is what makes Sam jolt back up. âAre you serious?â
âThatâs such a mood booster, come on.â
âI just went soft.â
âAnd I got harder.â
âI can feel you, you jerk.â
âYou have to feel the lyrics, man.â
âDonât say that stuff when youâre deep inside of me.â
Dean laughs and sings, âYeah, darling, gonna make it happen. Take the world in a love embrace. Fire all your guns at onceâ Câmon!â
âYeah, thatâs a wrap.â
Dean turns the volume down, next to a whisper, and his fingers trace back to Sam, his partially naked back all the way down to his crack where theyâre joined and his other hand finds its way to the small space between them. Itâs so obvious Dean loves the noises he gets out of Sam, the way his big eyes sparkle, locked on Samâs face.Â
They kiss, slower than before, and Dean opens a big smile through it when Sam begins moving his hips, just a little.Â
âI missed you, you know,â Sam says, low and lazy.
âI missed you, too.â
âI missed this version of us.â
They look at each other, now both of them serious, but soft around the eyes. Again communicating without words, but landing the message this time. âI missed that, too.â
The smiles they share now are even softer than that first year they came back together after some time apart, when they stole so many glances. Dean breaks the moment, of course, with a light slap to Samâs butt. âNow, get to work.â
âDean, youâre going to kill me.â
âNah, thatâs not happening, especially now. Darkness be damned.â
Sam shakes his head, a fond and tired smile on display, but his hips are increasing in speed, as Dean hums against his temple.
Like a true nature's child
We were born, born to be wild
We can climb so high
I never wanna die
#had to get this off my chest real quick#i think i was in the mood for soft teasing siblings#who also fuck of course#thank god i have this week off so i could write for a bit today#happy wincest wednesday!#fics#writing tag#wincest
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If I were to portray someone unbelievably pathetic and without any hope, would you give me another part of your #anyway mildly supernatural au?
I'll get down on my knees and pray to any god you want.
Just please give me more please.
do not even Fret i would have written more for absolutely nothing in return anyway because i just love writing AUs so much (if you could not already tell)
fun fact this is version 2.0 of what i wanted to write because tumblr didnât save a draft and i lost everything 𫶠not edited
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So much and so little time feel like theyâve passed simultaneously as John waits out the rain with Simonâand oddly enough, not once has he seen the bottom of his styrofoam cup of coffee in spite of the plentiful sips heâs certain heâs taken.
In any case.
He and Simon chat aimlessly to fill the minutes, hours, whatever itâs beenâsomething just beyond small talk, though not by much. Not until Simon decides to face John with a rather puzzling question.
âSo, then, what brings you here?â
John furrows his brow. âMy car broke down,â he says slowly. He canât help the confusion and tinge of curiosity that melt into his voice, nor can he help wondering why Simon would ask for an answer he already knows.
Yet Simon shakes his head. âNoâwhat brings you here?â
A frown tugs at Johnâs lips, his eyebrows drawing ever closer. âDinnae ken.â He shrugs helplessly, tries a different reply, âA road trip?â
Simon hums only as acknowledgment. Itâs clear in the way he narrows his eyes and scrutinizes Johnâs face that itâs still not the answer heâs looking for.
âYouâre lost,â Simon concludes.
John scoffs. âAm noâ!â He exclaims, frustration laced in his tone as he folds his arms almost defensively across his chest. âI was followinâ a GPS!â
âYou are,â Simon insists. âJust not in the way you think.â
With a huff, John drops his arms, instead reaching to curl his fingers back around the still-warm cup of coffee. His frown deepens. âHow do you mean?â
Simon tilts his head, gaze ever-analytic. âYouâre lucky,â he replies cryptically. âOr unlucky, depending on how you choose to look at it. Not many humans manage to get here.â
Now John is beyond confused. Of course, Simon had been all sorts of vague and avoidant throughout their interactions, but this? John is beginning to think this man might not be all⌠there.
âHumanâŚ?â John swallows. He shifts his weight between weary feet. âWhy would I be anything but?â
Simon takes a step away from the counter, rounds past John only to stop at the large window looking out into a small, crumbling lot and the forest beyond the road, all blurred by heavy rain. John realizes with a start that he hadnât really seen Simon move before thatâhadnât seen deliberate steps, the way he almost glides across the space; graceful, soundless.
Itâs almostâdare John sayâsupernatural.
âWell, you see, Johnny,â Simon says with a mild air of amusement, and John has barely any time to process that Simon knows his name despite it never having been given as he continues, âthereâs often a lot more than meets the eye in this world we live in. It just appears youâve looked in the right place for once.â
âI donât understand.â
Simon turns back to him, then, the glint in his eyes that same hint of unnatural as his movements. They flash, a glare almost like that of a catâs in the dark of night.
âI donât expect you to.â
Simon looks away from John again, a broad figure against the pale grey light that filters inside. Johnâs heart stutters even as he willingly brings himself closer to Simon.
âThe rain will stop soon,â Simon states disinterestedly. It hardly appears like the storm would let up any time soonâthe sky is still stained with dark and angry cloudsâbut Simon says it with such unimpressed, unwavering confidence that John thinks he may as well believe him.
âWill it?â John challenges anyway.
Simon shrugs. âNot unless you donât want it to.â
John huffs out a quiet laugh. As strange as Simon and everything heâs said is, and as much as John has questioned everything else, he decides heâll humour the man.
âMaybe just a bit longer, then.â
After all, John hasnât hated lingering in the store. No harm in indulging in such silly thoughts as controlling the weather.
Simon nods. The corners of his eyes pull upward as if heâs smiling beneath the mask heâs still refused to remove. Briefly, John wonders what other things Simon may be hiding beneath it.
Simon concurs, âThen so it is.â
#ask#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghost mw2#soap mw2#ghost x soap#ghoap#soapghost#ghostsoap#writing#alternate universe#anyway mildly supernatural au
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another lil coda for day 4 of robstar week. i kind of re-imagined the time during the brotherhood of evil plot where the titans were split across the world. loved the idea of the team having lil meet ups and late night calls and just taking whatever they can get to be with each other @robxstar
day 4 - downtime
how we touched and went our separate ways
The hot Nevada sun is just beginning to set beyond the horizon when Robin parks his motorcycle outside of a small diner. Thereâs a sign right off the road letting passerbyers know that Las Vegas is only 60 miles southeast and Death Valley 50 miles west.Â
Itâs one of those places no one really notices; a last chance run of the mill restaurant to get something decent to eat before youâre stuck in the middle of the desert. Beast Boy swears by their mac and cheese and rhubarb pie.
(Robinâs not really sure where the hell they get the rhubarb though, but the diner is sitting at a crossroad and stranger things have happened.)
Itâs the closest meeting point for the whole team, and despite the short window of time they have before their (seemingly) never-ending mission to unite Titans across the world against the Brotherhood of Evil, they take whatever they can get to see each other.
Itâs difficult getting all five of them together.Â
The past few weeks have consisted of quick dinners or a few stolen hours in each otherâs company. Robin was lucky enough to see Raven a few days ago when they passed through the same town. They got coffee and video chatted with Cyborg before their missions called them away again.Â
He hates the team being so divided, but the quicker they get this done the sooner they can all go home.Â
And Robin really misses being home.Â
Theyâve all opted for street clothing in their public meetups, not wanting to draw attention or risk the Brotherhood attacking them during their small moments of peace.Â
Heâs pretty sure heâs a little early, possibly the first one there until he looks up through the window and spots Starfire sitting at the counter sipping a milkshake. Sheâs dressed in jeans and a colorful crop top sweater with space earrings Beast Boy gave her as a gift from a shop near Area 51.
Robin swallows the sudden flutter of nerves that never cease to leave him be when he sees her. His heart is equally traitorous, thumping against his chest, pulling pulling pulling him to her. He follows the tug, easily falls into her gravity â her magnetism â like he was born for it.
And sometimes he thinks he was.
They may be from different worlds, but whatever stardust made them is one in the same.
Some Journey song is playing on the Jukebox â Separate Ways (Worldâs Apart) â and Robin smiles at the irony of it. Starfire is tapping her finger against the glass in time with the music, her focus lazily held by two dude bros tripping over themselves to talk to her. His fingers tap the small of her back and stay there like a warning that the boys clearly take heed of.Â
Starfire turns, lips spreading into that dazzling smile as she leans into him, like maybe sheâs caught in his gravity too.Â
âHi.â He says, softly.
âGreetings.â She replies, gently laying her hand on his arm.
Being here now, so close and yet never close enough, Robin realizes how long itâs been since theyâve seen each other.
He realizes how much he fucking missed her.
He wants to touch and take and taste every part of her, like a man starved for oxygen. With the way her eyes sparkle in the orange hue of the setting Nevada sun he knows that she feels the same.
Heâll never forget the first time they kissed.
It was just after one of their more dangerous missions that required a tag team. The appearance and sabotage of Madame Rouge quickly complicated things and it was one of those rare times they barely made it out alive.Â
Robin can still sometimes feel the way his heart ripped right out of his chest when he thought he lost Starfire. When she appeared at his side seconds later, bruised and bleeding, he didnât stop to think; he simply let his instincts â his wants and desires take over.Â
Her blood was sharp and strangely sweet on his tongue, the taste of her seared in his brain forever. The hunger, the dire need to take more more more somehow melted into soft sacredness, like something holy. Robin wanted to take his time memorizing the way her lips perfectly slotted against his own and how kissing her was the easiest thing in the world.
Like they were made to fit this way.
Of course, they couldnât keep the hunger, the animal desire, at bay for long. He needed her in every way imaginable and she needed him just as much.
They havenât had time since then to just be. To be around each other and hold each other and enjoy this new step in their relationship. Theyâve survived off of late night calls and text messages when they can help it.
Robinâs known for a while that he loves her; something heâs not allowed to say or even think about for too long right now.
Maybe someday.Â
Someday.
âBeast Boy will be mad if we order pie without him.��� Robin finally says as he takes the seat next to her.
âI have been patiently waiting for you all to arrive.â Starfire chides gently, but her smile takes out any of the heat in her words.
âHere I was thinking I was early.â He grins, leaning in for a quick, soft press of their lips.
Starfire tastes like chocolate malt and whipped cream and something so magical it simply is not made of this earth. She hums against his lips before moving to press her own against the corner of his mouth.
âI believe flying is faster.â She teases.
âWell Raven can teleport,â Robin pouts, âand sheâs not here yet.â
As if summoned by her name the small bell on the door rings and they both turn to see Raven heading over to where they are seated.
âIâm right on time.â She says, taking the other seat next to Robin, giving him a pointed look.
He withers a little under her stare, but itâs cut by Starfireâs giggle and Raven eventually giving in by smiling. Cyborg and Beast Boy join them just as the waitress pours Robin a fresh cup of coffee.
âIâve really missed yâall,â Cyborg says after their orderâs been taken. âIâve even missed BBâs bad jokes.â
âDonât get him started,â Raven says flatly, but the pink tint to her cheeks gives her away.
âCyborg,â Beast Boy says dramatically, âhave I not added you to my meme chat? Iâll have to amend that immediately.â
Cyborgâs phone pings and he quickly scrolls through it, his shoulders shaking as he tries not to laugh.
âThis is just you trying to teach Star how to use memes.â
âAnd,â Beast Boy grins, âitâs working.â
âBeast Boy recommended we all watch the, and I quote,â Starfire says somewhat seriously, âthe cinematic masterpiece that is Shrek when we all get home.â
âLord help me.â Raven mumbles.
Robin joins in with Cyborgâs laughter as Beast Boy scoffs in Ravenâs direction. Starfire just watches with amusement, her fingers catching Robinâs under the counter for a moment.
âMovie night when we get home,â Robin says, as he picks up his fork with his free hand, âsounds like a good plan.â
His friends all smile in return and they all take their time eating, wanting the night to last just a little bit longer.
âDoes anyone know how the hell they get all this rhubarb out here?â
#robstar#teen titans#robstarweek#robin x starfire#robin#starfire#this really involves the team as a family too because i love their dynamic
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OH WAIT MY DUMBASS FORGOT TO ALSO ASK BTW IF YOU HAVE ANY HEADCANONS ON CAMERON OR GWEN
Imma just gonna start with Cam first, and let me just tell you Cameron I projected the most on because even after my "ihatehim no ilovehim" phase so idk maybe some of this could be out of character srry.
I imagine Cameron is south African, particularly Zimbabwean.
His a walking nerd emoji.
The only pass time Cam had was to draw bugs. So he's REALLY GOOD at drawing bugs. Only bugs. Everything else looks like it's from the diary of a wimpy kid.
Cam not that keen of physical touch but slowly getting used to it cuz of Mike. Mike also trying to remember that everyone is open on surprise hugs.
Idk why but with Zoey and Cam's relationship I just think of Carly and Freddie but without the crush.
Gwen and Cam would have art trades together.
Cam got the dryess hands in existence because of the amount of hand sanitizer he uses. OCD GAND RISE UP!
Im saying this now but Cam and B would TOTALLY VIBE TOGETHER!! i just don't know their intentions are yet so dont ask..
Lightning and Cam would have hangout if not for the cheating thing.
Duncan once asked Cam if he can draw a mural of his pet spider Scruffy.
Sam would take it as his personal duty to teach Cam in the way of being a gamer. By teaching him the Zelda timeline and the lore of FNAF. May god rest Cam soul after that.
Cam doesn't not do well with the more active people in Mike's system like Svetlana and Manitoba. They try to be gentle with him but they just don't know their strengths and Manitoba canonically eats dirt so there's only so much they can hangout.
Vito doesn't vibe with nerds but he does occasional try to back him up if he's getting bullied. ONLY if Vito himself isn't bullying Cam.
Cameron actually has the best relationship with Chester. He loves hearing history and old facts and Chester loves the excuse to chat someone's ears off.
Mal and Cam have more of a neutral relationship with each other but I can definitely see Mal thinking his just some weakling nerd until Cam shows him he knows how to make the Demon core.
Cam and Mike started a hate Scott club. Although Cam feels alil bad about, he tends to be reminded of why they started this club every time they go back to their cabin.
Cam once witnessed Scott use the bathroom without washing his hands. And never liked him since.
There was one time between season, Mike, Cam and Zoey were going on a little road trip. Z & M both ask what song should they play next? Cam said he doesn't know any songs so maybe just play the Ice cream truck theme. And that's when they find out HOW sheltered this boy is.
I would get into the nitty gritty but Cam's mom is NOT a good mom. Zoey and Mike have beef with her (Zoey trys to have the benefit of the doubt and said she just too over protective while Mike legit DONT like her.)
They both make sure that Cam gets as much outside time as possible and learn to have a life outside of his house.
When Cam goes to college is going aboard as an entomologist.
When Cameron first came on TD he didn't know what to wear because obviously he's never been outside so it a mixture of hot and cold clothes. Bro don't know fashion but it's his outfit changes in All Stars.
He's wearing a puffer jacket because it reminds him of a sleeping bag and makes him cozy + it has a cooling system inside thanks to B.
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Love Begins With Murder, Believe it or Not.
Part 3
Request by: @yandere-dark-cupid
I stayed up until 3 am writing this, passed out and then woke up at 6 am to finish it lol. It's okay though I'm not tired, I'm just happy to be writing. I hope you all enjoy this part there will definitely be another part which will probably be the final for a while. I'll probably try and leave this story with a not-so-official ending because I might make one-shots based around this in the future.
Also I'm getting a new job soon so that might cut into my writing a bit but I'm going to keep writing no matter what I'm so grateful for Welcome Home and all it's characters and all my fellow fanfic writers and artists out there making more and more content for this fandom. You guys are all awesome and Welcome Home is officially my comfort Fandom, without it I might've never wrote anything ever again. So thank you to @partycoffin, and all of the AU creators, you're all truly wonderful people.
Warnings: Cussing, mentions of torture and violence, anger issues.
@elegantkidfansoul, @sunkyss, @all-things-fandomstuck, @sailorsimp13, @cricketsjunk
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Wally couldn't believe he didn't have one single vase in his apartment, not one! He had been so certain he'd had flowers before, surely he'd hadâŚhe was a lover of beauty and nature, so it was extremely frustrating when he couldn't find hisâimaginaryâvase.
He could've let it go there, just put the bouquet in a tall glass or leave them out to dry and get a vase tomorrow, but to be honest he was procrastinating when he suddenly decided he needed a vase before his nap; he knew of a flower shop fifteen minutes away on a strip he was well familiar withâhe often got lunch or dinner from a nextdoor diner, well he did before he hit this depression.
That's what all this is about, after all. Depression.
He lost the desire, the drive, to style his hair, paint, draw, talk to his friends and employees, he doesn't even make eye-contact like he used to; and now to top it all off, he realizes, there's absolutely no life in his apartment. Even his old paintings feel soulless, hollow, because they don't fill him with the emotions he once held as he crafted them.
When the depression set in, he couldn't be sure, it had been a gradual change; but it was one he hadn't noticed until now, he hadn't wanted to think about it.
He feels his face flush in embarrassment as he thinks of his neglect of himself and his home as he drives to the shop, the sky turning orange and blue behind the many buildings surrounding him.
As he kept his eyes trained on the still bustling road ahead, he could only hope he would make it in time so this uncoordinated trip wouldn't be a complete waste.
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With traffic being convinently merciful to him this early in the evening time, he is soon racing to the shops entrance door, bouquet delicately cradled by his left arm; completely missing the 'open' sign flipping to 'closed' as his unoccupied hand grasps the door handle and turns.
As he pushes into the building he is shocked to find an employee standing right at the entrance, hand quickly retracting from the door as they lock eyes with him, seemingly just as shocked by his sudden entrance.
The bell above the door chimes.
For Mr. Darling, renowned local kingpin, ruthless 'family' man, time seemed to slow for a moment, just a moment. It was almost as if the chiming of the bell had put him into a trance, or maybe it was just you.
There you stand, (h/c) hair fluttering from the sudden rush of wind that came from him opening the door, staring right at him; your work uniform fitting you quite nicely, especially with your own accessories that added a unique personal touch, not to mention the smellâwhich was most definitely the shop, but there is no doubt in his mind that you smell any differentâsweet and floral.
You're the first to speak, voice a bit nervous at his stare, "O-Oh! Hello, weâah, I, was just about to close up shop." You move the hand that had been reaching for the door handle to fiddle with a ring on your opposite pinky finger, a sign of anxiety.
Realizing how he must look, a bit wild from the wind whipping his already disheveled hair around with tired eyes, his ears and cheeks grew a little hot, but he clears his throat into his hand as he tries to recover from his sudden and silly attraction.
"I apologize, I didn't mean to just barge in here, butâŚ" he shrugs the arm cradling the bouquet, "I'm looking for a vase, this shop was the only place I could think to find one and it wasn't a far driveâŚI thought I had a vase, but I was wrong." He explains ratherly lamely, his usual suave and calm demeanor shattered by his growing embarrassment at his current mental and physical state. This was a mistake, he should've just waited for the morning or let the flowers dry out, he should be sleeping right now.
Like an angel you smile at him, so bright and warm it almost feels like the sun is beaming at him, "That's alright! I don't mind a bit, sir, follow me I have some you can choose from in the back." You move to allow him full access and then make your way to what looks to be a storage closet at the back of the shop.
He follows without a word, eyes glued to your figure as you seem to glide to the back, your feet making little to no noise as you move.
The door to the storage closet is open with chalk board sign leaning against the wall next to the door frame, 'small vase $10, medium $15, large $25 ALL HAND MADE!!'.
"You make your own vases?" Wally asks, impressed even before seeing the quality of your work.
You flush as you glance at the sign and then gesture to the closet, signaling him to take a look at your stock, "Yeah, it's a new thing I started doingâŚI've always been into crafts and stuff like that and working with clay seemed really fun and challenging, soâŚ." He notices your words grow softer, seemingly embarrassed.
Well he can certainly tell you're a beginner, many of the pieces seem a bit lop sided or misshapen, but some are charming due to their faults. Something art had taught him early on is to love imperfections just as much as perfections.
"They're charming." He says, and it's the truth, hearing the honesty in his tone makes you turn a bit more red as you smile gratefully at him.
"Which would you recommend for this bouquet?" He asks, he already has an idea of which vase he'd pick but he wants to hear your opinion.
You eyeball the bouquet, a knowing look sparkling in your (e/c) eyes, and look to the assortment of pottery, "hmm".
Your eyes land on a particularly unique piece on the bottom shelf, it's wide and a bit overly round at the bottom and it narrows a bit more dramatically than you intended at the top, it was also colorful, painted with vertical rainbow stripes that had come out very pastel when you had originally wanted a very bold rainbow color. Overall it had been a bit of a flop, but at the same time it has become one of your favorite pieces and it was a tragedy it had never been used. Whether it looked good with this particular bouquet didn't really matter, to be honest it didn't compliment the bouquet at all, but it deserves a home.
Following your gaze, Wally examines the piece you're staring at so intensely.
"Is that the one?" It certainly wasn't the one he was going to pick, but the way you stared at it with such sentiment made his heart leap. Oh how he missed the days when he would look at his own art with such a nostalgic and sentimental gaze.
"I don't knowâŚit's a little ugly, to be honestâŚit doesn't really go with the flowers."
"I can always get more flowers." He responds smoothly, catching even himself off guard.
The two of you lock eyes again and he wishes he had examined himself before coming here, so he could know how you see him. He's certain he looks like a mess, and not a hot one.
You seem taken back by his response, but recover quickly to smile, "Yeah, I guess you can. This is a flower shop after all." You glance down at his bouquet again, "you wouldn't happen to know someone named Julie, would you?"
He knew you would recognize the tag and the flower combination, so your question didn't phase him, "Yes, actually. I'm sorry I couldn't come in for the flowers myself, at the time I wasâŚbusy."
"Ah, no need to apologize, worrying about a funeral is tough even when you weren't close to the person who died. I'm sorry for being a bit nosey."
"I don't think you're being nosey at all," he ignores the bit about the funeral, not wanting to really lie, but still omitting the truth, "these flowers you picked are really very lovely, I almost want to keep them for myself." He absolutely intends on keeping them for himself.
Your smile turns a bit bashful, "Oh, well thank you. It's nice to know I got it right." Turning back to the shelves of pottery, you crouch to the one you had been staring at, "So is this the one you'd like? Or did you have your eye on another?"
"I'll take that one and these two as well." He gestures his free hand to two other pieces, one being a bit plain and lumpy, the other a bit more colorful; the base color being yellow with red and blue swirls.
"Three?" You ask, a bit surprised.
He grins at you, and unknown to him your heart flutters, "This way I have an excuse to come back, I'm going to need flowers for them, right?" It's been a while since he's tried flirting, but by the way your entire face seems to light up and flush he's certain it's been effective.
"R-Right," you grab two of the vases as he grabs one, "that's three medium sized pots so it'll be $45 dollars." The two of you make your way to the check out counter and place the three pots delicately, "I'll go ahead and wrap these for you." As he grabs the money out of his wallet, you rummage through the work table and pull out a bundle of plain wrapping paper. Carefully, you wrap each individual piece in a thick protective layer of paper, then delicately place the three into an oversized grocery bag, adding more wads of paper between each piece.
Wally lays the money down onto the counter, slipping an extra $5 bill as a tip, as you place the finishing touches on the bag of fragiles. When you're pleased with your work, you hand him the bag with a wide grin, collecting the cash; before you can finish counting Wally tips his head to you.
"You have a good night, doll, stay safe." Without another word he exits the shop, you call after him about his change but he doesn't respond. Upon examining the extra $5 bill closer you notice a series of numbers written on it, when had he done that?
It doesn't take a genius to know that he's written a cell phone number on the bill, despite his somewhat messy appearance your stomach feels as though it's infested with butterflies at the idea that he might have been interested in you. He certainly had flirted with you a little bit, but that didn't have to mean anything, but leaving his number? That means something.
He did say he would need to come back for more flowers, you smile at the thought, carefully folding the bill and tucking it into your pants pocket. You begin to close shop again, this time with no interruptions.
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Julie should've told him he looked this awful, he thought to himself as he examined his reflection in the rear view mirror. No, no, no this won't do! Horror pierced it's way into his heart as he also realized that this is how he had looked during your entire interaction. He had flirted like thisâŚleft his number looking like this.
A part of him wanted to storm back into the shop and explain that this isn't him, just something he's been dealing with, tell you that he's not some pathetic, greasy nobody like he knew you must've thought he was.
He's Wally fucking Darling, he kills whoever he wants, whenever he wants, sells what he deems profitable no matter how morally gray and takes whatever he pleases. The people that surround him know to not only fear him but to adore him.
In his sudden shock and growing fury he almost, nearly, throws the bag of pottery to the floor of his passenger side; but he doesn't, of course, he's much too collected to just fly off the handle and break thingsâhe most certainly is not, just two weeks before he broke that not-so imaginary vase he knew he had, it had been in a fit of frustration towards Howdy for failing a trade agreement; Wally didn't remember it now, but that day he had taken his only vase and chucked it at Howdy's much higher head. He had missed entirely, and now he's forgotten the whole ordeal.
Thankfully there's even less traffic, somehow, on the way back, which keeps his temper low but bubbling gently to the surface. A rolling boil was sure to start.
When he arrived back to his apartment, he placed the pots onto his sofa along with the bouquet, so delicate compared to the war of emotions he held inside.
Remember: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6â
He enters his massive, stunning bathroom and makes a b-line for the mirrors, he needs a better look at the damage his neglect has done.
If looks could kill one look would make the mirrors shatter, this isn't who he is. He feels like an imposter in his own body when he looks at himself, hair greasy and wildâno longer slicked back due to the wind, he doesn't even like slicking back his hair, it isn't his style! Then there's the grotesque bags under his eyes, when had they become so dark and puffy? How hadn't he noticed sooner? The rage was building now.
7, 8, 9â
Why was his skin so dull anâand sallow?!
Suddenly the sound of his marble counter top cracking triggers a roar of emotion to overwhelm him, he doesn't even register he's injured himself by slamming a fist down onto the marble. The emotions are so raw, so heavy, he doesn't even realize he's out of the bathroom now; doesn't hear the carnage he's creating or his own howls and shouts of incoherent anger and frustration.
When and how did he become so pathetic? How long had the others just sat idly by watching him grow weaker and uglier. His anger blinds him to the memories of when they had tried, all of them had; even Howdy, who wasn't the biggest fan of Wally to begin with, had tried.
The shrill ringing of his telephone snaps him back to reality, in his now bloodied and bruising hands he grips a broken frame that holdsâheld one of his own designs. His breathing is heavy and his head is swimming, wasn't he just in the bathroom a moment ago?
He drops the frame and stumbles to the phone, wincing at the loudness of it, he doesn't even take a moment to collect himself before answering.
"What do you waâ"
"Hello!" Your soft, sweet voice timidly interrupts his rude greeting.
Suddenly his stomach dips and his heart flips, he really hopes you hadn't heard him.
"Uh-uhm, it seems like I've caught you at a bad time, ha ha. I'm sorry about that, sir." You had heard his sour attitude, fuck.
"No, no," he corrects hastily, not wanting you to hang up, "I'm sorry, I justâŚI just injured myself getting to the phone." The lie feels bitter, like bile rising in his throat, fuck why did he lie?
"Oh," is your meek response, then a pause, "WellâŚI'm sorry for calling you so soonâŚand it's a bit late too, ah, this is so silly I'm really sorry."
He's about to reassure you he doesn't mind in the slightest, and it's the truth, but you continue quickly.
"It's just that I didn't ever give you my name, a-and I never got yours. Also I wanted to give you my number as well, that way I don't have to do all the calling myself, you see." Your stuttering is cute, but your sickeningly sweet reason for calling him has him swooning most of all.
"I see, well," he straightens himself, confidence filling him once more, "My name is Wally, Wally Darling, and you are..?"
"Y/N, Y/N L/N."
"That's a lovely name for such an enchanting flower like yourself, Y/N." He purrs, his turmoil and self-esteem issues quickly forgotten by this new cocktail of emotions, suddenly he's like a giddy teenage boy; twirling the phone cord between his fingers, a toothy smirk growing on his face and he imagines you blushing like you did in the shop.
"Your name is really cute too," you reply, you sound embarrassed but you're definitely smiling.
"Thank you," he grabs the note pad and pen he keeps by his landline, "Now then, what's your number?"
"O-Oh, right!" You quickly tell him your number and he repeats it back to you, once he's gotten it correct he smiles, gently placing his pen back down onto the table.
Sighing, "I must say, I'm glad you called." He admits.
"Oh?"
He hums, "Yes, when I got to my car I realized how I must have appeared to you. I typically take better care of myself, but, well, recently I've 'let myself go'." His tone remains light, almost dreamy as he speaks to you, even though on the inside he can feel the suffocating emotions from before bubbling up again.
"I just thought you were having an off day, you're actually very handsome." The way you say it, like its a fact he should already know, makes his face warm. Those emotions dying quickly before they can rise again, for a complete stranger you seem to have a powerful hold over him, you're able to make him feel nervous and excited.
It's pleasant.
"Well," you start, "It's getting late, I'm sure we both have things to do before nighttime."
He glances at the mess he made during his episode, as much as he wanted to disagree he knew he needed to clean up. He wouldn't live in this embarrassment any longer.
"Yes, thank you again for calling me, Y/N. I hope you have a good night."
"You too."
"Stay safe." He hears the receiver cut off on your end, he sighs into the now quiet and lonely air. He's grateful for your ability to distract him, he would've caused more damage to not only his home but to himself had you not called.
Wally looks around at the carnage he caused, grateful he didn't damage his newly aquired pottery and flowers. It's time to fix this.
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When Barnaby returns to the building he's immediately greeted by Frank, with a disgruntled Eddie in tow. He had taken a bit longer than he would've liked with the rat, but the boss told him to really work on the guy, and he wanted to be sure the body couldn't be found and linked back to them. He's very thorough.
So he's a bit tired when he's approached by Frank, their face intense.
"Something's wrong with Wally."
Immediately dread fills Barnaby, worried something happened while he was gone, "What happened?"
"We heard him screaming and loud noises, like things being broken, upstairs."
"And neither of you thought to check on him?!" He barks, immediately heading for the elevator.
"It wasn't like the sound of struggling, I know what a struggle sounds like. He's probably just having a fit, like usual now-a-days, and I don't want myself or Frank to be caught in the cross fire." Eddie replies, his tone indifferent.
Frank sighs, following close behind Barnaby, "I wanted to go up and see him, but after what happened with Howdyâ"
"I know." Barnaby cuts him off. A vase hadn't been the only thing Wally had thrown at Howdy the last time he became like this, and the vase hadn't landed anyway; but a paper weight had, and so did his punches. Despite not liking him, Howdy had stood there and taken it, claiming the boss "needed that more than anyone knew".
Barnaby wishes it had been him, not Howdy. He didn't want Wally to hurt him, but he's his best friend and he wants to be the one that's there for him at his absolute lowest, as well as his highest. It feels like recently he's missing all of the moments that are crucial for helping his first friend.
"Thank you for letting me know, I'll go see him alone now. You two get back toâŚwhatever you were doing, have a good night." Frank looks like they're about to respond but the elevator doors close, effectively cutting them off.
Barnaby sighs into the silence of the elevator, readying himself for what's to come when he reaches Wally's penthouse.
He's surprised when he arrives and the room is filled with gentle music coming from the Gramophoneâthe record playerâacross the spacious living area; someone's singing in the bathroom, he soon realizes it's Wally singing and he's even more stunned. Wally hasn't sung a song in all the time he's known him, claiming he couldn't carry a tune.
To Barnaby, he sounds like a professional, smooth and suave. It almost feels like he's intruding, but the mess of the room makes him stay. Wally seems to have started cleaning up his mess, which is a nice change of pace. Typically Julie would come in and clean for him after hearing he'd had an episode, saying he deserves a clean safe space, even if he's the one trashing the place.
Barnaby moves to relax on the sofa, careful to avoid the bag Wally had left. He sits and waits a while, enjoying the soft melody and the surprisingly relaxing aura that the chaotic room held. He finds himself humming along with Wally, not knowing the words of his song.
When he hears his friend's singing end and the water shut off his posture straightens and becomes a little tense; worried how his little buddy might react at his sudden intrusion.
To his surprise, Wally exits the bathroom in a plush bathrobe, hair expertly wrapped in a towel atop his head as he continues humming a tune; and when he catches sight of Barnaby he's shocked but smiles.
"Ah, you're back. I did wonder if you would come and see me again today, I'm glad you're back safe." He moves closer to the sofa, bare feet padding against the hard wood floors, "Sorry for the mess, I got a bit carried away again today. I'm also sorry if I've been short with you today."
"There's no need to apologize, Boss. I'm just glad you're looking better."
"I do look better don't I? It's amazing what a shower and a quick skin care routine can do to a man." He says as he rummages through the grocery bag on the couch, pulling out three bulky items wrapped in paper.
He sits next to Barnaby and unwraps them, the record now fading into a new melody. Wally places threeâŚinteresting vases on the low table in front of them. His smile seems brighter as he looks at them.
"You starting a collection?" Barnaby jokes.
Wally hums, "I'm considering it."
"I told Julie to buy flowers for theâŚrat's lady friend, I intended on sending her a message with them, only to find out she herself is a rat. So I decided I'd keep the flowers for myself, they're quite pretty." He explained, his voice soft.
"But what's with the pottery?"
Wally laughs, "Well pretty flowers need equally pretty vases, my friend." Barnaby wasn't sure he would call them pretty, but he wasn't an artist so what would he know?
"Why'd ya get three though?"
"You're awfully inquisitive today, aren't you?" For a moment Barnaby worries he's stepped too far, but Wally's tone sounds mostly teasing and light hearted, "I bought three because I couldn't just pick one that I liked; besides, my home could use more art."
"Yeah, sure. It's just nice to see you smiling and, uh, getting out there." He admits awkwardly, his smaller friend looking up at him with a wide grin, it seems genuine compared to his usual facade.
"It has been nice, today hasn't been perfect, but it's been nice." Wally rises from the sofa, grabbing the plain, lumpy vase and the bouquet as he moves to the kitchen.
Carefully, he fills the vase with the recommended amount of water and retrieves a bit of lemon juice he's had sitting in his fridge for a month nowâit's been longer than a month, he just doesn't know thatâhe adds a few drops to the tap water before arranging the flowers inside the vase.
He carries the vase filled with flowers back to Barnaby and places them at the center of the low table, adjusting it's position on the table until he deems it perfect.
Wally sighs as he relaxes back onto the couch next to his much larger friend, "Now all I need is more flowers to fill the other two, perhaps I'll make paintings of them as well, they're inspiring me already." He didn't say what else might be inspiring him, but in his mind an image of you formed. Maybe he would sketch you as well.
Barnaby raised a brow at him, even though he wouldn't see it, and smiled, "Hey, I'm glad you're wanting to paint again little buddy, after what happened earlier I thought you might be giving up for good."
Mentioning their time together earlier that day seemed to sour Wally's mood a bit, "Yeah, well, torture and death aren't always the best motivation I've realized."
At his sudden tone change, Barnaby scrambles to get him back to his pleasant mood, "So where'd ya get the pottery? Any place I might know?"
This seems to work as a twinkle appears in his eyes once again and he turns to fully face Barnaby, a soft and genuine smile gracing his features.
"You might, Eddie talks about it all the time it would seem, everyone knew about it but me, ha ha." He continued, "Well, actually, I knew of the flower shop but I had never gone in before, until today. You might know it, it's (S/N), over on 9th Street."
Barnaby contemplates the location a moment, he can't say that he does recall a flower shop there, "It's not ringing any bells, but whats so special about it, you seem veryâŚhappy and I'm not so sure it's about a flower shop."
Wally's eyes widen and pink dusts across his cheeks, something Barnaby isn't sure he's ever seen happen to his friend before, "Well, I suppose it's about more than a shop, yes," then he stubbornly adds, "Although the flowers do make me happy."
Barnaby motions for him to continue, Wally sighs and while it sounds like frustration he still has a grin on his face.
That's when Barnaby learns about you, although he's certain he might have heard of you before through Eddie Dear, but he knows Eddie never talked about you so dreamily.
This is also when Barnaby learns that his best friend might have experienced love at first sight.
#welcome home#wally darling#wally darling x reader#eddie x frank#Mafia! AU#mafia!Wally Darling#wally has some personal issues#this is gonna be cheesy#its love at first sight#deal with it#barnaby beagle
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It's not exactly a secret that I love love love traditional European, especially Eastern European and Slavic, folk art. Luckily for me, there is a pretty healthy USAmerican survivor of those traditions in PA Dutch country, which is so close to me it's actually apparently growing south into my neighborhood. And PA Dutch art is just a joy. I've loved it ever since I was...maybe less than ten?! On one of our periodic trips into Washington DC for the museums, my mom and I went to the Folger Shakespeare library, which happened to have a beautiful display of Fraktur and PA Dutch art in the lobby. Stayed in my mind forever. Take your kids to museums, etc. etc. Not the point.
Fraktur is a specific form in the broader "art created by culturally German immigrants to central and south Pennsylvania", characterized by a ton of detail and usually specific German-style lettering. Most Fraktur were created between 1740 and 1860.
This chest was attributed to one John Bieber in 1789.
This document was created by Andreas Kolb in 1785.
Personally, I absolutely love PA Dutch hex signs, which are simpler and more graphically bold, but draw on many of the same motifs and meanings. Those you still see to this day on barns and houses. They are not actually associated with Amish and Mennonites particularly; they're just a cultural remnant of the heavily German immigrant population. One wonderful artist is Ivan Hoyt, who is still active today.
I would love to own a Hoyt piece one day.
Another thing you see around here, which is unrelated and entirely modern in origin, is the barn quilt. Here's one I've passed several times and enjoyed a great deal:
The story goes that Ohio quilter Donna Sue Groves came up with the idea inspired in part by the Dutch Hex Signs, and translated that into quilting patterns. They are usually very large, between 4' and 8' square, and generally placed so that you see them from the road, so they're a fascinating bridge between public and private art. When I pass one, I feel I've been told, "Look, we created this thing that gives us joy, and placed it so that we can all feel that together. For this moment, we are connected in appreciation of this beauty."
There are quite a few around here now, as well as a publicized tour trail for them. I have had one designed and intended to make it for over a year now. There's a perfect spot over the door of Jacob's shop.
Here are a couple more:
I feel very fortunate to have access to these beautiful traditions, and hope in time to add my own threads to the tapestry.
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